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Carter turned to face Emilia with a fond smile, absolutely taken aback by how beautiful she looked. Well, he always thought she looked beautiful, but she looked especially beautiful dressed up like this. “I’m ready, Emmy,” he said softly, eyes warm as he gazed at her. “Look at you,” he grinned, taking her hand and twirling her around. “Absolutely stunning. Maybe we shouldn’t even go. She’s gonna be jealous that you more gorgeous than she does on her own wedding day. Everyone is going to think I’m the luckiest man in the world,” he said, pulling her towards him by the waist, before resting his forehead on hers. He licked his lips, swallowing hard as his gaze flickered to her lips and back up to her eyes. “We should get going, gorgeous.”

His reaction was enough to cause a funny feeling to erupt in her stomach as she just stares at his fond smile causing a bright one to form across her lips. Her cheeks formed into a red color, almost as red as the color of her dress as she giggles slightly. “Oh, please.. it’s not possible to outshine the bride.” she mumbles as she glances down a bit knowing for sure that they’ll have to pretend that they are a thing for this wedding. She wasn’t sure if she could make it out alive, especially since she found herself catching feelings for him. Feelings that she wasn’t suppose to be having. After all, he was her boss. As he pulled her towards him by the waist, she inhales slightly as their forehead brushed against one another. Nodding her head, she glances into his eyes. “Yeah... we should.. Shouldn’t we?”

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Elliot looked up glumly as he felt her tap his shoulder, looking crestfallen at the sound of her soft voice. “She has such a pretty voice,” he complained to his ex, gesturing wildly at Kalani and genuinely not caring that she could hear him. He gestured even more wildly at her and pouted. “Look how pretty and cute she is! She’s so goddamn pretty and cute!” He whined, before turning to face her his pout still firmly in place. His gaze fell to her hand interlocked with her ex, his pout deepening and his eyebrow twitching with distaste. “Look!” He exclaimed, turning back to his ex again and startling her, “Look! They’re still in love! I never stood a chance!” He wailed, dramatically burying his face in her shoulder. “This is because I’m not brunette, isn’t it? Curse my beautiful golden locks!” He exclaimed.

Kalani glances down at the blonde, hoping to see some sort of smile upon his face, but instead she saw the gloomy look that clouded her eyes causing her to rise an eyebrow wondering why he was so sad. Hearing him say those things to her just caused her to blush slightly as she giggles, finding him so darn adorable as she turns back to her ex and smiles a bit as she whispers into her exes ear. Yup, that’s him.. he has my heart. They exchanged looks before she turned back towards the blonde. Seeing the pout on his face caused her to do the same thing as she listens to him express his feelings. “Um.. Elliot?” Kalani tried again, not sure if she should be listening to what he was saying or if she should just walk away and try again later. Letting go of her exes hand, she steps closer towards him and awkwardly place a soft kiss against his cheek, since he was leaning against his ex. 

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Tristan’s eyes went wide when she blinked twice, having not actually expected her to admit it like that. He knew she felt nervous saying it out loud, but he felt his heart thump harder at her nonverbal agreement. “Y-You do?” He managed to get out, before his grin grew larger than his face, threatening to snap his jaw in two. “I love you so much,” he grinned, pulling her in for an ardent kiss, threading his fingers into her hair before sliding his hands down her body and pulling her close to him by the hips. “I - um - they’re couple rings,” he mumbled against her lips, eyes closed in bliss and his lips just pressing against hers as he spoke, his hands still firm on her hips. “I saw them, and like… I’m not ready for marriage yet. And I know you aren’t, either, but… I thought… I thought this could be a - this could be a promise,” he smiled, finally blinking his eyes opened. He guided her back to the couch and had her sit, sitting beside her as he took the rings from her carefully. “Viviana, I… I think you’re my soulmate,” he said softly, eyes warm and earnest as he met hers. “And I think I’m going to spend my life with you. I - I wanted to give you a promise. That one day, when we’re both ready, this is going to be an engagement ring. And then a wedding band. But, for now, even this much might be scary for you. So I - shit, it sounds kinda dumb now, but - but I, I got a chain. So you can wear it as a necklace. Becuase then my promise is still there, and… and I guess whenever you feel like you’re ready to say it out loud that you love me, maybe… maybe you could start wearing it on your finger.” He suggested shyly. “And we both have one. Because - because relationships are a two way street.”

Seeing her boyfriend’s eyes go wide, she knew that she made him happy even if she didn’t actually say how she felt. At that very moment she knew that he had her heart and there was no turning back. She was scared as hell, he seem so happy, but what if something happens along the lines that would break that and they would just end up being broken. That fear always clung onto her no matter what. However, none of that mattered at the moment, the only thing that did was the smile that grew across the blonde’s lips as he said he loved her so very much before pulling her into a kiss. Hearing that he got them couples rings made her smile a bit, the first emotion she showed after seeing the rings. “I -” she started, but stopped mid sentence not really knowing how to express how she felt. “These are very beautiful.” she decided before clearing her throat and looking up at him with a soft smile. “Is yours going to be around you neck as well?” Viviana questions as she fiddles with the ring in her hand. “And um.. can you help me put it on?” she questions as she held out the rings and grab hold of the chain. 

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He bounced Jax up and down on his lap, smiling as the little boy began to babble and his eyelids started to fall closed. It was past his bedtim, and hopefully he would be sleeping peacefully before Asher came to pick him up - any minute now, he noted. He brought him close to his chest and rubbed his back softly, lulling him to sleep. He smiled as he watched Viviana, rolling his eyes when she squeezed his butt - he knew he had a nice butt, so he wasn’t annoyed with her - and grinned at the look in her eyes. “There’s no such thing as spoiling you too much,” he grinned, leaning over to peck her on the cheek. He smiled and shrugged. “Well, I know we had that big fancy dinner or whatever for our one and a half year anniversary, but… I just… I saw these in a shop and I thought how pretty a ring would look on you,” he admitted shyly. He bit his lip. “But, I, uh… Shit, this is embarrassing,” he laughed, scratching the back of his neck. He stood up quickly, thanking his lucky stars when the doorbell rang. “That must be Asher! See ya!” He exclaimed, before yeeting out of there walking rapidly to the door to let his brother-in-law in. He handed Jax over, before kicking him out and returning to Viviana. He smiled sheepishly when she was still holding the rings. “Oh - you’re - y-you’re, uh, still holding them,” he blushed heavily. “Shit, Vivi, this is embarrassing, I just - ah, shit… I just… you… you know I love you, right? Fuck, you know how head over heels I am for you, right? And- and even though you’ve never said it out loud, I just… I know you feel the same way. You - you do, right? I’m not - I’m not imagining it? Blink twice if you’re in love with me,” he blurted, before grinning sheepishly.

At first Viviana wasn’t sure how she felt around kids, but the more she spent time with Jax and Tristan, the more she began to like them. The more she was warming up to the idea of being involved in the family. “Oh, hush.. you know you spoil me too much. I told you not to do so anymore.” she huffs, blowing a strand of hair away from her face as she looks up at him with an upset face before chuckling slightly knowing she couldn’t be mad at him. As she stares at the rings, she looks back up at him with a stunned look on her face. All she could repeat in her head was please don’t ask me to marry you. Viviana stayed quiet not having a clue on what to say and as the bell rang, she stood in place almost as if she didn’t even move at all when he came back. Listening to what he said just caused her to swallow the lump down her throat as she glances at the ring before looking back at him. She wasn’t even sure if she was totally in love with him, so how could he possibly know how she felt? The brunette had no idea what was coming next, she just stayed silent and started at him blinking a couple times to show that she could hear him. 

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Tristan was humming along softly to Moana as it played on the screen, the movie having been his nephew’s choice (not that he was complaining at all), running his fingers through Viviana’s hair as she played with Jax on her lap and cuddled into him. He smiled and rubbed his cheek fondly against the top of her head, feeling happier with her than with any of his exes. He knew that she was special, knew that she loved him even though she was shy and had never physically said it before. He felt so in love with her that he didn’t even know what to do besides give her the world, and he was goddamn trying his best. He raised an eyebrow at the toddler’s babbling, before tutting and lifting him by the armpits onto his own lap. “Jax, don’t you remember that Uncle Tris said it was a big secret? You ruined my surprise, bubba,” he laughed, rubbing his nose affectionately against his so that the young boy wouldn’t start crying and feeling guilty. He turned to Viviana with a sheepish grin. “I guess the cat’s out of the bag then, huh? Back pocket,” he said, leaning forward slightly so she could reach into his pocket. Inside, was a small box with a set of couple rings and a chain, but he would explain that to her once she opened it. He smiled nervously at her, trying to hide his embarrassment and the rising blush on his cheeks. “Hey, don’t touch the goods,” he teased her, bouncing Jax on his lap. “Ruined Uncle Tristan’s surprise just cus you wanted to see how pretty Aunty Vivi looks with her brand new jewelery, hmm?” 

Seeing how well Tristan was with Jax was heartwarming and his childish side was adorable as well. She loved that she could bring that side out of him, she would of never thought he was like this from the night they met. Once the young child was off of her lap and was on his uncles, she glances over towards his hazel eyes meeting them for a split second as she looked confused over the fact that he did get her a present. Something she wasn’t expecting at all. “What? Tris.. you didn’t have to get me a single thing.” she mumbles in a soft voice, shaking her head at him as a soft chuckle escapes her lips. “You need to stop spoiling me so much.” she mutters before leaning forward to grab whatever was in his back pocket. However, she couldn’t help herself, but give his butt a little squeeze before chuckling. “New jewelry?” Viviana looks at him before opening the small velvet box. When she did, a slight gasp escaped her lips as she eyed him. “T-tris...” she mumbles, “What’s this?” 

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Elliot was nervous, to say the least. His last ex had been fairly emotionally manipulative, and whilst he’d been able to rise above it for the most part, he still felt nervous when he saw her. He also wasn’t looking forward to seeing Kalani’s ex, worried that he would be some really smart guy who he couldn’t even begin to compare to - and, oh geez, what if her ex wanted her back? Who wouldn’t want Kalani? He already knew today would be stressful, but as he watched Kalani approach her ex with a warm smile, hugging him and not seeming to mind as he obviously flirted with her. Elliot chewed the inside of his cheek, giving a half-hearted, one-armed side hug to his ex with his eyes still obviously trained on Kalani. “Distracted?” His ex asked, waving her hand in front of his face. “You were always like that. Nothing’s changed. Guess none of the lights up there have turned on yet, huh?” She joked - and he knew she was just teasing. Knew she didn’t really mean any of that, but three years of those constant jokes with never any affirmation had taken its toll, and he didn’t think he could handle that today. “Yeah,” he said curtly, eyes still fixed firmly on Kalani. He groaned. “Of course her ex boyfriend has to be hot. Couldn’t he just be a giant nerd? Does he have to be a hot nerd? Fuck, I can’t compete with that. An-and he’s brunette! She has a thing for brunettes!” He groaned, sitting down and resting his elbows on his knees, slumping forward in defeat and ignoring his ex as she awkwardly patted him on the back in comfort.

Midway through their conversation, she suggest to introduce him to some of the members in the house. After all, he was purposely there to tell them what she was like and why their relationship ended. She didn’t even know why he agreed to come, but here they were on a reality tv show about love. Her dark eyes scanned the house before they landed on Elliot and who she assumed that was his ex. She watches as she seem to be comforting him, causing her to rise an eyebrow before taking hold of her exes hand and dragging him along with her. She decided to talk to a few of her housemate friends and introducing them before moving over towards Elliot. A soft smile appears across her face as she taps on his shoulder. “Elliot?” her voice calls out as she looks down at him waiting for a response. 

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    Emilia didn’t really know how to feel when Carter asked for her to come with him to his exes wedding. She assumed it was because she acted like they were a thing the last time that they met and he needed her there just to prove to her that he didn’t feel anything for her anymore or he just needed someone to go with him and she was the only choice. Whatever it was, she agreed to go with him. After hours of trying to look the best that she could, she slowly walks into his room with a light smile across her face as she eyes him in his suit. He looked beyond handsome. “Um.. are you ready to go?” she questions softly, “I don’t think your ex would appreciate it if you showed up late to her wedding.” she teases as she slowly walks over towards him. 

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They had been dating for a while and Viviana knew she was slowly, but surely falling for him and she did not want that. It was one of the things she tried to avoid if she could, putting her heart out on the line like that wasn’t something that she normally did. She couldn’t afford another heartbreak, but deep deep down she knew that Tristan was different, he wasn’t like others. There they were at his apartment, chilling on the couch with Jax running his mouth about something saw earlier. A wide smile plastered across her lips as a soft giggle escaped, seeing the light in the little boy's eyes was enough to ignore her feelings and just focus on the boy. Humming softly, she leans against Tristan’s chest as Jax sat across her lap. “Really now? You said you think uncle Tris got a present for me?” she questions, rising an eyebrow as she finish listening to his story. 

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After hearing the announcement of their exes coming onto the show for a game, Kalani wasn’t sure how she felt about it. Sure, she didn’t have anything against him even though he did cheat on her, though they did talk things out and the two of them ended in good terms. They still talk every once in a while to catch up on life, but nothing beyond that. Inhaling slightly, she eyed her ex as he walked into the house scanning through everyone until his eyes landed, his bright smile scattering across her face and she remembered why she loved him, a soft smile of her own appears on her face as the two walked towards each other and gave one another an embrace. As the two slowly pulled apart, the two of them engaged in their usual conversation of catching up, however, this time he was much more flirty than usual causing her to rise an eyebrow, throw her head back and just laugh as he makes jokes and poke fun of her for signing up for the show, however, in her defense her friends signed her up. 

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“I know now’s really not the time, but fuck, Vivi, you’re so cute. My pouty baby,” he whined, pinching her cheek lightly and pecking her pouty lips. He hummed lightly and ran his fingers through her hair, twirling soft curls around his pinky. “Can’t change how you feel. But you can get through it, okay? You’re tough. Strong and independent. You can get through anything. Anything,” he promised her. “And… I mean… she recognised you. She hasn’t seen you since you were a kid, but… she recognised you.” He let out a humourless laugh. “I guess a mother can always recognise her kid or whatever,” he muttered, brows furrowing in annoyance as he recalled the way the woman had tried to play the victim. The annoyance simmered down, however, upon meeting his girlfriend’s big, beautiful eyes, and he pecked the top of her nose. “Only decent,” he confirmed, teasing her a little bit, but it was clear from the affection in his gaze that he was head over heels for the petite brunette. He raised an eyebrow at her and rubbed his nose against hers. “I know ‘cause I’m in love with you. And I know you’re not sure yet, that you’re only pretty sure you love me too, but… but, shit, Viv, when you smile at me like that, I - I can’t explain it, I just… I know you love me too. When you smile at me like that, it feels like you love me back. And I think you’re just nervous about admitting it because you’re scared of getting hurt - and that’s okay. I’m not going to make you say it. Just… just knowing it, seeing it in your eyes… that’s enough. I know you. I know us. We’re - we’ll - yeah - she - I just… I know it.” He smiled awkwardly and thumbed his cheek against her cheekbone, tangling their legs together under the sheets. He liked the way her smooth calves slotted nicely between his muscular calves, the way she fit so perfectly against him. “It’s your choice. It’s your choice, sweetheart. Don’t let me make it for you, don’t let your mother make it for you… only you. It’s what you want and what you want to do. Even if I disagree with whatever you choose, I’m going to be there for you and I’m going to support you - because it’s your decision,” he continuted to repeat, pressing a kiss to her forehead. He placed his hand on her hip and tugged her closer, his other hand pulling her head into his neck and closing his eyes in content so that she could cuddle into him. “And you can always change your mind. Just because you say you don’t want to see her now doesn’t mean you can’t try again in five years. And even if you choose to see her now, that doesn’t mean you can’t get up and leave before she even gets there. You get to choose what you do with your life, baby, and nobody can make you feel pressured to do anything else.”

Hearing his comment only made her pout even more as she crosses her arm over her chest. “Tristan, I’m trying to be mad right now!” she exclaims as she lets out a small huff as he pinched her cheek and peck her lips. Looking at him with her big brown eyes she lets out another sigh before nodding her head. “Yeah, I guess you’re right.. I can get over this.. I mean I’m doing just fine without her.” she replies knowing that it wasn’t entirely true, her mom was the reason why she hasn’t really been great with relationships, but other than that Viviana did think she was somewhat of a decent person when her anxiety doesn’t get to her.  “I guess we still have that unbreakable mother-daughter bond, huh?” she mutters really not meaning it as she glances over towards him, her voice dripping with bitterness. “Hey, I am better than just decent.” Viviana points out as she huffs at him once again, smacking him in the chest playfully after feeling his lips touch the tip of her nose. When he rubbed his nose against hers the way he did whenever he was about to tell her how much he loved her, it scared her a bit. Her heart jumped out of her chest and all she did was stare and listen to him. “You seem really sure about a future with me..” she trails off not really sure how to feel about it, whenever they talked about it, she would always try her best to do the least amount of talking about the whole thing knowing that she doesn’t know if they were going to actually last or not. She knew deep down there were some sort of feelings she had for him, but she still wasn’t sure if they were real or they were just there because she liked the attention he gave her. She snuggles into him more as the two’s legs dangled together. Viviana nodded her head in his chest as she inhales slightly. “Thank you... for being here for me.” she replies in a soft tone as she pulls slightly away from his chest to look up at him and felt his warm lips press against her forehead. “I’m scared.” she admits to him. “I’m scared that if I let her into my life again, she would come screw up what I tried so hard to put together. That she’ll screw me over again and that I’ll leave heartbroken like she left my young self crying for her mother.” 

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He fidgeted. “I’m a dude, Kalani! We think with our egos, not our heads, okay? It doesn’t matter if logically I know you wouldn’t think that - I would consider myself a wimp if I didn’t do that,” he huffed. He rolled his eyes and looked away sullenly. “Is it not obvious enough that I’m fucking head over heels for you, Kalani?” He snapped, a little impatient with how she kept acting dumb. The only indicator that he was just acting tough was the red tint that came to his cheeks as he blushed at how open he was being with his feelings. He groaned and lay down on the picnic rug, one arm over his eyes and the other sprawled out beside him. “When you say it like that, ‘Lani, and I know you don’t mean it like that, it just - it makes me sound like a big creep, okay? When you say it like ‘you said this, and then we did this’, you’re making it sound like I made you do it. You could have stopped us at any time if you wanted to, too,” he pointed out, lifting his arm up and squinting at her from under his elbow. He pouted cutely at her. “But when you say things like that, you’re putting all this blame on me, and yeah, I know I hurt your feelings and I’m so, so sorry for that - I won’t even - I won’t even touch you again if that’s what it takes to show you how sorry I am for hurting your feelings - but I can’t and won’t apologise for what we did in that bed when we both consented to it. And I don’t regret it. I don’t regret making you feel good, I just feel bad that I’m so fucking whipped for you that we didn’t even wait until we were official. But please stop saying ‘You said we’d wait, and we didn’t’, because that’s really making me feel like a creepy asshole who forced you into sex stuff or whatever…” He draped his arm over his eyes again with a sigh and tried not to let his insecurity show, but it was obvious that he was still really awkward around her and uncertain about how she felt towards him. “I basically forced you into this date, anyway, so I already feel shit about that,” he muttered. Elliot shifted so both hands were behind his head and looked up at her with a small, amused smile. “Some people just aren’t as mature as others, Kalani. She’s younger than you. Not as smart,” he teased, reaching up and tapping her head gently. “And fine. I’m jealous of Joey because I like you and it’s clear he wants you to like him,” he said honestly, cheeks still red. “Well, I… I didn’t know what to think. Sometimes when a person is upset they completely forget the other person, Get over them instantly. I have a few exes that got so mad that they wouldn’t even consider being friends after we broke up. I’m not sure if you’re the second-chances kind of person with relationships or if you’re a cut-off-all-dead-ends kinda person,” he pointed out. He gave her a bright smile, cheeks puffing up as he opened his arms up for cuddles. “Does that mean you still like me, too? Could we… try again?”

She glances over towards him and lets out a small chuckle while shaking her head a bit. “That’s right.. guys do tend to think with their egos way too much and honestly, you shouldn’t be hard on yourself, you never know what’s going to trigger you.” Kalani tells him in a soft tone. When he snapped at her, it left her stunned as she glances over towards him, rising an eyebrow a bit as his words finally hit her. “You’re head over heels for me?” she questions quietly as she nibbled on her bottom lip. As he layed back and placed his hand over his face, she gives him a confused look as she lets him talk listening to him. When he squinted at her and gave her a cute little pout, she couldn’t help herself, but crawled over towards him and sat on top of him, so she could look down at him. “Hey, hey... I’m sorry. I know we both gave consent to it and all.. it’s just -- nevermind I don’t really know how to explain it in words, but this has happened to me before.. y’know the whole guy only wanting me for my body or whatever, so when you told me you wanted to slow things down right after we did stuff it was kinda just like a reminder of why I’m here in the first place.” she mutters as she fiddles with her fingers a bit, a nervous habit of hers. Kalani scrunches her face before letting out a tiny chuckle as he tapped on her head. “Aw, you’re really jealous of Joey? I mean sure he’s good looking, but I always had a thing for blondes.” she teases, winking at him a bit. “No wonder why I could feel your eyes on me all last night..” she trails off laughing slightly. Rising an eyebrow once again, she looks at him. “Do you really think that I’m the type of person to cut someone off?” Seeing his bright smile across his face was enough to warm her heart up as she leans over and wrap her arms around him. “Sure, why not?”

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Carter chuckled and rolled his eyes. “That’s one reaon we keep you around, Emmy,” he teased, the nickname rolling effortlessly off his tongue without him thinking too hard, “your endless optimism.” He rubbed her back comfortingly, humming quietly to her as she cried. He let her bury her face in his neck, hoping that he could provide some kind of comfort to her with his familiar body warmth and smell. “Woah, woah, I never said you should leave the job. Just that you could have the day off if you wanna grab a girl friend and cry and eat ice cream or whatever it is girls do to get over heartbreak,” he explained, his index finger tracing absentminded circles on her shoulderblades. He closed his eyes and relaxed, cuddling her in closer, and spread his hand out flat against her back, humming in surprise at how small she was. He’d always been aware of their size difference, but he’d never considered her to be so - well - fragile before, having always thought of her as a little bullet rather than a delicate glass ornament. Beautiful to look like, easily broken, but sharp around the edges if cracked. Carter was still sleepy from having just woken up, his eyelids heavy as he settled in comfortably against his sheets, pulling her down with him. “No, it’s okay,” he said, still rubbing circles on her back, eyes closed in content. “Let’s just… stay here. Unless cooking clears your mind or something. Then sure. I can cook, if you want,” he rambled sleepily. “But you are not going to do anything you don’t wanna do today. Even if you won’t take the time off, today is your day and we’re gonna do whatever you want.”

Emilia’s red eyes looked back over towards him as she rolled her eyes slightly and shook her head. “You know it never hurts to be optimistic, plus I have a very good feeling that you’ll have a donor real soon, so stop trying to hit me with the i’m not going to get one.” she mumbles as she inhales slightly trying to catch her breath. Feeling him rub on her back caused her to feel a bit better as she inhales the familiar scent that she found so endearing. “No, it’s fine.. really. I feel bad it’s my duty to be here and watch over you and stuff and even if I’m having a pretty shitty day doesn’t mean that I’m just going to abandon what I’m here to do.” she explains as she wipes the tears coming down her face clearing her throat a bit as she relaxes at his touch. As he cuddles her closer, she wraps her arms around his neck, her face buried at the crook of his neck not letting go of him like her life depended on it. When he pulled her down with her, it took her by surprise as she glances up at him humming slightly. “Honestly.. cooking would just lead me to thinking and I don’t want to think right now.” she replies softly, a frown appearing across her lips. “It’s not my day.. I swear, I’ll be okay.”

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Carter raised an eyebrow. “Nothing I can fix? Sweetheart, there’s only one thing I can’t fix, and that’s my kidneys,” he joked dryly, rolling his eyes with a wry smile. At her words, his heart dropped. He’d never liked the boyfriend before, never liked how he wrapped Emilia up in insecurity with his irrational claims and demands, but he had the audacity to constantly accuse her of cheating when it was him that was cheating? “He –” Carter broke off, blinking rapidy as he tried to process how someone could be so stupid, how someone could hurt somebody as gentle as Emilia. Even if he didn’t like her the way that he did, he knew he would feel equally as angered for her, because his sweet nurse showed nothing but kindness to others and deserved at least a proper break-up. “How dare he?” He asked, voice quiet. His brow furrowed. “How dare he accuse you of doing shit when it was him all along?” He shook his hand and pulled her into a tight hug. “I’ll tell you what we’re not gonna do. We’re not gonna dwell on that dickhead and we’re not even going to go beat him up. We’re going to do whatever you want today, whether that be travelling halfway across the road or staying in and watching movies. You can even have the day off, just come back when I need my dialysis, okay?” He shook his head and stroked her hair, still feeling anger swelling in his veins at what that guy had done.

Emilia sends him a look about his comment about his kidney’s knowing for a fact that they would be fixed soon, since she would be giving him hers. “Shut up, you’re going to find a donor.” she tells him stubbornly. Emilia absolutely did not enjoy crying in front of someone, it showed that she was weak, that the smile upon her face moments ago wasn’t as strong as the tears streaming down her face currently. Her heart was hurting and that’s when she realized what truly heartbreak was. Feeling him pull her into a tight hug causing her to move her hands away from her face and wrap her arms around his neck, her wet face moving to the crook of his neck as she lets out another cry on him. She sniffles a bit before shaking her head. “No.. I made a promise to be here and help you, it’s my job and I’m not going to just leave just because of a small issue.” she mumbles, wiping her face as she looks up at him, her eyes even more red and puffy. “Um.. do you want breakfast? I could go cook you something.” she replies in a soft spoken voice feeling him stroke her hair. 

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Elliot fidgeted with his hands. “…I also didn’t wanna seem like a wimp. I wanted to impress you. An-and… and I didn’t want to be the reason you missed out. I dropped a bunch of hints but you were too excited to get them so I decided to be brave. I thought I could handle it, I guess I couldn’t,” he explained awkwardly, looking away. He winced. “I - I know we did things, and I tried to control myself, I really did, but… I got carried away because of how much I like you and how much I wanted to make you feel good. And I was scared that if I rejected you, you’d feel worse, especially considering that I didn’t even want to reject you,” he said softly. He shook his head. “She shouldn’t say those things about you! About anyone! They’re not even true, and even if they are, who is she to judge what you do with your body and who you do it with? That was just straight up slut shaming and she shouldn’t - she shouldn’t feel good about herself by tearing other people down,” he huffed. Elliot met her eyes shyly. “Duh. I thought it was kinda obvious why I’m jealous of Joey. But, ‘Lani, really…” He heaved a big sigh and gave her a small smile. “Last night sucked. I get it if you don’t like me or if you don’t wanna try the dating thing with me, but can we - can we at least be friends?” He gave her a shy smile. “I’d kinda rather have you in my life as a friend than not at all.”

Kalani crosses her arm over her chest and gives him a look. “Do you really believe that I would of thought that you were a wimp because you didn’t want to do that? Why do you want to impress me so badly? Hey.. it’s okay, at least we got through it, right?” she offers sending him a soft smile, even though he was looking away. She really didn’t know what to say after that, she was just confused as she glances over towards him and nibbles on her bottom lip as she shakes her head. “If you were to have rejected me, I wouldn’t feel worse... it’s just -- you ask to take things slow, yet we basically went to third base.” she points out. Shrugging her shoulders, she sighs a bit. “Well, luckily this show is mainly cased by looks and not personality, huh? She might of not even be on the show if it were based on her personality.” she mutters. Kalani looked at him innocently as he looks at her shyly as she shook her head. “Nope... no clue.” the brunette replies, shaking her head causing her curls to fly everywhere. Rolling her eyes once again, she laughs a bit. “Did you really believe that my feelings for you were squashed overnight?” 

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He smiled a little at her pout - cute - and pulled her into his chest tightly as she snuggled into him. “Hmm…” He contemplated her words, truly wondering if she had overreacted. “I mean, I probably would have reacted the same way. But I guess I’m a little dramatic myself. I don’t think it’s a bad thing to overreact, though. This woman abandoned you, and then had the audacity to play the victim. I think your reaction was completely called for. And you even left before your emotions got the better of you, which I think was super mature,” he mused. Tristan pecked her on the forehead and tilted her chin up to face him. “Well, you have an awesome dad, and you grew up into a pretty decent person - though I might be biased,” he joked, “…I think you’ve done pretty well without a mother. Besides, my mother adores you, and I know you like her. One day she’ll be your mother anyway,” he teased her, peppering kisses all over her face. Tristan soothingly rubbed circles into her back and rested his face in her shoulder. “But, Vivi… if you feel like you can handle it…. I think you should consider contacting her. For closure. It’s your choice if you want to try and mend the relationship, but… maybe just hear her out? Otherwise you’ll always be wondering, you know. And of course, if you want me there, I’ll be there. Or you could bring Annalise. You know she’d kick your mum’s ass if you need her to.” He chuckled. 

As he smiles, she just pouts even more as she groans into his chest as she snuggles more into him. Letting out a huff, she nodded her head. “Yeah... I know... she’s the one who left me when I needed her... I just -- I hate feeling like this..” she admits, pulling away slightly so she could look up at him. “Just seeing her again just opened up old wounds.. And I haven’t seen her since the day she left, yet I still recognized her instantly.” As he left a kiss upon her forehead and tilt her chin, so she was looking at him, her big brown eyes met his hazel ones as she battered them slightly. “I do have an amazing father, best one I could ever ask for... and hey, i’m only just decent?” Viviana questions as she pretends to be offended. Hearing that one day his mother will become hers caused her to rise an eyebrow as she looked at him. “How do you know that for sure?” she mumbles, knowing that she still wasn’t sure if she was in it for the long run with him. Viviana fiddles with her fingers a bit as she listens to what he said before making a face. “I don’t know... I’m just -- not really in the mood to see her or listen to her... if she’s already trying to play the victim, who knows what type of make up story she’ll make to try and get me to forgive her.” she pointed out. 

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Carter frowned, watching her silently as she did her job. Once he was free of the machine, however, he reached for her wrist and grabbed it. “Emilia. Tell me what happened,” he demanded quietly. He tugged her into his bed, guiding her to sit beside him, and grabbed her by both shoulders. “You know I’ll do everything in my power to fix it, right? Money’s not an issue. Pride sure as hell isnt. Just say the word. So tell me, Emmy. What’s the matter?”

Emilia had finished unhooking him from the machine and was about to head into the kitchen  to make him breakfast as he got ready for the day, however, before she could get away he grab hold of her wrist causing her to turn back to face him. At his demand, she eyes him before looking down once again not sure if she could say it out loud. Feeling him tug her onto his bed, making her sit besides him she was forced to eye him as he grabbed a hold of her shoulders. “It’s nothing that you could fix..” she says, her voice barely above a whisper as she breaks eye contact. “I -- just -- um..” she clears her throat. Sighing, she knows that he wouldn’t let her go unless she told him what was wrong with her. “I went to go surprise my boyfriend this morning...” she trails off, the bad memories flashed through her head again, the image of her boyfriend -- well ex boyfriend now, and another women appeared. “And -- well... I found him in bed with a-another w-women..” she stutters out, tears forming once again as she lets out a quiet weep, covering her face with her hands. 

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“I - you - you d-didn’t, I just… you were so excited about it, I didn’t… I couldn’t say no,” he mumbled, ears tinting red. “And - and then… and then you called me, y’know… your hero…” He blushed even more, scratching the back of his neck. “How could I say no after that?” He shook his head. Elliot took a deep breath, deciding to be straightforward. “I like you, Kalani. I like you so much that it scares me because we haven’t known each other long. But - but I’ve been scared and I’ve been a coward because we’re all here because we suck at relationships. And the mistake I’ve made with all of my past relationships is moving too fast, and I - I really, really  didn’t wanna stuff this one up, so I… so I tried to take it slow. But it didn’t work, because I like you too much. And then Valentina started being rude so I told her off but I still feel awful that she said those things about you and I just - you just - I just wanna protect you or some shit, okay? God.”

Kalani rolled her eyes at what he said before shaking her head. “Even if I was excited about it, you could’ve told me and I would of been completely fine not doing it.. remember your health comes before I do.” she tells him in a soft voice. “You could’ve and I would of understood.” she replies. Kalani listens to him and instantly her face softens up, trying to find the right words to say. “Elliot.. I just -- I’m confused... you say you like me and don’t want to move fast and well.. we kinda did things with one another and I just -- I don’t know..” she trails off not knowing how to word things, however, she did want to make things work. “Valentina could say whatever she wants about me.. it doesn’t effect me.” she lies while sending him a soft smile. “But that’s sweet of you -- y’know.. wanting to protect me... is that why you got so jealous over Joey?”