i have so many feelings going through me right now.
a couple days ago, i found thisĀ fic and read it through thinking it was a stand alone. turns out, its part of a series. so, i decided to go to the very beginning and take it from there.Ā
levi is a pianist in this series and eren is his neighbour who very much likes to listen to him practice. they eventually fall for each other and become boyfriends and whatnot. i, for one, am not much into classical music, or i guess i should say i wasnt.
spoilers will carry from here on out.
eren reveals that he has to move to california (theyre in new york) and ofc levi freaks. but they then makeup as eren says hes not going for another year. skip that year and we get to their last time together. levi is just trying hopelessly not to fall asleep and just l o o k at eren while he sleeps.Ā
he eventually does drift off and wakes up to hear eren on his piano. he goes over, they talk a bit and then he starts to play a piece. i clicked on the link for it and boy. did it h i t.Ā
dream of flying is such a beautiful piece and i fell in love right when i heard the first few notes. listening to it while reading those lasts scenes literally made my heart h u r t and i just began to sob.Ā
that song made me feel something that i just havent before. it made me feel so so sad but hopeful. i feel entranced by it and i only just heard it this morning. it sucked me into a hole of piano pieces (i dont know what else to call it, piano music??) and now im just on my couch listening to a whole bunch of pieces while f e e l i n g every emotion possible.
this fic impacted me in ways i cant explain, but im so glad i found it
