☆The Sight Of You- I Can't Shake You☆
Why does the sight of you make the chip on my shoulders itch?
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Why does looking at you remind me of everything I don't want to be, everything that I've ran so far from...? Why do you remind me of fears hidden in my past of pasts and futures?
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But why at the very same note can I not leave your side. I need you like I need air. A love hate relationship with a drug I can't shake. I guess after all, you are my best friend. You've been there for most of my ups and downs....
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Yes, I'm the harshest on you. My expectations of you exceed Mt Everest... your one failing drives a knife in my heart- a permenant scar, a tribute, a reminder of your shortcoming...but even then I can't shake you... I hope continual presence speaks to you...
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I'm sorry... I know I sound like a monster.... that once beautiful soul to you but now... I'm nothing but a disaster. But yet, I still can not shake you. Some say its unfair to us both but maybe... if it's okay with you, can I remain your beautiful disaster?
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