you might have bpd if you:
develop intensely passionate feelings for anybody who’s decent to you
go back and forth between deeply loving and severely hating the very same person
get really ecstatic and positive at the thought of a small pleasure
get dangerously low and pessimistic at a minor set back
put yourself in compromising and potentially harmful situations as a way to, either consciously or subconsciously, further punish or traumatize yourself
get unmanageably angry when witnessing someone hurt your loved one
have obsessive and intrusive thoughts about violently getting revenge on any perpetrator who has wronged you or someone dear to you
disassociate in a number of ways, including feeling like you’re stuck in a simulation, a movie, or a dream. this also includes “zoning out” completely and not feeling or thinking anything, but obtaining more of a sleeping-while-awake state of being
have white rage episodes that result from external stimuli triggering your fight or flight mode. within these you can also exhibit sociopathic [sic] tendencies and symptoms akin to paranoid-schizophrenia
have any kind of hallucinations, be it auditory, visual, or sensory
are deathly afraid of abandonment and isolation
constantly worry that everyone hates you and your friends are faking affection, thus driving you to seek constant validation and reassurance
often go back and forth between beating yourself up for not being good enough for your friends/partner and demonizing your friends/partner for not being good enough for you
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