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#brainstorming new blog names #shitty makeup looks

i’m trying so hard to have the “it’s not my job to heal people” mindset but it just. really gets me down that even just being there doesn’t seem to make any differenc. if I try to help, it does nothing. if I try to be there, it does nothing

#i’m not blaming thr person at all #i just wish i could help them

Well that’s fucking depressing

Just realised the only reason I view 2015 as the Golden Era of wrestling for me is cause that’s when I was the happiest with it before Dean left the company on semi-Bad terms and I didn’t know roman had chronic cancer

#fuck man #i hate this #i just eant it to be 2015 again #if i knew #how much tbings were going to change #i wouldve enjoyed every second of it more #its just so different now

Fuck now I gotta think up a whole new name

it’s New Vent Blog time, I think this has been my favourite one so far but again there’s just. Too Much on this blog now. And I want to start fresh

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snuffwaste

#all hail the mouldy bread

zoiodlula

Bro I’m gonna hurt so much by the time that my shift is over. My feet hurt so bad & I still have 2 whole fucking hallways of rooms to clean and then vaccum

#i know i can get through it though #i did last week #i can sleep for hours on my bed if i want to #when i get gone #home**#i dont even have to walk home today #so i can do this #everyone is so nice in that suite #i can see honey again today #hopefully #i’ll be fine

Another patient straight up passed away this morning. In the suite I’m abt to clean

#idk if it was #overnight or while ppl were in the room #boy howdy #Boy Howdy

I finally got the rings that my grandma has been saving for me. They fit perfectly & they have my initials engraved on the inside. I remember watching her going through her ring collection when we were younger and not wanting to wait to get these lol

#all the Grandkids™️ get 2 #just wanted to #Reflect Upon A Positive Thing™️#apparently the top one is like 40 fucking years okd #so if i ever lose it i’ll probably kill myself lol

having adult internet friends be like. having to go through them being suicidal and trying to be mature even though I don’t know how.

#im sorry #i dont know what to say #i wish i could help you💔#i know why you want to #i wouldnt stop you in the end if you reallt wanted to do it #but please dont💔

I love that w this job a lot of mccaff’s music has suddenly become about being old and dying :^)

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ripe

i want to thrive! i want to feel fulfilled! i want to approach life with a healthier mindset and experience the satisfaction of attaining my goals! where the FUCK is my little floating achievement bar showcasing my progress! i want a physical representation of my growth!

#yeah

Also this sounds bad but I kind of. Dislike one of the other residents. She’s a nice lady but she purposefully tries to say shit that’ll make me concerned or worried. I was warned about it but it still fucking sucks going into her room and listening to her talk like she’s about to kill herself or something.

One of the residents at work is dying and that’s Big Sucky

#l told me not to go and clean in there #today #there’ll be a flower on his door soon #thats #again #big sucky

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