[mossandmetaphor]

setting a place for myself

healing is letting myself have the good plates, even if they get a little dirty sometimes.

i picked myself out some new dishes today pretty pink ceramics; plates, bowls, & mugs i threw away the dull plastics, and thanked them for serving me through all of the mold i thought that genuine dishware would shame me for leaving it dirty, so i never bought any. why should i treat myself to something i wouldn't have the energy to actually take care of? setting a place for myself at the table for the first time and hearing the clink of my fork against the pink ceramic plate healed something in me that i didn't realize was so deeply broken

[mossandmetaphor]

i let him bruise me gently. i asked him not to stop.

delicate pressure

gasping for air while your sweet lips caress my neck so gently you’re so careful not to hurt me with the slightest touch you trace my skin, just barely brushing against me. leaving gentle bruises all down my neck and along my waist what is this feeling that consumes me i’m gasping for air

[mossandmetaphor]

every time the leaves change, she's on my mind

autumn never leaves

her leaves twirling as they fall you think of her every time the seasons change wishing the next one would embody her presence just as much as the last but in the spring her leaves grow back wishing they wouldn’t have fallen at all and you think of her every time the seasons change

[fayriequeene]

[mossandmetaphor]

soft eyes, sharp edges, and something he wont say

the gravity of him

i often wonder what's hidden in the depths of his eyes looking into them so deeply i could almost fall right in to the black hole  they have become what's in there? show me please

[mossandmetaphor]

somewhere between the reminder and the answer, i found home.

no more waiting

"can you remind me to-" "yes" he didn't let me finish but he didn't have to he already knows how to take care of me he does without question and with no concerns at all i've been waiting and waiting waiting my whole life for him