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Hey what’s up, tumblr peoples call me Soup. I have a second account called mostsoup2 where I post stuff about world things. I hope you’re well.

[mostsoup]

Please go check out my second blog, thank you

@mostsoup2

[mostsoup]

This being awake shit is really not for the faint of heart

[mostsoup]

As said before tumblr is basically a personal journal for me and I forget there are spectators here so this post is really just a journal entry anyone else please disregard

So my boyfriend stopped using Instagram right around the time we started dating and we just so happened to have matching profile pictures. The account was still active he just deleted the app and never used it.

But recently, he was able to open it again on his computer and has been using it again! But with this he changed his profile picture. And the picture looks great!! I love the new picture of him but there is a small part of me that’s like “aw now we don’t have matching profile pictures anymore:/“ but like that’s not even his fault because he didn’t know we had matching profile pictures in the first place anyways.

But now I’m like oh do I change my profile picture now? Is that like in-genuine because I’m changing mine in reaction to him changing his? I don’t even think I have a good enough picture of me now that would be profile worthy and do I even change it in the first place?

[biggest-gaudiest-poltergeist]

they seriously expected us to worship cops & soldiers when street cleaners and sanitation workers exist? fuck off i know who my heroes are

[mostsoup]

I keep opening and closing tumblr and Instagram like something will happen but it doesn’t. It doesn’t load, nothing loads. Like a tiger pacing its cage

[mostsoup]

No one talk to me I charged my iPod nano from when I was like 13 and I’m listening to Frank Ieros solo albums on it

[mostsoup]

But you know what SUCKS!?? And I think anyone with any type of neurodivergency will agree with me. It’s kind of fucked up that I have to go to therapy because other people can’t understand me. This isn’t me trying to excuse any of my behavior at all like I promise I really do try my best to learn when I’m wrong but more often than not im adjusting for other people and no one is adjusting for me. Sorry I didn’t understand your social cue I have the “doesn’t understand that social cue” disorder! And you know that!! Maybe you should STOP SENDING THAT SOCIAL CUE. Would you go up to a card only register and try to pay with cash?? NO! SO STOP DOING THAT TO ME. I DONT PROCESS THAT THE SAME WAY YOU DO

[mostsoup]

Thank goodness for tumblr because you know I can say almost anything here (obviously not like something crazy I’m just talking about personal feelings and using tumblr like an 11 year old with one of those locking diaries)

[punkrock-bottom]

If you stay up late to hang out with friends I don’t think you should have to be tired in the morning. I think it should be a freebie

[trufflesmushroom]

patricia lockwood has officially completed 6 years of her full 1000 year sentence

[trufflesmushroom]

patricia lockwood has officially completed 7 years of her full 1000 year sentence

[musashi]

Hey can you guys reblog Cheeseburger so he can take a sunbeam nap on lots of blogs. No other reason I just want you guys to see him.

[flork-of-cows-official]

burn out

[badpsychicadvice]

Internet hugs for anyone else out there dealing with burn out or other mental and/or physical issues that make it hard to interact right now

[mostsoup]

Look if I’m going to throw up that’s fine! I’m totally ok with that! But please make a decision, stop with this nauseous for hours to the point it causes and anxiety attack and now I’m even more nauseous nonsense. Either I throw up or I don’t. Pick one

[mostsoup]

It’s too expensive in this economy to sit in your car in a random parking lot and yearn anymore. What is a depressed girl supposed to do

[icecreamwithjackdaniels]

Henriëtte Ronner-Knip (Dutch–Belgian, 1821–1909), "Study of Eleven Cats" (details), 1904

[mostsoup]

A bathroom should never be hot unless I am taking a really hot shower. Bathrooms are meant to be cool. If I’m having a panic attack I need it to be cool do not put that added pressure on me by having a hot bathroom what is wrong with you

[mostsoup]

Hey genuine question, I hate this about me but I’m a bit of a jealous person. Not in a way where I want to take things away from others or I think they don’t deserve it!! Just in a way where sometimes I’ll feel left out or maybe undeserving and I was just curious if anyone like has anything to help like move away from that