The raven-haired Queen had always been very fond of Mordred. He was one of the most important person’s in her life, even though she had not seen him in years. She cared for him as she would ( or more ) for a son.
❝ My dear nephew, do not think so lowly of yourself. After all, my brother Arthur was as young as yourself once, perhaps even younger when he inherited the crown. A boy with no skills who managed to become, somehow, a proper king. Fighting skills matter, yes, but being wise can triumph over violence in a combat. ❞
Morgan had the same thoughts as him on one point: Arthur was indeed feeling guilty. That how her brother was. Acting rashly & on other people’s advice and then regretting it. Ah, Mordred deserved much more than his so-called pity.
❝ I do not doubt he will. And to be honest, I was hoping that when the time comes, you would be the one training him. Court is vile, and I fear my son is yet too innocent to realize it. However with you by his side, I wouldn’t have to fear for him. ❞
Besides, Mordred was the only one she ENTIRELY trusted at Arthur’s court. The other ones, she would not allow herself to trust. She would smile at them, laugh with them, but give her blessing & trust? NEVER.
Of course Morgan would not let him speak poorly of himself: for as long as he could remember, she always had something positive to say in response, and though it did not always succeed in its intended purpose, he appreciated her intentions nonetheless. He nodded, but voiced neither agreement nor rebuttal, for one would be a lie and the other would fall on deaf ears. He focused instead on his aunt’s request.
“If it is permitted me, I would be most honored, Aunt. At least where court is concerned, I have confidence in my ability to guide him. It can indeed be tricky to navigate, and even more so young and alone. Ywain will never want for the comfort of family here, that I can promise you.”
Much like Morgan, Mordred was always on his guard around anyone who was not family: even those whom he called his friends did not entirely have his trust. He knew better than to believe he had such a luxury, for so long as the gulf of what he was sat between himself and all the rest of them, he could never allow himself a moment of negligence.
“Did you have a pleasant journey? I know that the roads from Gore to Camelot can be treacherous this time of year, and even with the knights to keep the peace, there’s more to fear out there than just the weather.”