Tarot-Lenormand-Oracle Journey

[moonwolfee]

Day 31 Month of Spreads What’s Next? @tarotprose

What is the next step in my divination journey?

To continue to tap into my inner resource of strength and utilize the stamina I already have had for a long time in my divination journey.  The infinity symbol shows my infinite connection.   

How can I continue to incorporate divination into my everyday life?

This card suggests moving on from the things that I’ve done in the past and instead of looking at many different things, perhaps focusing on that one thing that truly meetings my emotional self exploration needs.

How can I continue my growth as a diviner/reader?

By continuing to grow my connection with the mystical realm, and connecting with nature.  This card suggests I also grow in love, creativity, art, harmony, beauty and grace.  Such a lovely card to have to end out this month.

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Day 30 Month of Spreads Bad Thought Breaker @tarotprose

What thought is causing me the most distress?

The thought that I am not the mother I’d like to be to my daughter.

What is the root cause of this distress?

Hands down, my fear.  Fear of her dying, my dying, fear of there being an end to this relationship.  Fear of her not wanting me to be her mother.  

Are there any other underlying issues that are causing these thoughts to take hold of me?

Yes, my beliefs, thoughts, ideas of how things should be instead of allowing them to be as they are.  I want them to be perfect, my definition of perfect, which is perhaps not reality.

What can I do to take back control over my negative thoughts?

Take charge of my thoughts and take action by living the life I want to see manifest to the best of my ability and letting go of the rest.

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Day 29  Month of Spreads I’m Reading About the Future, So What? @tarotprose

Read left to right, top to bottom.

What can I expect in my near future?

I can expect a lot of communication and quick growth in my spiritual world and connections to social groups. Here is my stalker card again. 😂. I don’t mind. Perhaps I’m going to be asked to take some kind of a leadership role with a spiritual group I’m involved in, or a new group I get involved with. 

What can I expect in my distant future?

Offerings! Again, these cards indicate that I am going to be offered something, most likely from a man, or from someone with the Knight of Cups/King of Cups persona. The offer will come directly and clearly to me and then left up to me. It will come from an authority figure. 

 Advice for my near future.

Be careful what my thoughts, not necessarily reality, are telling me. My thinking can really get into the what ifs and victim mentality sometimes and my dreams can haunt me in my sleep.  Know that all that I think and feel is not reality, even if it feels that way sometimes.

Advice for my distant future.

Easy does do the trick.  Keep things in balance as much as possible and practice patience with all things, including yourself.  Healing and guidance take time but do come if you continue to practice with patience and persistence.  

Something to note - 

There is an absence of pentacles in the reading.  It’s well balanced with swords, cups, wands and major arcanca, but there is an absence of pentacles.  This tells me that I really need to pay attention to keeping my feet firmly grounded and work on being physically present in the world.  I can get too much in my head and not pay enough attention to my physical reality.

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Day 28 Month of Spreads The Monthly Hope Reading @tarotprose

Read left to right.

What good things do I have to look forward to the following month?

I have a lot of good things to look forward to but especially my growth in spirituality and my connection to others within group settings in my life. This card has been my stalker card recently.  I am glad to be growing spiritually.

What must I start healing from this current month?

I must start healing from the temptations that derail me from my goals in life and how I want to be as a person.  At times I can get too wrapped up in something to the point of obsession, this month the healing begins.

What part of my life should I bring with me from the previous month?

All the good memories and good times as well as my giving, loving and compassionate nature.  I should take with me the love I have for my husband and daughter and extended family.

What part of my life should I leave or let go of from the previous month?

I should leave behind the unexpected life event that occurred and left me feeling very sad and vulnerable and remember that what goes down must also come back up at some point.  Life is full of cycles.

How can I remain hopeful for the start of a new month?

I can remain hopeful by channeling my fire sign personality, showing creativity, warmth, vibrancy and a determination to live my life to the fullest.

[moonwolfee]

Day 27 Month of Spreads My Journey @tarotprose

Where was I at as a reader at the start of this divination challenge?

I was at a very peaceful place and very comfortable with my reading skills.

What were my expectations going in?

To stealthily do this challenge, unnoticed by much of anyone. lol. 

What obstacles did I face along the way?

I have had a lot of motherly duties in my life and just finding the few minutes to sit down, quiet myself and read was a challenge some days.

How have I grown with this challenge overall?

This challenge has pushed me creatively.  I have come out of a rut of the same way of doing the same type of spreads and readings.  This challenge has opened up my mind and creativity.

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Day 26  Month of Spreads  Catch Up @tarotprose 

Love, union, relationships, passions and choices. I’m looking forward to what this day brings.

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Day 25 Month of Spreads Friendship Finder @tarotprose

Read left to right, top to bottom.

What block am I facing in regards to making friends?

I am facing the block of being in my head too much in my own fantasies and my own world of feelings.

How can I overcome this blockage?

I can overcome this blockage by taking a stand to not let my emotions, mainly fear or rejection, stand in my way.

What kind of people do I need in my life?

I need creative, artistic types of people in my life who also have a passion for living and who love exploring, travel and adventures.  What can I say?  I am a fire sign.

Where can I go about finding such people?

I can find these people by throwing my passions in the air with getting involved and surrendering my isolation to spirit.

What first step can I take today to be a friend to someone else?

The first step I can take to be a friend to someone else is to show them compassion and to be physically present in the moment with them.

How can I open myself up to the idea of receiving friendship from others?

I can open myself up by connecting on a spiritual level and by learning all that I can about the other person.

[moonwolfee]

Day 24 Month of Spreads The Daily Insight @tarotprose

Cards, tell me what I need to know today.

There is an opportunity today for the start of a new creative outlet that will help me to explore my inner world of emotions and expand my feeling world and partnership.  This will result in an offering of love and union.

Cards, tell me what actions I should take today.

This creative outlet will allow the walking away from some emotions that have been blocking me from having the relationship the way I would like, without resentment, with someone close to me.  The action today is to grieve the past and the way I would have liked things to be.

Cards, tell me what I should focus my attention on today.

Focus on leaving behind those toxic feelings and start anew with love, healing, union and an offering of peace as divined from above.

[moonwolfee]

Day 23 Month of Spreads My Aesthetic @tarotprose

Read left to right, top to bottom.  

What is my general aesthetic?

In coming up with my general aesthetic I am considering the nine of pentacles with influences from all of the other cards.  My general aesthetic is one that is very down to earth, and loves nature and animals. (I knew before I drew the cards that they would be primarily pentacles).  One of the pleasing parts of my aesthetics is that I don’t go around boasting them but instead keep them to myself in an environment of always learning.  I am the chamelian and can adapt to any situation to blend in, but my natural aesthetic state is one that is very grounded.

Where do I excel in this aesthetic?

I excel in this aesthetic by keeping my aesthetics to myself and not boasting or sharing them with everyone I meet or even with those I am closest to.

How can I improve the quality of my aesthetic?

I can improve the quality of my aesthetics by continually learning and growing.  It would also be helpful to be a part of a group or community that is like minded in this way.

What does this aesthetic say about me?

This aesthetic is one that allows me to be versatile and to use all of the resources that are available to me at hand.  According to this card, it appears that I am using it very well. 

If my aesthetic was summed up in one short phrase what would that be?

A disciplined, secure and powerful aesthetic that uses nature and earthly grounding energy to its fullest.

[moonwolfee]

Day 22 Month of Spreads Gratitude with Attitude @tarotprose

Read, left to right, top to bottom

What can I be grateful for in my life?

I can be more grateful for change in my life and how everything has cycles and changes.  I am currently at an ending phase with a current boss at work that has been absolutely one of the best, if not the best I have worked with.  I have a lot of gratitude for the last several years we’ve worked together and wish him well, but I do need to work o being grateful for the change instead of the inner groan about it that I am feeling.

What in my life am I taking for granted?

I am taking for granted that the tings I have unhealthily used as an escape will continue to work for me.  They will not.  I am also taking for granted that my mind is more important than my heart (the swords I am traveling through).  This is not always the case.

How can I bring more awareness and appreciation to the people and things in my life?

I can bring more awareness and appreciation to the people and things in my life by acknowledging the road that they have traveled to get to where they are today and by recognizing both the good and bad in everyone.  

How can I be more grateful for the experiences and lessons I learn throughout my lifetime?

I can be more grateful for the expeiences and lessons I learn thoughout my lifetime by expressing my thanks for the everyday mundane, routine, and methodical daily routines in my life.

How can I easily implement more gratitude into my life today?

I can implement more gratitude in my life by my persistence in writing them down each day.  I received a gratitude jouranl and challenge a few years back from a good friend and did the challenge for 465 days daily.  At that point I ran across a book called 1,000 gratitudes and began writing gratitudes daily until I hit well beyond the 1,000 mark.  Today I still write out my gratitudes daily but no longer count the days or how many I’ve written. It’s just become a part of my life.  This card suggests that I persist on this pathway, it’s brought me many rewards.

[moonwolfee]

Day 21 Month of Spreads Inner Child Conversation @tarotprose

Cards are read top row left to right, bottom row left to right.

Q - How are you inner child?

A - I am in a place of working through some issues that have led you to where you are now.  There are some things that need some work and you have been working on them.

Q - How do you manifest yourself in my present life?

A - I am manifesting in your present life by helping you to break free from old thought patterns and routines.  The huge upheaval that was announced to you yesterday is just the beginning.  

Q - What is it I need to know?

A - You need to know that you got this.  You have learned so much and come so far.  Your creativity, focus, warmth, vibrancy and determination will carry you through.  

Q - How do you see me now that i am an adult?

A - I see you yearning for and having lost so much of your childhood sense of wonder, innocence and play.  What has happened to humor and play time that we used to enjoy so much?

Q - Is there anything I need to let go of that I am still holding on to?

A - Yes, trying too hard to gain spiritual connections.  They are there, you don’t have to try so hard to have them.  Just enjoy them, it’s much simplier than you have been making it recently.  You are on your own journey and you don’t have to follow the rules so rigidly.  Rigidity has gotten you into places you’ve not wanted to go to in the past.  Let go.  Loosen up.  Be you.

Q - What do you need from me?

A - I need love and union.  Why not try consulting me when making choices?  Trust in me and our union for the strength and confidence to overcome the obstacles in your life.

Q - What final message do you have from me?

A - You have come a long way and are a great success just by being you, and your hard work is paying off.  Just a few suggestions above to tweak your current practices will help you to achieve even more success, self confidence and the freedom and peace that you seek.

[moonwolfee]

Day 20 Month of Spreads My Needs @tarotprose

What do I need today?

I need to trust myself and to connect with my spirituality.  I have been totally disconnected this morning.  This card also signifies that I need to connect with my social groups of support today.

How can I go about obtaining or satisfying that need?

I can persevere through the yucky feelings this morning and hold my ground and fight through my struggle.

What can I do to maintain a healthy routine or listening to my needs from this moment forward?

The King of Pentacles is about discipline and security.  I can maintain a healthy routine to the best of my ability, which is extremely limited at this time with a full time job and toddler, by following the schedule I have setup to meet my needs as best as I am able.  There is very little time left over in the day for me, but doing what I can to follow the few self care things a couple of times a week I’ve built in is huge.

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Day 19 Month of Spreads The Power Within The Tower @tarotprose

What do I need to break free from?

I need to break free from focusing too much on being nurturing when helping others and mothering those in my life. 

What can I build from this freedom once I achieve it?

I can build on breaking free from taking care of others and seeing things from a logical and emotionally attached perspective, (the cold hard truth) when helping other people.

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Day 18 Month of Spreads The Self @tarotprose

What is my inner persona?

My inner persona is happens to be the court card that identifies with my Myers Briggs personality, an ISTJ.  This is my inner world that I allow others to see, one where I am a quick, perceptive and independent thinker, that pushes emotions aside.  I think from an analytical level and try to avoid showing any kind of emotion.  I like to look at facts and information in making my decisions.

What is my inner shadow?

The side of myself that continues to stay in isolation, loneliness and withdrawal to the point of being painful.  My shadow also likes to figure things out itself and not ask for help.  Asking for help is not a weakness, but a way that the wise learn to see things that may not have occurred to them.  I am learning to work with this shadow aspect of myself, but boy is it hard to push myself out of the isolation I am so painfully comfortable with.

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Day 17 Month of Spreads Fill in the Blank Tarot @tarotprose

I no longer need success and clear visions to define my self worth.

I will have everything I need if I just be myself (by birth-date this is my tarot court card).

I welcome the thought of not being able to see where I am heading into my life.

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Day 16 Month of Spreads I did this interview Spread for someone that I know that is going on a job interview this Wednesday. @tarotprose

What persona should I carry into this interview for better chance at this job? You should carry the persona of focusing solely on what you can do for this company in this position in this job. Let go of bringing up things that you have done in the past and focus on what you can do in the present and going forward for them.

What are the hidden obstacles to my landing this job? Your hidden obstacles are another candidate that is very down to earth, efficient and routine oriented. She is going to focus on her dependability, loyalty and how she can do whatever it takes to go above and beyond with this job. She is going to tell them how she will set up the foundation of this job with new ideas and how she will expand in the future. Be sure that you have done the same.

Is this employer a good fit for my skill set? It is a fair fit for your skill set but it is nothing more and nothing less.

What are my chances of actually landing this job? I pulled two clarifying cards for this last position and got the ace of swords and the magician. These three cards combined tell me that the job is yours and yours alone if you want it, but that you must stake your claim intellectually and fight for what is yours by pulling out all of your resources and tricks in your hat to land it.

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Day 15 Month of Spreads Help & Hinder Spread @tarotprose 

What will hinder the solution to my problem.

Pushing my agenda of wanting to rest, thinking that I need to rest, and the insistence that I take a break adds to the problem. 

What will help the solution to my problem.

Giving my love and support freely.