Deadmackerelzai :P

Ded fesh

[deadmackerelzai]

boom shackalaka

Welcome to my tumbling account thing. I like Bsd with a passions. Other fandoms include nso, pmmm, pjsk, fnaf, ddlc. I’m in high school and I sleep for the majority of the day. I enjoy vocaloid and heavy rock music. I tolerate art and writing because they piss me off and make me wanna explode. Tw warning for my art.

my Pinterest (deadmackrelzai) has more of my shitty/old art and I post more frequently there so ye.

I will take requests. I will not promise I will draw it because lazy.

bye

[deadmackerelzai]

art block but not art block

I’m gonna go away for a few days. No social media for me🥰. Moots I swear I’m not ignoring you. I love you sm ok gbye🥺

[painkillings]

its not that funny but ok 💔

happy pride month guys my single ass feels yaoiful every single day pride month or not

also this is the first time I've actually completed a drawing this entire YEAR.. 🥀

[deadmackerelzai]

He’s so down bad for him he’s praying a god he 10000000% doesn’t believe in lmaooo

[deadmackerelzai]

#watdatmean 💔

Hey I thought I would be 100% masochistic but I’m not, let’s go??

[deadmackerelzai]

art block❤️😍🥰😍😘❤️😍😘🥰❤️🥺🥺🥰😍😘❤️😘😍😍

I just liked how this became rainbow sparkles at the edges. But I hate this brush. I thought it would be better since it’s the top brush rn but nooooooooo

I know I said I wouldn’t delete it yesterdays but i did so uh.

Also I’m very sad and angry because wtf I really don’t ask for much in life I just want a fc 31

(There was another on jouou where I lost it at the very end🤗) like no this isn’t wonderhoy💔

OK WAIT BUT FIRST AP EVER?!?

I ALWAYS DREAMED OF REGULUS BEING MY FIRST AP BECAUSE I LOVE IT SM AHH TYSMSSMDMD

[1morality]

this is kinda a filler vid but then I got too into the editing

Anyways it feels weird not drawing 15 zai with dead fish eyes

EDIT: FUCK NO WHAT HAPPENED TO THE QUALITY IM SO DONE *cries*

[deadmackerelzai]

your music sounds so cool >:00

WAA TYSM THIS MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!! TuT

[dystopianranpoeart]

Dazai ABSOLUTELY has fish (axolotl’s specially, yes inspired by that one specific fanfic)

I like to hc he rambles mindlessly to them about anything that crosses his mind when he can’t sleep

Dazai’s also canonically an alcoholic so that just makes this concept more entertaining (imagine Kunikida walks in one night bc Dazai was being loud just to see him screaming about how he hates mangoes or somethin to his poor fish)

Audio by @deadmackerelzai <3 it fits in with the rest of these short audios extremely well hehe

[deadmackerelzai]

GAHHH TYSM YOUR SO AMAZING ^^

[deadmackerelzai]

I never knew there was an audio feature….

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I never finished this. And only used on instrument… but I’m so happy you liked the snippet 🥹🥹🥹‼️‼️‼️🥹‼️🥹‼️‼️‼️🥹

for you @dyst0pianranp0e101 ^^

[deadmackerelzai]

gulp… I’m gonna need you to not judge me…

First time tweening a big project that took a day because I don’t do multiple day projects………. And Uhm. I’m gonna need full acceptance of the shit in about to throw in your face. TW: some hanging and very loud stuff beware………………..

But I must say I’m proud of my audios like damn. Way to go me heheheheheheheheebebeb😼

but the whole thing is so fast paced tho😭

[dyst0pianranp0e101]

I hope u know. I absolutely ADORE creepy ambient & unsettling audios. Like. I listen to these when I write the most gruesome scenes known to man. Love them in like. I burned a cd. With these creepy ass audios. And like. Listen to them. On repeat. I absolutely fuck with that snitbit I heard

Hav u ever heard of DS21? They made the audios 5496 (you’ll recognize it when you hear it) and =( (that’s the title of one of their songs)

The audio reminded me of them lol

YESSS PLEASE UPLOAD THEM POOKIE IF NO ONE ELSE WILL LISTEN I HOPE U KNOW THERE’S A GOOD CHANCE I’LL BE LISTENING TO THEM ON REPEAT ❤️❤️🙏

[deadmackerelzai]

AGHHH THANK YOU?!?!?!???.?.?.!,?,!,’c

I just checked out their music AND HOLY ITS YUM. I fucking love how it’s so melodic yet uncomfey. I will definitely NOT be listening to this at night alone tho…

I had the intention to make the music like it would be a sound track for something like omori lol. So I’m extremely honoured that you think that’s the vibe it gives🥹

I never finished the song and I only used one instrument😭 but I’m happy to share it ^^

which I now realize I can’t upload videos on reblogs…

[deadmackerelzai]

gulp… I’m gonna need you to not judge me…

First time tweening a big project that took a day because I don’t do multiple day projects………. And Uhm. I’m gonna need full acceptance of the shit in about to throw in your face. TW: some hanging and very loud stuff beware………………..

But I must say I’m proud of my audios like damn. Way to go me heheheheheheheheebebeb😼

but the whole thing is so fast paced tho😭

[deadmackerelzai]

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Was feeling productive today. my oc, ame chan and my GOAT MAMI OMG OMGOMG MAMI IS SO COOL ISTG.

I swear the normie life ending pissed me off so much because I didn’t know what triggered it so I kept getting it over and over again. >:(

[akutagawascoathanger]

OKOKOK YALL THIS WAS THE DRAWING OF SIGMA AN CUPCAKES THAT I PROMISED FOR 50 FOLLOWERS, THANK Y'ALL SMMM (⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ꁞ⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠˶⁠ ⁠)✧⁠*⁠。

HOLY... Tumblr destroyed the quality SM....

[deadmackerelzai]

Id just like to say you have very androgynous vibes

I mean that as a compliment

As a biological female with a predominately male name from birth. This is extremely accurate. Most people say they can’t tell what gender I identify as lmaoaoaooaoa

chezburgah

[deadmackerelzai]

I have a very important message...

Cheese.

Thank you for your time *walks away*

*sheds a tear* so heart felt… Thank you for feeding my stupid starving dumb dog

He very much appreciated the nutrition that the cheese offers ^^

[deadmackerelzai]

I’m so sorry. I’m horrible at teaching 😔

@akutagawascoathanger I did the thing. I hope this helps… all I can really suggest is use references, understand how cloth drapes and where light will hit and not hit.

Uhm. Use triangles when making folds. It makes life easier. The more tension, the thinner the lines will be. The looser it is the thicker.

For line art I just render over my sketch. In some places Il leave or re draw the line art to define areas (eyes, face, body).

But for the hair I erase all line art and clean up the render so the strands don’t look chunky. I use a paint brush so I can render lazily.

But honestly, I’m just free styling this and I recommend watching pro artists speed paints on YouTube and follow along once in a while. That really helped me understand how to start rendering and finding my own style.

[deadmackerelzai]

what I’ve been doing for the past couple days

As you can see I was too lazy so draw backgrounds or gave up.

also I figured out how to make eyes move. It looks so stupid I’m crying😭