I might be alone in this, but I genuinely think Dion and Terence are codependent. Not because they're toxic, but because of the circumstances. Not only does Dion - as a Dominant - have a clock ticking in his head announcing that he could die at any given moment, but because he still answers to his father after all. He's still the Emperor and Dion still pledged loyalty to him, who only sees *some* use in him only because of Bahamut. He *needs* Terence to feel human, to feel like Dion, the man, not Dion, Bahamut's Dominant. If Dion didn't have Terence, I doubt the Holy Dragoons would exist, and I doubt he would rebel against his father.
And Terence knows this. He knows that Dion needs him. But he also needs Dion. His purpose ever since 12 - when Dion nominated him as his page - was to serve and protect the prince, no matter what. But Dion sees through him, he knows Terence is not just a servant, he's his everything. And Dion is Terence's everything: his childhood friend, his best friend, his lover, his prince. The one he swore loyalty to. Not the crown, but Dion Lesage.
They knew they were doomed from the very beginning, and yet they still chose to listen to their hearts, because life would be too cruel if they (specifically Dion) died without knowing how being loved feels like.
Second, I feel like I get what you're getting at. A friend of mine once described their general relationship as like "Clive and Joshua but if it was healthier/less codependent". I don't think Terence and Dion are as bad as Clive "my brother who I structured my entire life and future around died and I'd be dead if it wasn't for the fact that I need to avenge him" Rosfield. I think that (especially post 2nd timeskip when they're 28) Dion and Terence are at a point where they could (or at least would try) to continue to go on if the other one died. I think they could live without each other
But I also don't think they could have as much of a fulfilling life without each other, and I think having each other makes them feel more sane, grounded, and like their lives have meaning beyond duty.
I've been thinking about this for a while, but given how Terence (via ultimania timeline) jumped into deciding to structure his entire life around always being there for Dion so young and how persistent he was... I think that Terence most likely doesn't have a terribly loving family. And I don't mean that they have to be as bad as Dion's so much as...I get the feeling that he might just not be very emotionally connected to them.
(Think like...how we know Sora from Kingdom Hearts has canonical parents who worry for him, but ultimately he has little qualms about leaving them behind to go explore new lands with Riku and Kairi. They're obviously not neglectful, nor does he hate them, he just doesn't really think about them)
In my head, Terence would be well adjusted enough as a child to be able to recognize that Dion's family doesn't show him love and to believe a little love is something everyone needs, but disconnected enough from his immediate family that his first reaction is not to try to pull Dion closer to his, but to instead give Dion the love he lacks himself.
This is all to say that (as a mid tier noble mind you), I get the idea that Terence would have had a painfully normal life without Dion. But it's clear that when Dion entered his life and became his friend (and then Terence later became his servant), he became passionate and attached enough to throw his entire self into it for decades. And because he structured his life around Dion like that, he can't exactly just go back
I agree. Terence has become a bit codependent simeltaneously due to how he structured his life and future around Dion, but also (crucially) because he has been seen and known and loved and appreciated. He knows Dion needs him, but Dion makes him feel needed not as any old faceless loyal servant, but as himself.
And Dion... Dion fascinates me I think because the writers chose for him to be the one who insists that he and Terence get together after Terence's confession. It adds a bit of interesting complexity to this guy who has given his life up to destiny, his country, his emperor, etc. To be so selfless because he has to be and because it is "right" to be, to become what everyone needs, yet to allow yourself that one selfish want in secrecy.
I think Dion could have lived his life from beginning to end without ever having met Terence, and I think he still could have maybe done some great things. However, it's clear that he needed to have that relationship in his life. He was all the better for having someone who would go the distance, someone who would watch out for him because he is Dion (not any of his other titles). While he gave and gave and gave himself up to his emperor/father and his people, it was for the better that he at least had one person there who would give to him in turn.
Or, as you so aptly put it "life would be so cruel if they (specifically Dion) died without knowing what being loved feels like". It's painful to think that in the universe where they never met, Terence's life wouldn't have much of note, and Dion might have never known what it's like to be truly loved. It's not impossible that both may have gone through life without knowing a relationship such as this.
And yes, of course, it's not entirely impossible that they could find others in another universe (though I feel that if he pursued a similar life path it would be very unlikely for Dion). But the point is that now that they've been together, they do need each other. It doesn't matter if they could have found love in any other universe or that they could theoretically survive and live without each other, because to lose the other now would be a terrible blow.
Because Dion needs Terence to feel grounded and normal—like he's actually a man underneath the titles and servitude. Dion uses Terence as emotional and moral support as everything further goes to shit and the choices available become less about your morals and more about what you're willing to lose. Dion needs Terence because his relationship with Terence has always been the only thing in his life that is truly his, and it makes him feel...good. To have someone like Terence helps him cope with...everything.
And I feel that Dion's relationship with Terence makes Terence feel...special. I know that we know Terence had resolved to never confess, believing that he would be content enough just to be at Dion's side forevermore, but I doubt he could truly deep down stand to be separated from Dion now that they're together. Dion needs him, and he knows that. But what makes him feel special isn't that Dion relies on him, or the status his lover has, but that Dion wants/needs him.
Anyone can have a supporter, but that the two can love and know each other wholly and better than anyone else, and love them despite any superficial things... That's not something easy to replace (especially in the kind of life and circumstances they find themselves in).
Which is all to say, there are a lot of factors that go into them potentially being codependent in some way, and I kind of think they are too. And the circumstances do play a pretty big part (given Dion's everything), more than they might have if they fell in love under better circumstances
I make your words my own. I'm not the best at describing characters lol, but you translated into words exactly what I meant. I genuinely think their relationship is actually pretty healthy, the only "stumble" I think they have is the codependency. Even though Terence's inner voice after they part ways (I don't remember exactly what context) says "I understand this is a path you must walk alone" I feel he said that through clenched teeth yk, like "🤬 yeah I understand 🤬". And for me Terence choosing to listen to him just confirms the codependency: he could have put his foot down, deadass disobeyed Dion when he sends him away, but he just wants to please Dion so much that he follows his orders, again. God I love doomed yaoi
I might be alone in this, but I genuinely think Dion and Terence are codependent. Not because they're toxic, but because of the circumstances. Not only does Dion - as a Dominant - have a clock ticking in his head announcing that he could die at any given moment, but because he still answers to his father after all. He's still the Emperor and Dion still pledged loyalty to him, who only sees *some* use in him only because of Bahamut. He *needs* Terence to feel human, to feel like Dion, the man, not Dion, Bahamut's Dominant. If Dion didn't have Terence, I doubt the Holy Dragoons would exist, and I doubt he would rebel against his father.
And Terence knows this. He knows that Dion needs him. But he also needs Dion. His purpose ever since 12 - when Dion nominated him as his page - was to serve and protect the prince, no matter what. But Dion sees through him, he knows Terence is not just a servant, he's his everything. And Dion is Terence's everything: his childhood friend, his best friend, his lover, his prince. The one he swore loyalty to. Not the crown, but Dion Lesage.
They knew they were doomed from the very beginning, and yet they still chose to listen to their hearts, because life would be too cruel if they (specifically Dion) died without knowing how being loved feels like.
there's a trend rn on the anime side of tiktok that says "forced to be in 2024 x born to be in 2020/21" and honestly sameeeee anitok in those years was amazing. everyone was way less judgmental and we were cringe but we were just having fun, God I miss it so much
hi hi happy holidays!!! I probably won't post anything before the new years so in advance happy 2024!!! hope all of us have a year full of blessings 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
cw: this whole post is nsfw, so yeah... title is self-explanatory, lol. canon!universe, post-war mikasa, sapphic mikasa, female!reader, feeding kink (?) (not really confirmed, but it is mentioned so...). MINORS AND NON-WLW DNI.
a/n: i'm not from the US, so i had to search how to convert bra sizes, so i'm sorry if it's wrong, i'm not used to this way of measuring chest.
A - AFTERCARE
mikasa is really good at aftercare, always making sure to take care of you with whatever you need: water, snacks, a massage, and even a bath. you name it, she does it. her personal favorite is massages: she loves both massaging you and receiving massages, she loves the contrast between the previous sexual touches and these softer ones.
B - BODY PART
i personally believe her favorite body part on herself is her arms. after years of fighting (not to mention her ability to carry those thunder spears), her arms are pretty big. she secretly loves that it’s so easy to swoop you directly into her arms, and how easy it is to just pick you up whenever she feels like it.
when it comes to you, her favorite body part of yours is your thighs. i can 100% see her being a thighs person. she loves them, she loves to kiss, bite and grab them. dare i say, she has wet dreams specifically about your thighs, but she’ll never admit it out loud. she’s obsessed.
C - CUM
our dear mikasa is a little shy when it comes to cumming. she doesn't like to cum on your face, even if you say 100x it's ok, she just doesn't feel like it. she feels as if it would make you dirty, and, to her, sex is something to make you feel good. she only cums either against your pussy or on your fingers (curiously, she doesn't complain if you make her suck your cum-stained fingers. huh)
D - DIRTY TALK
i'm sorry to the fans of dirty talk out there, but our dear mikasa is not a fan of it. like i said, she thinks sex is something to make you feel good, to make you feel loved. she's not wrong, of course. that's why she absolutely refuses to call you anything degrading. the maximum she can do is something along the lines of "you look cute when you're desperate". do not expect more from here.
E - EXPERIENCE
dear mikasa is not experienced. with all the stress and trauma from the war, eren's death and just the overwhelming discover of how the world really is (consequently, how her whole life was a lie), her libido was pratically nonexistent. pratically. once in a blue moon, she would engage in some private time for herself, touching herself silently in the dark of the night, but still a virgin. you were her first and, honestly, she hopes you'll also be her last.
F - FAVORITE POSITION
100% scissoring. she loves the eye contact you two make during it. to mikasa, intimacy and romance are the most important parts of sex, so expect her to be clingy during it. also expect a lot of eye contact, she loves looking at you, seeing that she's the one making you feel good.
G - GOOFY
not goofy at all. mikasa takes sex very seriously, it's a very important part of your relationship. but i can't deny if you made a joke or two, she would let out a chuckle. only a chuckle, though.
H - HAIR
canonically speaking, i think none of the women in aot shave lmao. they have better priorities honestly. therefore, expect mikasa to have a black bush of hairs down there. they're relativately thin, comparing to how most pubic hairs are, but still there.
I - INTIMACY
mikasa LOVES intimacy. after killing the boy she had been loving for years, she started to prioritize intimacy in her life and, of course, that means total investment in her relationship with you. even when it comes to things not sex-related, she just wants to feel your love and show you how much she loves you. mikasa is a woman with a heart full of love, and how lucky you are for being the one she loves.
J - JACK OFF
previously, she didn't have the habit, like i mentioned before. after you two started dating, and the terrors of the war started to wear off, tiny bit by tiny bit, mikasa allowed herself to feel sexual desire again. so she rediscovered masturbation, and she doesn't regret it: it allows her to discover new spots on her body that send shivers down her spine, and she's happy to share her discoveries with you.
K - KINK
i don't really think mikasa is a kinky person. that doesn't mean she's not open to try new things with you, though. one thing she discovered she likes, for example, is overstimulation. she likes to see you begging for her to let you cum. she likes to know she's the one in control of your pleasure.
another thing i believe mikasa enjoys a lot is mirror sex. you're the first woman she's ever been with, don't blame her for being curious! she likes to see her fingers going in and out of you. she also enjoys to see you eating her out in the mirror. (she also secretly likes to see herself lost in pleasure. it reminds her of how all the nightmare is over now, and she can lower her guard and indulge herself in this but, hey, you'll never see her admiting this out loud.)
L - LOCATION
sex is for the house and the house only. mikasa is against doing it in public, or in any circumstance that might get you two caught. your sexual lives are for your eyes only, mikasa prefers to die than let anyone see you in such an intimate state.
that doesn't mean some hands here and there don't happen. when she's in a particular good mood, she can give your ass a squeeze or two, but nothing beyond that.
M - MOTIVATION
mikasa is still rediscovering her libido and her sexuality, so that's why she doesn't really have a specific reason to have sex with you. sure, sometimes you might wear something sexy to tease her, or bend down a little too much near her, but most of the time... perhaps just your presence is enough to get her going. she just wants to be with you in the most intimate way possible, so give her some love, will you?
N - NO
mikasa will never degrade you nor be rough with you. her life has been filled with violence since her childhood, demanding aggressiveness from her to simply survive. ever since the end of the rumbling, mikasa promised to herself she would never be violent again, only if she deemed extremely necessary, and you are the last person in the whole world she ever wants to do something violent with.
O - ORAL
mikasa LOVES oral!!! both receiving and giving. she was a little bit intimated at first, not only because she was a virgin, but also because she was performing oral on another woman! she felt like she needed to know what to do, since she's also a woman, but you calmed her down and guided her. since then, mikasa got hooked.
when she's giving, she loves the way you squirm under her, it makes her feel proud of herself, since she's the one making you feel so good. she likes seeing you so relaxed and letting go.
when she's receiving, she likes to hold your hand. it's a reminder that you are the one making her feel good. it's also a reminder to herself, how she can allow herself to let go and break free from all the mental strains she has.
P - PACE
mikasa likes long-duration sex, so she's not rushing anything. dear mikasa takes her time taking off your clothes, kissing your body and caressing it. to her, you're a work of art, and she's glad she's the one who has the privilege to appreciate you with eyes, hands and mouth. you can bet she'll take her sweet time going through your body.
Q - QUICKIES
with that being said... she hates quickies. you two tried doing it once, and she hated it. she hated how rushed and messy it was, not to mention she didn't get to appreciate your body the way it deserves to be. so, no, mikasa doesn't tolerate quickies.
R - RISK
not taking any risk. mikasa is a very private and quiet person, but she's also very jealous. the mix of all these 3 traits are the reason you two won't do anything outside the house, not even on your backyard. sex belongs only inside the house, more specifically in your bed.
S - STAMINA
mikasa is an ex-soldier, you know she has stamina. even if the war has worn off of her and her belly is a little chubbier rather than the hard abs she had in the past, her stamina is still there. she can easily handle 4, maybe 5 rounds before she needs to stop to catch a breath, but, of course, if you can't handle all of those, she's not going to force you.
T - TOYS
toys are not her priority in the bedroom, but I can't see why she wouldn't enjoy them. you are the one who brings toys to sex, and she's not opposed to it. she likes seeing their different features, and also the different reactions they can get out of you.
she wouldn't be opposed to you using some toys on her, of course. just don't expect it to happen frequently.
U - UNFAIR
out of the two of you, you're the one who teases her honestly. 99% of the time, it's your doing, but that 1%... that 1% it's when mikasa is feeling really needy. it's when she puts on revealing clothes and bends down in front of you, making sure you can see her boobs perfectly. she also sits on your lap and innocently grinds against you.
she doesn't tease you often, but when she does... you're in for a long ride.
V - VOLUME
mikasa is pretty vocal in bed. she doesn't moan loudly, she's vocal in the meaning of always telling you that "you fell so good, love" or letting you know that you're doing something she's enjoying a lot. poor girl can't keep her mouth shut, she'll always be praising you, telling you how much she loves you and how good she feels.
W - WILD CARD
"m-mikasa..." you moan as you feel her featherlight touches on your neck, just the tip of her fingers. she purposely scratches your neck with her trimmed nails, just to see you shiver.
"shh, my love, take another one" she says, pushing a grape against your lips. she watches as your eyes get half lidded, taking the grape inside and grazing your teeth against the tip of her fingers.
mikasa has you sitting down on a chair. she's sitting on your lap, feeding you grapes. oh, and you're both naked. and she also has your hands tied behind your back.
"that's it... you're doing good, such a good girl for me" she whispers against your ear, kissing right under it, on that spot she knows it's so sensitive and makes you gasp and arch your body towards her.
you're breathless. you have no idea how long it has been since this little teasing game of hers began, all you know is how frustrated you feel right now. you can feel your neglected pussy aching between your legs, begging for attention.
you never took her as the type to have a feeding kink.
eh, maybe she doesn't even have it. maybe she's just in the mood to tease you.
"mika..." you whine once she puts another grape against your lips, silently demanding you to open them up. "p-please..." at this point, you don't even know what you're begging for. you just need her to do anything, anything at all.
"I know my love, I know" she kisses your neck "but you've been acting so good, you can handle more for me, can't you? you're my good girl, aren't you?"
just between us, you have no idea if you can handle more teasing, but hey, you'll never know if you never try.
X - X-RAY
mikasa has big breasts, easily 42C. she's very neutral about them, but you? oh, you make up for it. always buring your head on her chest and lapping at them. it makes her flustrered and shy but, hey, it's her fault for having such big boobs, right? how can you act normally when it looks like they are staring at you and begging you to suck them!
as for her pussy, it's hairy, like i mentioned. it has a pretty pink color, lips not too big or too small, just the perfect size. her clit is on the bigger side, which makes things more interesting for the both of you, giving how easy it is to stimulate her.
Y - YEARNING
you two have a healthy sex life, and have sex surprisingly frequently. 3x a week, even 5x a week if one of you is feeling needy. the best thing is when both of you get needy at the same time: you'll have sex literally everyday.
the only time things die down a little is when mikasa or you get a period. she used to be embarassed to have sex when she was on her period, saying "it's disgusting" or "i'll get the bed dirty". but, once you tried it, she saw how it soothed her cramps, and - since she was sensible - how the sensations were enhanced. so now, you two are not against having sex while on your periods anymore.
Z - ZZZ
our pretty girl falls asleep easily after sex lol. do not be fooled, she's not trying to avoid pillow talk (she loves them), her body is just asking her to find comfort in your cuddle. mikasa likes to fall asleep right after sex because she enjoys feeling the warmth of your body pressed against hers. she truly thinks your arms are her real home, and who are you to say they aren't?
cw: none! 100% fluff with boyfriend!kaeya, gender neutral reader, they/them pronouns, kaeya being the best boy, modern day!AU
a/n: so yeah, i can't stand fanon kaeya. he's actually lonely and such a gentleman :( he just has a "flirty" way of speaking, he's not a womanizer for the love of god. if you listen to the characters' voice lines about him it makes you kinda sad :(
kaeya is such a sweetheart
he would be a very attentive boyfriend, always making sure he's giving you enough attetion, and always reminding you how much he loves you
i believe his love language is physical touch and quality time, preferably these two together. it's not unusual for him to offer walks around the city (or anywhere, really, he just wants to be in your company)
holds your hand in public every. single. time. you two go out. he's so proud and so happy to have you, he won't waste one single opportunity to show you off, and also show that you belong to him, and he belongs to you
oh, someone's bothering you in public? some idiot can't understand the meaning of "no"? in the blink of an eye, kaeya is beside you, passing his arm on your waist and silently staring at the person up and down, intimidating them enough for them to leave as soon as he arrives
i don't really see him as the jealous/possessive type. of course, like i said, he won't hesitate to step up to take you out of an uncomfortable situation, but if you two are in public and he sees someone looking at you, he'll just think "i know, they're mesmerizing, aren't they?"
that being said, he does get insecure sometimes. he doesn't have an excellent self-steem (contrary to popular belief), and because of that he often thinks he doesn't deserve good things, you being one of them. that's when you come in with words of reassurance
the first time he oppened up to you about his insecurities and you started to reassure him and compliment him, as a person and as a boyfriend, he cried. he cried in front of you for the first time, that was such a special moment for him, he felt like he finally found someone who understood him and wasn't going to leave him or be a backstabber
after that, he felt even more safe around you. he felt that he didn't have to mold a persona, he could just be himself around you, in public and in private
i have a feeling he randonly likes to give you flowers. no specific ocasions, days or flowers, he'll just give you any flower he finds pretty (they remind him of you, duh)
he ALWAYS calls you either "love" or "darling". your contact is saved on his phone as "my darling <3"
since in the game he always wears an eyepatch, i have a hc he actually has heterochromia. he used to be bullied as a kid because of it, that's why he started to wear contact lenses, until one day he slept over for the first time and you woke up before him
you started kissing his face to wake him up, and when he did, he oppened his eyes and you saw how his eyes really were: one blue and one green. the most beautiful shade of green you have ever seen. you carefully grabbed his face and whispered "why have you been hiding this from me? it's so beautiful"
it took him a second to understand, and when he did, he panicked, trying to get out of your grasp. you just smiled and told him how handsome, beautiful and pretty he is. that was the second time he cried in front of you
and it was also the last time you saw the lenses
kaeya loves to tease you. he loves to make you blush and see you flustered. 9 out of 10 times he knows he'll get a slap on his arm, but he just laughs it off. he knows you actually enjoy it
he always wakes up before you, and every single day there is a "good morning, love. have a good day <3" text on your phone. he also goes to sleep after you, and even though you are already sleeping, he always sends a "have sweet dreams, darling" text to you
he's your personal hype man on social media. he'll always like and comment on your photos. depending on his humor, you might find wholesome comments ("stunning as always, darling"), sometimes teasing comments ("great photo, i wonder who the photographer is". spoiler: it's him), and, rarelly, spicy ones ("those clothes look beautiful on you. they would look better on my floor though")
overall, he's a gentleman who will always put you first. he's someone who needs to be reminded once in a while that he is loved and deserves good things. gladly he has you, right?
ahh i love this very much,, this is absolutely perfect 💯💯 fr the fandom mischaracterise him so bad. he's always portrayed as the playboy of the city and has slept with every single soul in mondstadt. man literally has trust issues– nevertheless, the main point here is you did an incredibly excellent job on writing him! here, look what i got for you
cw: none! 100% fluff with boyfriend!kaeya, gender neutral reader, they/them pronouns, kaeya being the best boy, modern day!AU
a/n: so yeah, i can't stand fanon kaeya. he's actually lonely and such a gentleman :( he just has a "flirty" way of speaking, he's not a womanizer for the love of god. if you listen to the characters' voice lines about him it makes you kinda sad :(
kaeya is such a sweetheart
he would be a very attentive boyfriend, always making sure he's giving you enough attetion, and always reminding you how much he loves you
i believe his love language is physical touch and quality time, preferably these two together. it's not unusual for him to offer walks around the city (or anywhere, really, he just wants to be in your company)
holds your hand in public every. single. time. you two go out. he's so proud and so happy to have you, he won't waste one single opportunity to show you off, and also show that you belong to him, and he belongs to you
oh, someone's bothering you in public? some idiot can't understand the meaning of "no"? in the blink of an eye, kaeya is beside you, passing his arm on your waist and silently staring at the person up and down, intimidating them enough for them to leave as soon as he arrives
i don't really see him as the jealous/possessive type. of course, like i said, he won't hesitate to step up to take you out of an uncomfortable situation, but if you two are in public and he sees someone looking at you, he'll just think "i know, they're mesmerizing, aren't they?"
that being said, he does get insecure sometimes. he doesn't have an excellent self-steem (contrary to popular belief), and because of that he often thinks he doesn't deserve good things, you being one of them. that's when you come in with words of reassurance
the first time he oppened up to you about his insecurities and you started to reassure him and compliment him, as a person and as a boyfriend, he cried. he cried in front of you for the first time, that was such a special moment for him, he felt like he finally found someone who understood him and wasn't going to leave him or be a backstabber
after that, he felt even more safe around you. he felt that he didn't have to mold a persona, he could just be himself around you, in public and in private
i have a feeling he randonly likes to give you flowers. no specific ocasions, days or flowers, he'll just give you any flower he finds pretty (they remind him of you, duh)
he ALWAYS calls you either "love" or "darling". your contact is saved on his phone as "my darling <3"
since in the game he always wears an eyepatch, i have a hc he actually has heterochromia. he used to be bullied as a kid because of it, that's why he started to wear contact lenses, until one day he slept over for the first time and you woke up before him
you started kissing his face to wake him up, and when he did, he oppened his eyes and you saw how his eyes really were: one blue and one green. the most beautiful shade of green you have ever seen. you carefully grabbed his face and whispered "why have you been hiding this from me? it's so beautiful"
it took him a second to understand, and when he did, he panicked, trying to get out of your grasp. you just smiled and told him how handsome, beautiful and pretty he is. that was the second time he cried in front of you
and it was also the last time you saw the lenses
kaeya loves to tease you. he loves to make you blush and see you flustered. 9 out of 10 times he knows he'll get a slap on his arm, but he just laughs it off. he knows you actually enjoy it
he always wakes up before you, and every single day there is a "good morning, love. have a good day <3" text on your phone. he also goes to sleep after you, and even though you are already sleeping, he always sends a "have sweet dreams, darling" text to you
he's your personal hype man on social media. he'll always like and comment on your photos. depending on his humor, you might find wholesome comments ("stunning as always, darling"), sometimes teasing comments ("great photo, i wonder who the photographer is". spoiler: it's him), and, rarelly, spicy ones ("those clothes look beautiful on you. they would look better on my floor though")
overall, he's a gentleman who will always put you first. he's someone who needs to be reminded once in a while that he is loved and deserves good things. gladly he has you, right?
cw: NSFW! MINORS, MEN AND WLW FETISHIZERS DNI, pwp (?), a lot of dirty talk, degradation, voyeurism-ish (it's not confirmed if it happend or not), one (1) slap on the face, squirting, basically a horny lesbian writing about horny lesbians.
A/N: there it is, the most depraved thing I have ever written. finally got the inspiration to write beigguang after the lantern rite, even thought it's already way gone and we're on 2.6 now... anyway, enjoy. <3
another year, another successful lantern rite festival was done. the night sky was being colored over and over with different fireworks. from where she stands, ningguang could see all the fireworks and everyone having fun: xinyan and yujin excitedly bonding over music, chongyun, xingqiu and xiangling eating together (with adorable gouba along, of course), even mr. zhongli and hu tao were getting along and laughing together.
she sighed and looked up, watching the firework above her become the format of a mora coin, which made her let out a little chuckle to herself. she was admiring the bright colorful sky, until she felt a presence beside her. before she could say anything, or even look towards the person, she heard the person speaking, which made her smirk. of course it was her, the voice she would recognize anywhere in teyvat.
"hey... check you out, looking pretty fancy."
she smiled to herself, knowing the voice belonged to her lover, beidou.
"only a true treasure catches the eye of captain beidou... seems I've struck gold with this one."
if you asked ningguang, she would deny it over and over again, but she couldn't deny it to herself: she chose the dress specifically for beidou. she wanted to impress and, maybe, even seduce her. the dress has blue tones because beidou spends a lot of time at the sea, the dress has jewelery attached on her hand because she knows beidou loves jewelery (specially on ningguang, "it makes you so powerful", she says), the dress shows her legs because she knows beidou loves her legs.
beidou gives her a quick laugh and moves closer to her. "awn, did you buy this cute dress just for me?" she said, crossing her arms and teasing ningguang.
ningguang rolls her eyes. "you wish you could make me do something like that, don't you?" she felt beidou wrapping a hand around her waist and caressing it, making her take a deep breath.
beidou leaned closer and whispered in her ear. "really? are you really going to deny it?" she said, leaving a kiss behind her ear, making shivers go down ningguang's back.
"I'm not denying nor confirming anything, captain of the Crux."
oh.
so that's how this is gonna go... two can play that game, beidou thought.
beidou released her waist and went in front of her, putting both her hands on the wall, trapping ningguang between her arms. ningguang had a smug smile on her face, but beidou could see just the faintest blush starting to appear in her cheeks. "oh, dear tianquan, you should know better than anyone else that I don't need your words to see that you're getting affected."
"and what makes you so sure of it, captain?" beidou bit her lip and took a deep breath. ningguang is such a fucking tease when she wants to.
beidou grabbed her jaw and made her look directly into her eyes. "i know you and your body, tianquan. i can see your beautiful pupils expanding when i get closer to you, i can see the way your stunning legs squirm whenever i get close to you and talk to you like this..." ningguang dry swallowed and shifted her legs a little, feeling her own arousal growing each passing second, already affected by beidou's words. she hated how easily beidou could have her in the palm of her hand. she hated how fast she would succumb to beidou if she asked her to. she hated that she loved feeling used by beidou.
"who would have thought, right? the tianquan, the head of the State, powerful, independent... being so easily dominated by a simple pirate." she let out an ironic chuckle. "i must have won the lottery."
"you..." ningguang was slowly being hypnotized. god, beidou looks so hot right now, ningguang always thought beidou looks the hottest when she's confident. she doesn't even care that they're in public, she would drop to her knees right there and then, if beidou asked her to. "we should... go to the jade chamber..."
"oh? what for? wanna show me all the beautiful new furniture?" beidou smiled ironically.
ningguang rolled her eyes and gave beidou a little tap on her shoulder. "let's just go, ok?" she said, trying to hide her blush from beidou.
and failing miserably.
「❀」
as soon as they arrived at the chamber, beidou could see ningguang getting a little bit nervous, she noticed her shoulders tensing a little and the way her hands wouldn't stay still and how they started to shake a little bit. she gave a little reassuring kiss on ningguang's shoulder, silently telling her to not be nervous. "we don't have to do anything, we can always just go back and enjoy the festival." beidou said, dropping all the teasing aside.
ningguang took a deep breath, also coming to her senses and speaking in a serious tone to beidou, not in the teasing one she has been using the whole night. "it just... has been a while, right? i wanna do it, I'm just a little bit nervous." she said, turning to beidou and giving her a little smile.
"you still remember the safeword, right?" beidou asked, enlacing her fingers with ningguang's.
"lizzard, yeah." ningguang said, squeezing beidou's hand to reassure her. beidou squeezed it back.
as they started walking towards ningguang's bedroom, they ran into baishi, her secretary.
"oh lady ningguang!" she said surprised and smiling, but both her surprise and smile died down soon after looking at beidou. "and... captain beidou." she said, sounding less excited. "what are you doing here? isn't the festival still happening?"
"i could ask you the same question, i thought i had given everyone a free day today."
"yes, you did, uhm... i just realized i forgot some things here, and i came to get them."
"i see... well, I'm not feeling well, and beidou is here to help me. we will be in my quarters, i will be fine, please go enjoy the festival." ningguang said, trying to fake a sick face.
"ok... happy lantern rite lady ningguang... and captain beidou." she said, before starting to head towards the door, not catching the way beidou was looking at her up and down and smirking as she walked.
ningguang grabbed beidou's hand again and started pulling her towards her bedroom. once they arrived there, ningguang released her hand to lock the door. just in case, she thought.
she took a deep breath and, when she turned around, the vision she had almost made her let out a little moan: beidou was sitting on her bed, menspreading and looking at her like a fucking predator looking at a prey, with the candles and moon lightening her body, creating a contrast that highlighted her muscles, making ningguang bite her lip. she loved those muscles and how strong beidou was.
"this bed is bigger than the old one" beidou said, supporting her upper body in her hands behind her. "any particular reason?"
"i move around a lot when i sleep." ningguang shrugged and crossed her arms.
beidou let out a chuckle. "my dear ningguang... we both know that's not true." she smirked and looked at ningguang up and down. "i think... you bought it thinking of all the dirty fantasies you could fulfill here, didn't you?"
ningguang rolled her eyes, but she felt her cheeks getting hot. thank morax she was in a darker part of the room, who knows what beidou could say if she saw her like this.
"you say it so confidently, almost like you know my fantasies." she said, trying to challenge beidou.
beidou only laughed and tapped her thigh twice, silently calling ningguang to sit there. ningguang hates how fast she obeyed beidou. i always put up a fight, i always provoke her... what is happening to me today? she thought as she sat on beidou's thigh, looking down at her neck instead of her face.
"i do know them, dear. i know you love when i throw you around like you're a little doll, i know you love when i grab your throat and make it hard for you to breathe, i know you love when i slap that pretty face of yours... and finally" beidou grabbed her throat and brought her face closer to hers, making ningguang finally look into her eyes, and ningguang finally saw how dark and scary they were... and it just made her wetter. "i know you love how easily i can turn you into a fucking brain dead and pussy-drunk slut."
after that, beidou didn't give her time to answer before she kissed her, one hand holding her jaw and the other one, her ass. the kiss was rough, with spit soon starting to drip down both of their mouths and chins, but none of them could care about that at that moment. ningguang let out a pathetic moan when beidou's tongue entered her mouth, bringing her hand to beidou's shoulders and trying to hold herself up, feeling herself get all hot and bothered, and her pussy getting even wetter.
and they were only kissing.
and beidou? she was fucking enjoying it. she loves seeing ningguang so pathetic and so desperate for her, it made her so wet knowing that she had this much power over ningguang.
no one can see the powerful tianquan like this but me. no one can make her be like this but me.
she moved the hand that was on ningguang's ass in order to give it a loud slap, grabbing it strongly after. ningguang let out a moan, breaking the kiss to gasp for air.
when beidou finally took a look at her face, she almost came right then and there: ningguang was flushed, mouth open trying to catch her breath, and she was looking at beidou with those 'fuck me eyes', the one look she had only for beidou. she smirked and let out a little chuckle. "we just kissed and you're already looking at me like this. what's next? sticking your tongue out like a little puppy, begging for something?"
for a second, ningguang considered doing that, she wanted to provoke beidou, she wanted to push her to the edge and, hopefully, be brought along too.
ningguang wanted to be beidou's pretty brain dead and pussy-drunk slut tonight.
after thinking, she actually stuck her tongue out, silently begging beidou for... well, anything. she wants anything and everything, she wants beidou doing all kinds of things to her.
beidou smirked and gave ningguang two very weak slaps on her face, like she's silently saying 'good job'. "i think i was wrong... maybe you're more of a slut than i thought."
she grabbed ningguang by her thighs and got up, only to throw her on the bed. she remained on the foot of the bed, looking at ningguang. "as much as i love you in this dress... strip, or I'm gonna rip it."
at that, ningguang moaned again because she knows she actually could, she could rip any clothes she wanted to. everytime ningguang got reminded of their muscular difference she would get a little wet. she would never dare to tell beidou, but god knows how many times she touched herself just thinking about beidou's body being so much stronger than hers.
slowly, she started undressing, feeling beidou's eyes on her, almost burning on her skin. she thought about putting up a show to tease her but, oh, isn't she already far gone at this point?
once undressed, beidou let out a little smile and looked at her. "the black lingerie set... coincidentally, my favorite one." she said, running a single finger down her body, starting on her neck, going down to her covered breast, her belly and stopping right before her clothed pussy.
"p-please..." ningguang said, her voice coming out as a whisper.
"please what, darling?" beidou kept tracing her finger on the edges of ningguang's underwear.
"can you... undress... too? please?"
beidou chuckled. "only because you said please." after that, she stopped touching her and started undressing, her eyes never leaving ningguang, and ningguang's eyes never leaving beidou's body. she could feel her mouth salivate as each piece of fabric was being removed, revealing beidou's perfect body, hidden by her clothes.
once done, beidou climbed on the bed and sat on ningguang's thighs, her hands going straight to ningguang's waist and doing a little pattern: going from her waist, to her breasts, and back again to her waist. beidou bit her lip as she looked at ningguang's body. so perfect... and it's all mine. mine to kiss. mine to mark. mine to spank. mine to hurt. mine to own.
"c-captain... please... touch me..." beidou loved when ningguang called her captain during sex. she loved the thought of the fucking leader of a nation being so powerless under her.
"i am touching you, tianquan." beidou said with a smirk.
ningguang groaned and started touching her own boobs inside her bra, twisting her nipples and starting to roll her hips towards beidou. "f-fuck me, please... I've... been thinking about you... all day."
"oh, yeah? what were you thinking about?" beidou said, moving her hand towards ningguang's underwear, pulling it aside and licking her lips at the sight of ningguang's dripping pussy, aching for her. slowly, she took one finger and gently started circling her clit, making ningguang let out a few moans.
"j-just... you touching me... please, captain." ningguang said, rolling her eyes as the stimulation on her clit continued, making her roll her hips towards beidou again.
beidou smiled and moved on the bed, still rubbing ningguang's clit, but now they were facing each other. beidou caught ningguang's bottom lip between her teeth and lightly bit on it, making ningguang whimper. "don't need to sound so desperate about that." beidou rolled her eyes, faking annoyance.
"beidou... please."
"huh?" beidou stopped rubbing her clit, in order to take those same fingers towards ningguang's mouth, which made her start sucking on three of them while looking at beidou.
"it's capitan for you, did you forget? or are you so dumb that you can't even remember that?" beidou said, pushing her fingers deeper in ningguang's mouth, making her eyes tear up. ningguang denied with her head, in hope that beidou would show her a little mercy.
"oh, you didn't? because it looks like you did." beidou took her fingers out of ningguang's mouth - which caused a little bit of spit to come out, connecting her fingers to her tongue, something that beidou found weirdly arousing - taking her fingers back to ningguang's pussy, one finger circling her entrance a few times, then slowly pushing in, making ningguang arch her back.
it's been a while, after all. her fingers don't satisfy herself the way beidou's fingers do.
beidou started thrusting her finger in and out of ningguang, always making the little 'come here' movement inside of her, the one that always made ningguang moan the loudest.
"captain... p-please... more..." ningguang said, between moans and already out of breath.
"already want another one? archons, why are you acting like such a needy slut?" beidou said, but still added a second finger. "if the chamber wasn't so high up, I'd say you actually want people to hear you, hear how pathetic you sound for me." ningguang turned her head away, but beidou could see the blush starting to form on ningguang's face.
i knew it.
"oh... unless you're hoping that pretty little secretary of yours is hearing, right?" beidou whispered in her ear, and when ningguang tried to turn her head to hide her face even more, beidou added a third finger and grabbed ningguang by her hair, making her look right into beidou's eyes.
"you know she has a little crush on you, right? oh... I bet she's probably outside this door, rubbing her needy little pussy to the sounds her own boss is making... she must be so jealous, wishing she was here instead of me, don't you agree?" beidou licked from her neck to behind her ear, taking a little teasing bite.
"b-baishi... wouldn't."
"oh, she would. I bet all the women working here would. they probably heard us before... but that's what you want, right? you want them to know what a fucking whore you are? how you humiliate yourself for me?"
"c-captain i-" ningguang was breathless, trying to warn beidou about the weird pressure on her lower belly.
"answer."
"yes! yes... I want... them to know..." she said, barely being able to talk now.
"if I didn't know you any better, I'd say you would even ler them watch, dirty fucking whore." beidou suddenly slapped ningguang's face, making her let out a loud moan and arch her back, feeling the waves of pain and pleasure going down her body. god, she fucking missed that.
"yes, yes I would... fuck, I'm coming, I'm coming-" ningguang moaned, rolling her eyes and feeling both her legs tremble, looking down and seeing she was literally squirting for the first time in forever. beidou's fingers never stopped moving inside of her, and now her thumb joined her fingers, rubbing her clit, to make ningguang's orgasm even more overwhelming.
after all the waves of adrenaline have passed, ningguang's body finally relaxed on the bed as she tried to catch her breath, feeling herself become limp. beidou stayed there, rubbing ningguang's thigh, waiting for her to calm down.
"would... would you?" ningguang asked, grabbing beidou's attention. "would you... let them watch? or... at least one of them?"
beidou chuckled. "so you really are into that, huh?" ningguang shyly nodded. "it depends... would you let someone in my crew watch? she got a crush on me and she thinks i don't know."
"i would." ningguang answered, playfully dragging her foot on beidou's arm, making her grab it and put it down, getting between ningguang's legs and spreading them in the process, grabbing ningguang's attention.
"good." she smirked, her face centimeters above ningguang's pussy. "so now you better moan really fucking loud for dear baishi on the door, the night is far from over."
