Luna 🦋 | sporatically active

TW ED // !! please just block don't report Pro recov!! i truly believe that everyone is beautiful besides myself 💔

[moonlitfading]

I’M NOT PRO

THIS IS A PERSONAL DIARY FOR ME

DO NOT REPORT JUST BLOCK ME 

the ENTIRE reason this is public is because my brain desires acknowledgement from others -- this js not actually intended for others to view or read, it is intended for my eyes only

TRIGGER WARNINGS

⤷ Ana

⤷ Vents

⤷ hot boy shit /j

STANCES :

⤷ FUCK GENERATIVE AI

⤷ ACAB & fuck ICE

⤷ if you use your ED to justify fat shamining or anything like that including "fatspo" youre just a horrible person, you can have an ED without being a cunt to others about how they look

A𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝

Name:

⤷ Luna

Pronouns:

⤷ 21 ~ 2004

⤷ she / her

Age:

⤷ it / its

Country:

⤷ Australia

Food Restrictions:

⤷ Gluten Intolerance

⤷ Dairy Intolerance

⤷ Peanut & Hazelnut allergy

[reginalovesana]

[nanab3rry-2]

I already know how the things I'm craving taste like, so why stuffing my face with it and ruining another year, another Christmas, another New Year's Eve trapped in a body I absolutely hate

[pisces-core]

[ch3ls34y4l8r]

ALTERNATIVE THlNSPO YOU HAVEN'T SEEN 100 TIMES BEFORE!!

[boreed2deeath]

[cosmicautumnmoon]

reasons to not binge

-that „comfort“ lasts 10min, the guilt lasts 10h

-you‘ve been through worse, you don’t need this

-you‘ll regret it the second it’s over, don’t give in

-you want control? this is where it starts

-food won‘t shut your brain up, it‘ll make it scream louder

-you promised yourself more, act like it

-to be in control

-to be thin

-to be the skinniest person in your family and friendgroup

-to see your bones sticking out

-to be light as a feather

-to fit in size XS

-to look angelic

-to be pale

-to be unbelievably pretty

[cosmicautumnmoon]

reasons to not binge

-that „comfort“ lasts 10min, the guilt lasts 10h

-you‘ve been through worse, you don’t need this

-you‘ll regret it the second it’s over, don’t give in

-you want control? this is where it starts

-food won‘t shut your brain up, it‘ll make it scream louder

-you promised yourself more, act like it

-to be in control

-to be thin

-to be the skinniest person in your family and friendgroup

-to see your bones sticking out

-to be light as a feather

-to fit in size XS

-to look angelic

-to be pale

-to be unbelievably pretty

[miuadore]

Reminder

Discipline over desire.

[emmelyy]

Shoutout to everyone relearning who they are after a lifetime of believing that losing weight was all they had to offer the world.

[plasticbutthole]

[luxsmall]

This diva is so brave after everything I've put her through

[seshrat]

"getting laid" is very hot and sexy. "getting off"? great news as well. so you would think "getting laid off" would be wonderful news for your penis. but alas

[konoko]

[eraicide-deactivated20250304]

diet coke this diet dr pepper that when are we getting diet hard liquor

[cetait-meme-pas-moi]

I met my younger self for a coffee today.

She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"

I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"

[bulimicb1tch]

Having an eating disorder is easier.

I’m not saying it’s easy. It’s really fucking hard and awful. However, it’s easier than having to face my life and the things I hate about it. It’s easier than having to deal with the trauma I went through.

I’m not saying it’s easy, but it’s easier to focus on my weight and what I eat because it gives me a sense of control I never had my whole life. It’s a good distraction to live in a fantasy world where if I just lose enough weight, everyone will adore me. Instead of the cruelness I’ve faced so far. I get to change something about myself, because I hate myself. Romanticize it, because if I don’t, I’d kill myself.

I like living in a fake fantasy world and worrying about problems that I create for myself, rather than the real problems and pain people have given me.

[sweetechinacea]

your disorder is still valid if you:

- aren’t uw

- don’t fast

- do high res

- have never fainted

- labs are okay

- like food

- binge / “lose control”

- don’t exercise

- don’t purge

- eat sweets / junk

if your thoughts and behaviours around food cause you significant distress, you have an ed.