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LOA Disucssion & Results

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Final week of the June Self Concept Challenge!!

This week will be slightly longer as I'd like to finish this challenge right up to the last day of June but I'm also not bothered to create a whole dedicated affirmations week out of literally two days.

For this final week and a bit, I want to focus on some reassuring affirmations that I can look back to whenever I have any doubts.

Its okay if I don't see my manifestations appear quickly, that doesn't mean that they aren't coming.

If a long period of time has passed since I've decided on a desire being true that's okay, I can check myself to see if I am wavering anywhere but other than that, it does not mean that I am doing something wrong or that there is a lack of effort.

Affirming is simply reminding myself that what I desire is already true, it is not a measure of anything.

Doubts are fine as long as I notice them and flip the internal story immediately

I decide what is possible, impossible, necessary and unnecessary in manifestation. The only rule is to internally live as if what I desire is already true.

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Week 3 of the June self concept challenge!

I'm gonna be honest af i've been so lazy with my self concept affirmations lately but it's ok cause it's just coming from a place of knowing everything I need to know already so maybe it's a feeling of redundancy.

Anyways I'll still continue with the challenge since after all, shouldn't I should lead by example?

This week I want to focus on self concept around appearance "changes". (technically speaking, why should i call it an appearance change if im supposed to assume that I already have it?)

I can manifest my desired appearance effortlessly

I do not have to put physical effort into gaining my desired appearance

Everything I do benefits my desired appearance

Nothing can negatively impact my appearance

My lifestyle does not impact my appearance

I always have my desired appearance whether or not I've gotten myself ready

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Week 2 of the June Self Concept Challenge

Finished week 1!! I'll be honest I got a little lazy and tired of my affirmations by the weekend but I still managed to affirm for at least 10 minutes each day. I suppose I feel generally calmer about things that I'm trying to manifest now. Instead of panicking, spiraling, feeling existential failure whenever I see something undesirable in the 3D, I just immediately think to myself "Rightttt... well anyways [insert manifestation] right now" and try to move onto doing something else that I can place my focus on.

This week I'll be focusing on my self concept around SPs

SPs are an easy thing to manifest

Everyone is just me reflected out

SPs do not have free will

I can manifest an SP doing anything no matter what

The previous personality, traits, or actions of an SP do NOT matter when I need to manifest them doing something

SPs change their mindset to fit as soon as I assume anything about them

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Another mini success??

Okayy so like today I was gonna go hang out with my friend, and the plan was we'd meet up for a bit before he goes to gym, like an hour or so whatever, and then I'd go back home or whatever. BUT I was kinda iffy about the idea and was tryna think of things to do and people I could hang out with but I didn't rly wanna bother anyone.

Anyways as I'm going on the bus home, my friend starts ringing me telling me that his gym's locker room is closed or whatever so like he isn't going to gym in the end. So I hope off the bus we meet up and proceed to hang out for the next SIX HOURS!!

Also it was kinda rainy and terrible looking throughout the day but I just decided to ignore the rain and it kept coming back but it was really light and I didn't really care since it'd be sunny again a bit later. Soo I guess a little weather manifestation was thrown in too :P

But yeah actually had a really fun unexpected day out with my friend from something that was supposed to not even last 2 hours.

This one I wasn't really forcing any manifestation stuff it was more just that I wanted to have a really long hangout so it's up to you guys to decide if this counts or not! :-)

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Mini Success

So like last week while I was supposed to be studying for exams, I was scrolling on tiktok instead of course. And I kept getting tiktoks about sushi on tiktok... specifically crunchy sushi rolls. And yeah I just began craving sushi rolls and decided that I could just manifest having sushi and maybe but preferably a really crunchy roll too!

Anyway last week on friday my mom mentioned grabbing sushi after work but decided not to because it was too warm outside and idk she just didn't want to carry warm sushi around I guess, understandable.

Yesterday my dad and I were thinking of places to go for dinner since today was my mom's birthday, and he mentioned pizza and some other restaurants, but also sushi. I said that I was fine with anything but I kinda leaned in with the sushi so we ended up on deciding to go there. My mom was actually really happy with the idea in the end.

We end up going there today but we're running late and my mom mentions something that she got a message or smth (im not really sure) that our reserved table might be given away. Anyway I don't really care cause I KNOW that we're getting that sushi anyways.

We go in, we have our table thankfully, and I check the menu and see that it's updated. GUESS WHAT I SEE??? A NEW ROLL WHERE ITS FRIED ALL AROUND THE RICE!!! It was sososo good I loved it sooo much it finally satisfied that craving I had <3

Anyway here's the proof just so I can flex xoxo

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Week 1 Self Concept Challenge Affirmations

In case you want to join the challenge I mentioned in my previous post but have no idea what to work on or need some ideas for affirmations, then I'll be posting weekly the affirmations that I'm using throughout the week.

This week I want to focus on my self concept around manifesting. Here are my affirmations:

I always know that all of my manifestations are already done.

I never feel as if I need to check the 3D for confirmation that my manifestations are working.

Whatever is happening in the 3D does not affect me.

I know that I can manifest literally ANYTHING no matter what.

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June Self Concept Challenge!

Since I'm now on break from school and have more time for myself, I have decided to set a self concept challenge for myself throughout all of June. You're all free to join me on this challenge if you wish.

Rules:

Every day I must at least spend 10 minutes focusing on positive self concept affirmations.

When I'm doing these affirmations I should not focus on manifesting things but instead the stories I hold around those things. E.g. If I realise that I often think that I cannot get my SP because I'm not good looking enough, I'll spend 10 minutes correcting that and telling myself positive affirmations against that.

No tiktok!! I just find that with the way that tiktok is designed, it's so easy for me to fall into an hour long session of looking through LOA advice which ultimately ends up in me having even more doubts than I ever did. It's also literally soo draining and I find it hard to get out of the scroll once I start so whenever I get that urge to go on tiktok I'll try go on a walk, play sudoku or something, or just stare at a wall until I think of something more interesting to do.

I've heard nothing but good results from those who worked on their self concept so now that I'm off from school, I think it's the perfect time to focus on my mental diet as there's no external constant stress now.

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I affirmed “I’m gorgeous, I’m popular, everyone wants to be my friend, I’m likable and approachable”

For 3 days every time I took a shower (roughly a 30 mins saturation session), and by day 2 a random girl blurted out “hey, you’re gorgeous!” before taking my order. Then today a girl I’ve heard of but never met smiled and said “omg I’m so excited to meet you!” And THEN I heard through the grapevine that a girl told one of my family members that I’m “so approachable” and “easy to talk to” and she’s “grateful for my friendship.”

SELF CONCEPT BABY SELF CONCEPT I TELL YOU

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Guess who locked in and keeps getting what they want?? Me of course.

Things I manifested today/also in general

- Not getting English homework, we just barely finished the chapter so we’ll be finishing it tomorrow and only then getting homework.

- Free Irish class, we did work in the first bit but then in the last 20 or 15 min the teacher got distracted

- Free applied maths, too many people were out so our teacher just let us do whateverrr

- I didn’t get a free french but it was basically free cause we just had to write translations for vocab and I only got asked one question during the entire class so I was able to relax at the back for the entire class.

- Didn’t get a free maths but we did little work and I was mostly just drawing emojis with my friend the entire time so as you can tell not much work was going on in that class.

- There was supposed to be a maths test which i was rly stressed about cause I also have a chem test tomorrow but she ended up telling us theres no test tomorrow. I didnt affirm for this but everything happens in my favour anyways so like interpret this one however you wish.

- Didn’t get free chemistry but once again we did such little work for the entire class and i was mostly just talking with sp the entire time cause the work was easyy

- Warmer weather today, yesterday was really windy and a bit cold so I basically decided that it’s actually really nice weather instead and then today we got sunny weather all day

- More chemistry between SP and I, over this and last week we’ve been more stuck to each other, he’s gone out of his way to physically help me with small things, he sometimes leans in close to check my work and makes sure that im understanding everything in class, and he’s also rubbed my back and arm once or twice.

- Becoming a bit detached from SP, I was really obsessed with him and it was starting to feel unhealthy so i decided that im no longer the obsessed one cause he is instead and I found myself thinking the other day if I actually want to be with him as if he hasn’t been on my mind for months.

Hope this motivates you to keep persisting <3

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Not doing too well recently so don't expect too many posts but I'm still being persistent in my manifestations no matter what. Here's what I'm currently manifesting and the progress I've seen.

SP - He messages me way more out of the blue and he's always the one to ask me first if I wanna hop on call with him. When he was on holidays he was messaging me pretty much daily and he even tried to bring his laptop so we could play together while he's gone but unfortunately he had poor wifi so we didn't end up calling at all while he was gone. When he was on a trip for the past three days just now, he was messaging me daily as well and updating me about stuff happening throughout the day.

Hair - Over spring break it always looked so greasy even the next day after washing it but now I think that it's starting to be less of an annoyance and it doesn't look as bad after day, although that could be because I'm now putting some sort of product in my hair daily whether that is hair spray or dry shampoo but still, I'm happy nonetheless for now.

Dreams - Focusing on having strong dream recall + having lucid dreams every night. This is a new thing I'm starting so not much progress yet. There's a certain method I want to try with this one so I'll let you guys know about the method once I figure it out and have results.

General - Today I wanted something I like for dinner so before dinner I affirmed that I always have food I love for dinner. Ended up having nachos, I had no clue that I was going to have nachos. Could just be coincidental but thats up to you to decide.

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thinking if i should try manifest this one homophobic & transphobic guy away from school... he already gets in trouble and shit a lot of the time so I could just manifest he gets kicked out, drops out, or whatever else may happen, doesn't really matter how things end up working out as long as he's gone. I already have proof that it's possible since he isn't a good student from what I've heard and seen.

Also for anyone who's gonna be the moral police, i'm not tryna kill him off or anything, he just needs to be gone from this school. The last thing I need rn is to listen to shitty transphobic and homophobic arguments at 10am on a thursday. Also he deserves it, the teacher tried explaining to him how his views are wrong and he just wouldn't listen to the teacher...

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Mini success story

Okay so I woke up this morning tired as fuuckkk, like so tired that I didn't have the energy to eat a proper full breakfast I just wanted to get some extra time to lay down in bed before I have to leave the house. Now the thing is my dad makes breakfast for me before I wake up so it's not like I can just decide to make something simple for breakfast. So when I was called to come downstairs I was affirming that I'm actually having nutella croissants for breakfast. Guess what I see on the table when I come downstairs.

(Nutella croissants)

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Things I'm manifesting

22/03/26

Not having to text SP first (He always wants to message me)

Clear skin

Hair never looking greasy no matter what

Lots of free classes at school this week

Not being picked up on Thursday so I can hang out with SP after school