Mun Update
(Yes, I am still alive and around, and I’ve been lurking around here quite frequently. Am I actually back to try and make this blog active? Unfortunately no.
Though here is a long update of what has been going on for a while. And honestly I’m still not sure if or when I’ll ever be able to bring this blog back active again, a lot of my creativity has been...well...really all over the place.
First thing first, a lot of the prior drama that has been going on, well..you could say it has in a sense been resolved with me finally just ending communications on the person unless they try to communicate to me. While it was for the better due to things, it has still made it hard for me to feel the passion with doing RPs in general outside of like one or two people due to just how much a lot of those stuff with her meant to me. So it still has been hard to mentally move on from that despite everything that I have tried.
As a result of all of that which happened, I may end up reworking many aspects of Conrad’s backstory, which could result in a minor overhaul, but even trying to do that has been a huge mental struggle for me. Because while it may be best to remove even the most minor instances of her character just to help with the process. Despite that reworking, I will NEVER reset interactions or relationships to zero. Especially since I want to try to make it so that despite the change in backstory details it will at least result in things progressing to be the same now basically. I just...wish I knew how to even start with doing that anymore no matter what I tried to do or find for resources to keep notes on the rare time inspiration strikes me.
Despite this negative, there is a bit of positive news which also will explain aspects of my absence and busyness as well. Just this month I started a new job as a Staff Accountant, and after all of the stress I dealt with in my prior jobs this is actually feeling like...well...really damm nice. Though once tax season starts I know that I’m going to have my butt kicked in regards to just being busy as all heck. It is right now just doing a lot of learning on the job though and I’m managing through it quite well. Also I’ve been studying like hard to get my CPA as well, which also requires basically devoting an obscene number of hours in order to actually feel confident enough to take each of the 4 sections. I managed to pass my first section of it, though, and am trying to work on studying to take my second one as soon as I feel ready.
Also one last note, and I’m still on the fence with this, all of my busyness as well had also dried up a LOT of my art ability for a time being, I’m trying to get back into it slowly too but I don’t know how long that might take, but also note that there is a possibility that IF I do decide to revive this blog and possibly other blogs too, that I might go to trying to draw icons instead of using faceclaims, but that I have not decided upon yet.
Either way, I hope this clears a lot up and sorry for the long silence. If anyone ever wants to hit me up on Discord, then send me a message of course for it. Note though that because of my schedule and the fact that I’ve been LONG tired of always being the only one even trying to make the initial effort for any convo, I’ll likely not do any poking or messaging unless you message first. I’m sorry it has to be this way but needless to say, that entire past drama had worn me out a LOT in regards to being the only one making any effort trying to maintain a friendship with no reciprocation happening at all.)
