autumn!

19! trying my fucking best!

[motionlessautumn]

am i going to start journaling again???

[motionlessautumn]

my ex that i dated for almost two years that i broke up with exactly a year ago texted me this long ass message- and he apologized for everything and admitted to what he did and i’m so very confused.

[roboraqtor-deactivated20240730]

Anyone I talk to irl just... I talk about feeling alone alot and wishing i had friends but ppl just automatically go like "Oh well having no friends I'd great atually because-" or "I only talk to my friends once a year" makes me so sad and feel worse no one understands.

I just wish someone would text me like 'wana go to this restaurant randomly or take our dogs to the park or go to the forest' but I have no one. Ppl telling me it's better to have no friends or that the only friends you should have are ones you barely talk to is so upsetting. Like ik being an adult is depressing in general but fuck it's so god damn lonely the feeling is crushing. Guess I'll die

[motionlessautumn]

felt this one

[bombing-daisies]

The game “unpacking” is absolutely dangerous; I played for 2 HOURS AFTER DOWNLOADING IT

[motionlessautumn]

i played it on my laptop and finished it in 3 oops it was so cute and i loved it

[motionlessautumn]

i finished the game unpacking in 3 hours and i loved every second of it- if anyone has any games suggestions like it please let me know!!

[motionlessautumn]

i just bought cozy grove. im excited!

[emmelyy]

What would you do if you know you could not fail?

[motionlessautumn]

speak up for myself

[sufjamstevens]

i think it would be neat if i could maintain a healthy sleeping schedule for more than a week someday

[motionlessautumn]

feel this one

[stringovpearls]

Looking back at my old blog makes me feel so gross and also embarrassed but then I remeber I was literally just a depressed 15 year old desperate for any interaction including negative ones from my edgy posts and I feel less embrassed.

[motionlessautumn]

i have so many different accounts and side blogs and i just came back to this one and its so weird? theres so much of my history and growth connected to my blogs and i feel so much for the person i used to be. im so fucking different now and honestly, thats terrifying

[girlragout]

february is weird and chaotic 

[motionlessautumn]

february isnt real

[motionlessautumn]

in 2021 i got out of a mentally abusive relationship and im so fucking proud of myself

i overcame sexually assault and i am healing

[motionlessautumn]

2022 is getting rid of the people who purposely try to make you feel guilty

[motionlessautumn]

I just started reading a winters promise by christelle dabos- has anyone read the mirror visitor series? what did you think?

[motionlessautumn]

its the constant feeling of not belonging anywhere for me 

[motionlessautumn]

i used to write like my life depended on it. what the fuck happened 

[talkhistorytome]

White wedding dresses weren’t popularized until 1840, and before that the color was mostly worn for mourning. But Mary, Queen of Scots had a fondness for the color and insisted on wearing a white dress for her wedding.

[jimjammio]

I couldn’t resist. Din is having a day. I haven’t stopped screaming about this ep, arts will be happening.