⋆˚✩ ℴ𝓃𝒸ℯ 𝒷ℯ𝓃ℯ𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓂ℴℴ𝓃 ✩˚⋆
Summary: Aelira’s first trial begins as the ancient Hearth-Born Rite reveals that her own feelings can influence which High Lords remain connected to her.
Warnings: Primal/magical attraction, possessiveness, jealousy, sexual tension, discussions of virginity and past sexual partners, kissing.
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Chapter 3: The Trial of the Silver Threads
The council chamber of the House of Wind had been rearranged overnight.
Aelira noticed it the moment Mor escorted her through the arched entrance—the massive circular table that had dominated the space yesterday was gone, replaced by a semicircle of seven high-backed chairs facing a raised dais where three additional seats waited for the Priestesses. Torches burned in iron brackets along the walls, their flames silver-tipped from some magical infusion, and the air itself felt different. Charged. Expectant.
Her five silver threads were still there.
Thinner now, almost translucent in the morning light slanting through the high windows, but unmistakably present. Each one tugged at her chest with a different texture—Rhysand's cool darkness, Helion's golden warmth, Tamlin's wild green pressure, Beron's smoldering heat, Tarquin's fading sea breeze. She'd woken with them still attached and had spent ten minutes sitting on the edge of her bed, staring at the way they moved when she breathed.
They didn't hurt. That was the strange part. They felt almost... comfortable. Like something her body had already decided was supposed to be there.
"You're doing it again," Mor murmured beside her.
"Touching them." Mor nodded toward Aelira's hand, which had drifted up to brush against the silver thread connected to Rhysand. "You've been doing it all morning."
Aelira dropped her hand. "I didn't notice."
The chamber was already filling. Courtiers and attendants lined the walls, kept back by a cordon of Illyrian guards whose wings formed a living barrier between the spectators and the dais. Aelira spotted familiar faces in the crowd—the Dawn Court scholar who'd discussed Starfall spirits with her yesterday, the cluster of Autumn Court nobles who'd admired her dress, the white-haired female who'd pressed her hands together in prayer on the terrace.
Jurian was there too, leaning against the far wall with his arms crossed, his dark eyes tracking the High Lords as they entered. He caught Aelira looking and raised one eyebrow. She looked away.
The King of Hybern had already taken his position near the dais, his silver hair immaculate, his presence filling that corner of the room like a weather system. His pale eyes found Aelira the moment she entered and didn't leave her until Mor guided her to the chair that had been placed facing the seven High Lord seats.
"Right here," Mor said. "The Priestesses want you visible."
"You're the Moonwife. You're supposed to be visible."
Aelira sat. The chair was carved from dark wood and cushioned with midnight-blue velvet, and it felt uncomfortably like a throne. She smoothed her gown—a simpler affair than yesterday's bronze silk, deep green this time, with sleeves that fell past her wrists—and tried not to fidget.
The High Lords arrived in pairs and clusters.
Beron entered first, Eris a half-step behind him, both of them radiating the particular chill of Autumn Court displeasure. Beron's amber eyes swept the room, cataloging threats, and when they landed on Aelira, his expression flickered—something between irritation and reluctant acknowledgment.
Kallias followed, his silver hair still disheveled from whatever restless night he'd had. The temperature dropped as he passed. He didn't look at Aelira. He didn't look at anyone.
Thesan came next, quiet and composed, his delicate features arranged into careful neutrality. He inclined his head toward Aelira as he took his seat, a gesture of courtesy that felt genuine despite everything.
Tarquin's entrance was different. He walked in with his head high, his turquoise eyes finding Aelira immediately, and he smiled—a real smile, warm and encouraging, as if he was trying to tell her something without words. His thread pulsed faintly in response.
Helion swept in like the sun rising. Golden robes, golden sandals, golden ornaments in his dark hair. He was grinning before he'd even reached his chair, and when he saw Aelira, he pressed a hand to his chest in an elaborate gesture of greeting.
"Moonwife," he said, loud enough for half the room to hear. "You look lovely this morning. Green suits you."
"Thank you," Aelira managed.
"She's blushing," Helion observed to no one in particular. "Charming."
"Sit down, Helion." Rhysand's voice came from the doorway. He entered without ceremony, his black clothing immaculate, his violet eyes sharp and alert. He looked like he hadn't slept. He looked like he'd spent the night thinking and had reached conclusions he wasn't ready to share.
Behind him, Amren slipped into the room like a shadow. She took a position near the wall, her silver eyes fixed on Aelira with that unnerving curiosity from the night before.
He entered alone—no attendants, no emissaries, no one walking behind him. His golden hair was pulled back, his green eyes fixed on the floor ahead of him. He moved like someone who had been summoned to an execution and had decided to meet it with dignity. When he reached his chair, he sat without looking at anyone.
His thread was the brightest of the five. Aelira could see it even in the torchlight, pulsing with a steady gold-silver rhythm that matched her heartbeat.
She wondered if he knew. She wondered if he could feel it too.
The High Priestesses entered together, their dark blue robes whispering against the stone floor. The one in the center—the same one who had conducted the Choosing the night before—raised her hand, and the chamber fell silent.
"The Choosing was disrupted," she said, her voice carrying easily through the space. "The lunar magic has acknowledged five candidates among the High Lords present. Before the Rite can proceed further, certain examinations must be completed."
"Examinations?" Beron's voice was sharp. "What examinations?"
"The ancient protocols require that we determine whether there exist any existing bonds, bloodline complications, previous offspring, or other circumstances that could interfere with the Hearth-Born Rite." The Priestess's moonlight-colored eyes moved across the seven males. "Each candidate will be questioned. Each candidate will answer truthfully. The magic will know if you lie."
Kallias let out a short, humorless laugh. "You're going to interrogate us about our personal histories? In front of everyone?"
"The questions are ancient. They are necessary. The Rite cannot proceed without them."
"Perhaps." The Priestess's voice was implacable. "But it is also unavoidable."
She turned to face the seven chairs, and Aelira felt the atmosphere shift—tighten—as every male in the room realized what was about to happen.
"We begin with the Lord of the Autumn Court."
He didn't rise. The Priestess hadn't asked him to. But his posture changed, his shoulders squaring, his amber eyes going hard and flat. Beside him, Eris's expression flickered with something that might have been amusement.
"Ask your questions," Beron said.
The High Priestess inclined her head. "How many females have you taken to your bed, Lord Beron?"
A murmur rippled through the spectators. Beron's mouth thinned.
He was silent for a long moment. Then: "I have been married to the Lady of the Autumn Court for over four centuries. Before that, there were others. I will not provide a number."
"Were any of these unions productive of offspring?"
"My sons sit before you." Beron gestured toward Eris without looking at him. "And my other children. I have produced heirs. Many heirs. The Autumn Court's bloodline is secure."
"Have you ever fathered a child outside your marriage?"
The temperature in the room seemed to drop. Beron's expression flickered—something Aelira couldn't read, something that vanished almost before it appeared.
The Priestess studied him for a moment. Then she nodded. "The Autumn Court's history is acknowledged. The magic finds no impediment."
Beron leaned back in his chair, his displeasure radiating like heat from a dying fire. "Is that all?"
"One further question." The Priestess's voice remained calm. "In your centuries of experience, Lord Beron, have you ever lain with a female as young as the Moonwife?"
The silence that followed was absolute.
Aelira felt her cheeks flush. She didn't know where to look—at Beron, whose expression had gone rigid, or at the floor, or at the other High Lords who were suddenly very interested in the exchange.
Beron's voice, when it came, was clipped. "No."
"I have no idea how to bed a woman this young." The words were blunt, almost vulgar in their directness. "She is nineteen years old. My youngest child is older than she is. The thought is..." He paused, visibly reining himself in. "I find the prospect distasteful. Not because she is unattractive," he added, with a glance toward Aelira that was almost grudging. "Because she is a child by the standards of our kind. The magic may recognize my bloodline, but I have no intention of pursuing this."
Another murmur. Helion's eyebrows rose. Rhysand's expression remained unreadable.
"The Autumn Court's position is noted," the Priestess said. "Lord Kallias of the Winter Court. You are next."
Kallias's questioning was colder.
He answered the Priestess's inquiries about previous lovers with clipped, one-word responses. Yes, he had taken females to his bed. No, he had never married. No, he had fathered no children—the Winter Court's succession was secured through his bloodline alone. Yes, he found the entire line of questioning invasive and insulting.
"You resent the intrusion," the Priestess observed.
"I resent being publicly interrogated about my private life by a magic that has already declared me inadequate." Kallias's pale eyes were frosted over. "I was eliminated from the Rite last night. Why am I still here?"
"Because the Rite requires the presence of all seven High Lords until the formal Choosing is complete. Your elimination is provisional until the magic confirms it."
"Provisional." Kallias's voice dripped with disdain. "How comforting."
The Priestess didn't react. "Have you ever fathered a child, Lord Kallias? To your knowledge?"
"Have you ever wished to?"
The question hung in the air. Kallias's composure cracked, just slightly—a hairline fracture of something that might have been longing. "That is not relevant."
"The magic considers it relevant."
"Then the magic can consider it in silence. I have answered your questions." He sat back, his arms crossing over his chest, and the frost that had been spreading across the floor around his chair thickened perceptibly.
The Priestess turned to Thesan.
The Lord of the Dawn Court answered with quiet dignity. His history was unremarkable, he said—a small number of lovers over the centuries, no children, no marriages, no existing bonds that might complicate the Rite. He spoke about intimacy as if it were a subject of academic interest, his voice level and precise.
When asked if he found the Moonwife appealing, he paused.
"She is beautiful," he said. "She is also nineteen. I share Lord Beron's... reservations about the age difference. However, I acknowledge that the magic operates on criteria beyond my personal comfort."
The Priestess nodded and moved on.
Tarquin's turn came, and the atmosphere softened.
He answered every question openly, without hesitation. Yes, he had taken lovers—not many, but enough to understand intimacy. No, he had never married. No, he had fathered no children. The Summer Court's bloodline was young, still establishing itself after the transition of power, and he had not yet found a partner he wished to share that responsibility with.
"And what do you think of the Moonwife?" the Priestess asked.
Tarquin's turquoise eyes found Aelira's face. "I think she's remarkable. Not because of the magic—because of who she is. She stood in the center of a ceremony that would have broken most people, and she didn't flinch. She was kind to me when she didn't have to be." He paused. "I think anyone would be fortunate to be chosen for her."
Aelira's throat tightened. She wanted to say something—to thank him, to tell him that his kindness meant more than he knew—but the words wouldn't come.
The Priestess inclined her head. "The Summer Court's history is acknowledged."
Helion was, predictably, delighted by the questioning.
"Lovers?" He leaned back in his chair, his golden eyes bright with amusement. "Countless. Truly. I would not insult you by attempting a number. I have loved and been loved across every court in Prythian. Male, female, High Fae and lesser—pleasure is pleasure, and I have never seen a reason to deny myself."
"And have you fathered children?"
"None that I know of." His grin flickered. "I have always been... careful. The Day Court's succession is not a responsibility I take lightly."
"And your approach to intimacy, Lord Helion? How do you conduct yourself with a partner?"
Helion's smile widened. "I conduct myself very well, Priestess. I take pride in it." He glanced toward Aelira, and something in his expression shifted—became warmer, more intent. "I believe that pleasure should be mutual. That a lover's enjoyment is as important as one's own. I have spent centuries learning how to give as much as I receive. More, often. There is nothing quite so satisfying as watching a partner come apart beneath your hands, knowing you were the one who brought them there."
Aelira's face was burning. She couldn't look at him. She couldn't look at anyone.
"That is more detail than strictly necessary," the Priestess observed.
"You asked." Helion's grin was unrepentant. "I answered."
Rhysand's questioning was a study in evasion.
"How many lovers have you taken, Lord Rhysand?"
"Fewer than Helion." A pause. "More than Tarquin."
"It's the only one I'm giving."
The Priestess's eyes narrowed, but she didn't press. "Have you fathered any children?"
"Have you ever been married?"
"Do you find the Moonwife appealing?"
Rhysand was silent for a moment. His violet eyes moved to Aelira, and something in his expression shifted—not quite softening, but becoming more... present. More focused.
"Yes," he said quietly. "I do."
Aelira's thread pulsed. She saw Rhysand's gaze drop to his own chest, where the silver connection glimmered, and knew he'd felt it too.
"The Night Court's history is acknowledged," the Priestess said. "Lord Tamlin. You are the final candidate."
The Priestess asked about lovers, and he answered in monosyllables. Yes, he had taken females to his bed. One, in recent years—a human woman, now gone. No, he had never married. No, he had fathered no children.
His voice was flat. Distant. Each word seemed to cost him something.
"And your current feelings toward intimacy, Lord Tamlin?"
The question landed like a stone in still water.
Tamlin's hands—resting on his knees—tightened. His knuckles went white. His scent, that wild green presence Aelira had felt so strongly the night before, flickered and darkened.
"I have no current feelings," he said.
"The Spring Court has no Lady. I have no desire for one." His voice was hoarse. "I am here because the magic demands it. Not because I wish to be."
The Priestess studied him for a long moment. Then she nodded slowly. "The Spring Court's history is acknowledged. The examinations of the candidates are complete."
Tamlin exhaled. It was not a relieved sound. It was the sound of someone who had been holding their breath underwater and had finally broken the surface.
"Now," the Priestess said, turning toward Aelira, "we must examine the Moonwife."
The chamber's attention shifted. Aelira felt it like a physical weight—hundreds of eyes fixing on her, hundreds of ears waiting for her answers. Her five threads pulsed in unison.
"How many lovers have you taken, Moonwife?"
Aelira's mouth was dry. "None."
A murmur rippled through the spectators. The Priestess's expression didn't change.
"How many males have you been romantically intimate with?"
"None." Aelira's voice was very quiet. "I've never..."
"I've never had my first kiss."
The silence that fell was different from the silences before. Heavier. More significant.
Aelira could feel the High Lords staring at her. She could feel their attention shifting, recalibrating, reassessing everything they'd assumed about her. She was the Moonwife—the sacred vessel, the bearer of the Hearth-Born heir—and she was also a nineteen-year-old girl who had never been touched. Never been kissed. Never done any of the things they'd spent the past hour discussing in clinical detail.
Her cheeks were on fire. She fixed her gaze on her hands, folded in her lap, and tried to remember how to breathe.
"The Moonwife's history is acknowledged," the Priestess said, and her voice was gentler now. "The magic recognizes her innocence. It does not diminish her role. It makes her selection more significant, not less."
Tarquin spoke first. "Aelira." His voice was soft. "It's all right. There's nothing to be ashamed of."
She looked up. His turquoise eyes were warm, kind, utterly without judgment. Beside him, Tamlin had turned his face away—not in dismissal, she realized, but in something closer to protectiveness. As if he was giving her privacy by not looking.
Rhysand and Helion exchanged a glance. Aelira caught it—a flicker of something that passed between them, too fast to read. Recognition, maybe. Or concern.
"This changes nothing," the Priestess continued. "The Rite does not require experience. It requires willingness. The Moonwife's consent remains essential at every stage."
"She's nineteen," Beron said flatly. "She's never been kissed. And we're supposed to compete for the right to father her child?" He shook his head. "The magic has lost its mind."
"The magic does not lose its mind. It chooses what it chooses."
Kallias rose from his chair.
The motion was sudden enough that the Illyrian guards shifted, their wings rustling. But Kallias didn't move toward Aelira—he moved toward the Priestess, his pale eyes burning.
"You expect us to accept this," he said. "You expect seven High Lords to simply submit to an ancient magical force that none of us fully understand, that has already humiliated two of us publicly, and that is now asking us to compete over a virgin teenager who has never even kissed anyone."
"I expect you to respect the Rite," the Priestess said. "As all fae have respected it for millennia."
"The Rite hasn't been conducted in three hundred years. Millennia of tradition don't apply when the tradition has been dormant for centuries." Kallias's voice rose. "I want a demonstration. I want to see this magic at work. I want proof that the 'compatibility' you keep invoking is real and not simply—"
"Lord Kallias." The King of Hybern's voice cut through the chamber like a blade. "I would advise caution. The Hearth-Born magic is not a courtier to be summoned for your entertainment. It is an ancient force, and it does not appreciate being challenged."
"You are." The King stepped forward, his silver hair gleaming. "You are challenging the magic. You are demanding that it prove itself to you. I witnessed a Moonwife once before, centuries ago, and I saw what happened when a male questioned the Rite. It did not end well for him."
Kallias's jaw tightened. "I am not afraid of—"
The silver light erupted.
It came from everywhere and nowhere—from Aelira's chest, from the threads connecting her to the candidates, from the air itself. The chamber filled with a radiance so bright that several spectators cried out and shielded their eyes. The torches in their iron brackets flickered and went silver-white, their flames transforming into something colder and cleaner than ordinary fire.
Kallias stumbled backward. His frost melted. The temperature in the room, which had been dropping steadily throughout his protest, snapped back to normal as if someone had thrown a blanket over a dying fire.
Aelira was glowing again.
Not levitating this time. Not suspended above the floor. But her skin was luminous, her hair floating around her shoulders in a breeze that didn't exist, her eyes shining with a light that came from somewhere behind them. The five threads connecting her to the candidates blazed like filaments of captured starlight.
The High Priestess raised her hand. Her voice, when she spoke, was calm—but there was something beneath the calm. Something that might have been satisfaction.
"The magic has responded to Lord Kallias's challenge," she said. "We will use this opportunity to demonstrate the first true stage of compatibility."
"What does that mean?" Beron demanded.
"It means the Moonwife will approach each candidate. She will place her palm against his chest. The physical contact will allow the lunar magic to directly encounter his blood, his magic, his heartbeat—and his instinctive response to her."
The chamber erupted in murmurs. Helion's eyebrows rose. Rhysand's expression sharpened. Tamlin went very still.
"Approach the Lord of the Autumn Court," the Priestess instructed. "Begin with Beron."
Aelira's legs carried her forward before her mind had decided to move.
It was the magic. She understood that now—the silver light in her veins had its own intentions, its own momentum, and her body responded to it the way water responded to gravity. She crossed the space between her chair and Beron's, aware of every eye in the chamber following her, aware of the way her gown whispered against the stone, aware of the five threads stretching and flexing with each step.
Beron watched her approach with the expression of a male who wanted to be anywhere else.
"Must I?" he asked the Priestess.
Aelira stopped in front of him. Up close, she could see the grey streaking his auburn hair, the lines around his amber eyes, the rigid set of his jaw. He looked like a male who had spent centuries cultivating his power and his pride and had no intention of surrendering either to a nineteen-year-old girl glowing with borrowed moonlight.
Pressed her palm against his chest.
His heartbeat was steady. Slow. The heartbeat of a male who had been alive for centuries and expected to be alive for centuries more. His scent—autumn leaves and cold smoke—rose around her, but it didn't deepen. Didn't change. The silver light beneath her palm flickered and held steady, but there was no surge. No pull.
Aelira felt it through the lunar connection: a complete absence of attraction. Not distaste—Beron wasn't repulsed by her. He simply... wasn't interested. The age gap was too wide. Her youth was too foreign. Whatever the magic recognized in his bloodline, it didn't translate into any kind of instinctive response.
His thread pulsed once. Faint. Almost grudging.
"The Autumn Court's connection is acknowledged," the Priestess said. "Proceed to Lord Kallias."
Kallias's heart was racing.
Aelira felt it the moment her palm touched his chest—a quick, staccato rhythm that spoke of anger and humiliation and something else she couldn't name. His skin was cold beneath her hand. His scent, frost and mountain air, flickered like a candle in a draft.
His thread didn't appear.
Aelira stood there, her palm pressed against his chest, and waited. The silver light beneath her skin reached toward him—she could feel it extending, searching, probing for some spark of compatibility that had been absent the night before.
Kallias's jaw tightened. "Is this supposed to be the proof I demanded? Because I feel nothing."
"That is precisely the point," the King of Hybern said quietly. "The magic feels nothing from you either."
Kallias's pale eyes met Aelira's. For a moment, she saw something flicker there—not attraction, but a grudging acknowledgment. The magic wasn't lying. It wasn't playing favorites. It simply didn't recognize him.
"Fine," he said. "I withdraw my challenge."
Aelira removed her hand. The cold lingered on her palm.
Thesan's connection was quiet.
His heartbeat was steady, his scent faint and clean—parchment and medicinal herbs—and when Aelira pressed her palm against his chest, the silver light flickered like a candle flame. It didn't surge. It didn't strengthen. It simply acknowledged his presence and moved on.
His thread remained thin. Barely visible.
"The Dawn Court's connection is acknowledged," the Priestess said. "But it is not strong."
Thesan nodded. He didn't look surprised.
Tarquin's connection blazed.
The moment Aelira's palm touched his chest—warm, so warm, the heat of the Summer Court radiating through the fine fabric of his tunic—her silver light surged. His heartbeat was strong and quick beneath her hand, and his scent, salt and sunlight and sea breeze, wrapped around her like a physical embrace.
It was beautiful. Silver and gold, pulsing with a rhythm that matched both their heartbeats, stretching between them like a promise. Aelira felt his instinctive response through the lunar connection—warmth, tenderness, a genuine desire to protect her that had nothing to do with possession and everything to do with who Tarquin was.
"You feel it," he murmured. "Don't you?"
"I'm glad." His turquoise eyes held hers. "I didn't want to be the only one."
The Priestess stepped forward. "The Summer Court's connection is strong. Proceed to Lord Helion."
Helion's heartbeat was a drum.
Not fast—he was too old, too experienced to let his pulse race—but powerful. Resonant. Aelira felt it through her palm like a second presence, a rhythm that seemed to vibrate in her own chest.
His scent hit her harder than before. Sun-warmed skin and golden wine and something spicier beneath—desire, she realized. Helion was attracted to her. The lunar connection made it impossible to hide. She could feel his instinctive response as clearly as she could feel her own breath: appreciation, curiosity, a hunger that was controlled but genuine.
His thread blazed. Thick and bright, matching Rhysand's in intensity.
"Well," Helion murmured. His voice was lower than usual, rougher, and his golden eyes had darkened. "This is... more intense than I expected."
"You're attracted to her," Rhysand observed. His voice was carefully neutral.
"Yes." Helion didn't look away from Aelira. "I suspect I'm not the only one."
Their eyes met—Helion's golden, Rhysand's violet—and something passed between them. A recognition. A warning. The awareness that their friendship had just acquired a complication neither of them had anticipated.
"The Day Court's connection is acknowledged," the Priestess said. "Lord Rhysand. You are next."
Rhysand's heart was a secret.
Aelira pressed her palm against his chest—he was warm, so warm, his body radiating heat beneath the black fabric of his tunic—and felt... nothing. For one long, disorienting moment, she felt absolutely nothing. His heartbeat was there, steady and slow, but his instinctive response was hidden behind walls she couldn't penetrate.
Not crumbled—Rhysand didn't crumble—but parted, just slightly, and Aelira caught a glimpse of what lay behind them. Hunger. Protectiveness. A desire so intense it bordered on predatory, held in check by centuries of discipline and a will that had been forged in darkness.
His scent wrapped around her. Night-blooming flowers. Mountain wind. The vast, cold space between stars. And beneath it, something warmer. Something that wanted.
"You're very good at hiding," Aelira whispered.
"Practice." His voice was steady, but his violet eyes had darkened. "Can you feel it? All of it?"
"Then you know." He paused. "Helion knows too. We're going to have to discuss this."
"The Day and Night Courts are both acknowledged," the Priestess said, and Aelira could have sworn she heard a trace of dryness in the ancient female's voice. "Their connections are among the strongest. Lord Tamlin. You are the final candidate."
Tamlin didn't look at her.
Aelira approached him slowly, aware of the way his body had gone rigid, the way his hands were gripping the arms of his chair. His scent—wild and green, crushed grass and damp earth and the musk of a predator—reached her before she touched him, and it was stronger than it had been the night before. Darker. More intense.
She pressed her palm against his chest.
The sound was low and deep and utterly involuntary, vibrating through his ribcage and into her hand. His heartbeat was thunder beneath her palm—fast, heavy, powerful. His scent changed in an instant, deepening into something that made Aelira's knees weak.
Through the lunar connection, she felt everything.
Desire. Primal and overwhelming, the beast recognizing her as something it wanted—needed—with an intensity that frightened Tamlin himself. But beneath the desire was something else. Something that made Aelira's throat tighten.
Not to claim her. Not to possess her. To protect her. To shelter her and the child she might carry from anything that might threaten them. The desire wasn't selfish—it was fierce and desperate and achingly tender, and it was directed at her with a force that made Tamlin's entire body shake.
His thread blazed brighter than any of the others. Gold and silver and green, a living thing that pulsed between them like a heartbeat.
"You can feel it," Aelira whispered. "Can't you?"
Tamlin's voice was hoarse. "I can feel it."
"What does it feel like?"
His green eyes finally met hers. They were wild—so wild—and filled with something that looked like terror.
"Like I would tear apart anyone who tried to hurt you," he said. "Like I've known you for centuries instead of hours. Like the beast inside me has already decided you're—" He stopped. Swallowed. "I can't. I can't do this."
"The Spring Court's connection," the Priestess said quietly, "is the strongest yet recorded."
The threads were still blazing when Aelira returned to her chair.
Five of them now—Beron's faint and grudging, Thesan's thin and quiet, Tarquin's bright and warm, Helion's and Rhysand's blazing like twin suns, and Tamlin's burning with a golden-green intensity that made her chest ache.
She could feel all of them. All five males. Their heartbeats. Their scents. Their instinctive responses to her, ranging from Beron's utter indifference to Tamlin's barely-contained desperation.
"The first stage of compatibility has been demonstrated," the High Priestess announced. "The lunar magic has confirmed its recognitions. Lord Kallias and Lord Thesan's eliminations are provisional but likely to stand. Lord Beron remains acknowledged despite—"
Tarquin's voice. Aelira turned toward him and saw that he was staring at his thread.
The bright silver-gold that had blazed between them moments ago was flickering. Dimming. The warmth she'd felt from his touch was fading, the sea-breeze scent growing fainter with each passing second.
Tarquin's expression didn't change. His turquoise eyes stayed fixed on the thread, watching it fade, and Aelira saw something in them that made her want to cry.
"It's weakening," he said quietly. "Isn't it?"
The Priestess inclined her head. "The magic does not always explain itself. Sometimes connections strengthen. Sometimes they fade. The Rite is not yet complete."
"But it's fading." Tarquin's voice was steady. "I'm losing my place."
No one answered. No one needed to.
The Priestesses called for a brief recess while they consulted their ancient texts. The spectators dispersed into murmuring clusters. The High Lords remained in their chairs, their postures ranging from Beron's stiff displeasure to Tamlin's rigid tension.
Aelira stayed in her chair and tried to breathe.
She was aware of Tarquin before she saw him—his sea-breeze scent, fainter now but still present, still warm. He had crossed the chamber without her noticing, and now he stood beside her chair, his turquoise eyes soft.
"Can we talk?" he asked. "Privately?"
Mor appeared at Aelira's elbow. "I can take you to one of the side chambers. No one will disturb you there."
Aelira nodded. She let Tarquin take her hand—his palm was warm and steady—and followed Mor through a small arched doorway into a chamber lit by a single silver candle.
The door closed behind them.
"I'm losing my connection," Tarquin said. He didn't sound angry. He sounded sad. "I can feel it fading. Whatever the magic saw in me, it's not... it's not enough. Not compared to them."
"It's all right." He smiled, and it was genuine—sad, but genuine. "I meant what I said earlier. You're remarkable. Not because of the magic. Because of who you are. And I don't want you to think..." He paused. Swallowed. "I don't want you to think that my feelings toward you were meaningless. They weren't. They aren't."
Aelira's throat was tight. "I don't think that."
"Good." He stepped closer. His scent—fading but still lovely—wrapped around her. "Aelira. I know we barely know each other. I know this is happening too fast. But I need you to understand something."
"I would have wanted this. Even without the Rite. Even without the magic. If I'd met you at Starfall, if I'd talked to you in that crowd, if I'd seen you smile at me the way you smiled when we spoke last night—" He broke off. Shook his head. "I would have wanted to know you. Not the Moonwife. Just you."
Aelira's eyes were burning. "Tarquin—"
The question was so simple. So gentle. Aelira's heart lurched.
"I've never—" she started.
"I know. I know you haven't." His turquoise eyes held hers. "You can say no. I won't be upset. I won't resent you. But if you want this—if you want me—I would like to be your first."
Aelira thought about the fading thread connecting them. She thought about the warmth she'd felt when she touched his chest, the kindness in his eyes, the way he'd defended her without hesitation. She thought about the fact that he might be eliminated from the Rite—that this might be their only moment.
"Yes," she whispered. "Please."
Tarquin's hand came up to cup her cheek. His palm was warm. His touch was gentle. His scent—salt and sunlight—surrounded her as he leaned down, and Aelira closed her eyes, and then his lips were against hers.
The kiss was soft. Tender. He didn't push, didn't demand, just let his mouth move against hers with a gentleness that made her chest ache. She felt his heartbeat through the thread connecting them—still warm, still steady—and something inside her opened.
Her hands came up to rest against his chest, and she felt his heartbeat quicken beneath her palms. His free hand settled on her waist, steadying her, and the kiss deepened—still gentle, still tender, but more. More intense. More real. More everything.
She understood, suddenly, why people wrote poetry about this.
The light was so bright that Aelira could see it through her closed eyelids. She pulled back, gasping, and saw Tarquin staring down at his own chest, where the silver-gold connection between them had erupted into radiance.
It was stronger than before. Thicker. Brighter. It pulsed with a rhythm that matched her racing heart, and Tarquin's scent—which had been fading—surged back to full intensity.
"The magic," Aelira whispered. "It's responding. It's responding to—to me. To us."
They stared at each other. The thread blazed between them, bright and beautiful and utterly unexpected.
"The magic isn't just asking which male is worthy of me," Aelira said slowly, the realization settling over her like a second skin. "It's asking which male I respond to. My feelings—my willingness—it matters. It can change things."
Tarquin's eyes were wide. "You brought the connection back. Just by—"
The door to the side chamber opened. Mor stood in the doorway, her hazel eyes taking in Aelira's flushed face, Tarquin's stunned expression, the blazing thread between them.
"There's something you should see," she said. "The Priestesses have realized what just happened. They're calling everyone back to the main chamber."
The High Priestess was waiting when they returned.
Her moonlight-colored eyes moved from Aelira to Tarquin to the thread blazing between them, and something in her ancient face shifted. Acknowledgment. Concern. Maybe even a trace of wonder.
"The magic has demonstrated something unprecedented," she said, her voice carrying through the silent chamber. "The Moonwife's connection to a candidate strengthened in response to her own feelings. This has not been recorded in any previous Hearth-Born Rite."
"What does that mean?" Rhysand asked. His violet eyes were fixed on the blazing thread.
"It means the Rite is not merely an evaluation of the males. It is an evaluation of the Moonwife's response to them. Her willingness. Her attraction. Her instinctive compatibility with each candidate." The Priestess paused. "The magic is asking two questions, not one. Which male is worthy of her—and which male she responds to."
Helion let out a low whistle. "That changes things."
Aelira looked around the chamber. At Rhysand, whose expression had gone carefully blank. At Helion, whose golden eyes were suddenly very serious. At Tamlin, who was staring at the blazing thread between her and Tarquin with an expression that looked almost like pain.
At Beron, who was watching with cold calculation.
At Kallias and Thesan, who had been eliminated but were still here, still watching, still part of whatever was coming next.
"The first formal Choosing must now occur sooner than expected," the Priestess continued. "The lunar magic has already begun sorting the candidates. Some connections are strengthening. Some are fading. Some are becoming..." She hesitated. "Complicated."
"Complicated how?" Tarquin asked.
"As the Rite progresses, the instinctive reactions will become stronger. Attraction. Protectiveness. Jealousy. Possessiveness. The ancient desire to father and protect the Hearth-Born child. You have all felt the beginnings of this already. It will intensify."
Rhysand and Helion exchanged another glance. Tamlin's hands tightened on the arms of his chair.
"You are not enemies," the Priestess warned. "The Rite does not require you to become enemies. But it will test your bonds. It will test your friendships. It will test your control." Her gaze swept over the seven High Lords. "The Moonwife will have a voice in what happens next. The magic has made that clear. But the magic will also have its own demands. The Rite must continue."
Aelira stood in the center of the chamber, five threads stretching from her chest to the males around her, and understood what the Priestess was really saying.
The magic would choose the father. But Aelira had a say in who remained worthy of being chosen. Her feelings, her responses, her willingness—they mattered. They could strengthen a connection. They could weaken one. They could change the course of the Rite itself.
She looked at Tarquin, whose thread was blazing with new intensity.
She looked at Tamlin, whose beast was barely contained beneath his skin.
She looked at Rhysand and Helion, whose friendship was already straining under the weight of their mutual attraction to her.
She looked at Beron, who wanted nothing to do with any of this.
And she understood, for the first time, the most frightening part of being the Moonwife.
The magic might have chosen her. But she was going to have to choose too.
"The First Trial of the Hearth-Born Rite will commence at sundown," the High Priestess announced. "All seven High Lords will attend. The Moonwife will attend. And the magic will begin to narrow the field."
Aelira's threads pulsed in unison.
Somewhere deep in her chest, the lunar magic sang its ancient song, and the song was growing louder.