You: I can't believe I did that, put that decision on you. I never knew and I never caught on. Can you believe that your thwarting of my stupidity just made me fall more hopelessly in love with you? Me: Why is this thing between us so intoxicatingly toxic? Anyway, you should hold me at some point You: Hold you? Me: Please, I'm disappearing. I'm going going going gone. I don't know why I'm still here but you, you make me feel something. And I'm so scared that if you go away... Me: I just want you in the outskirts of my reality. Right there, but completely out of reach. Safe. Yet unknown. You: Like a can of worms forever unopened. Me: Yes.


















