~Eyes of the world~

Twenty-five. Alaska. Stoked on the simple things in life.

[mountainannieak]

So help me Jesus pray over me for starting a business with my mother

I am getting a lot of “ok” texts to things or misspelling to guests etc etc etc

[mountainannieak]

A lot of my year long dreams are coming true at the same time and it’s making me feel weird

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I want a softer life but I’m not a soft person so how the fuck is that supposed to work out

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My littlest nugget started daycare this week and it has been an adjustment. He has been nursing all night every night. My older son is also having a hard time at daycare. Before we were able to push through drop off and distract him but now the second we park he F R E A K S out, starts screaming and crying and barely will go inside the building.

I still think I’m going to take a break from work this fall but the guilt I have both ways makes it difficult.

[mountainannieak]

All of my work photos are of storm drains

[mountainannieak]

*but* at least the work trip was cool

[mountainannieak]

As a rule of thumb if your baby is still nursing or bottle fed you should not have to go on work trips

[mountainannieak]

Ironic that one of the most remote Alaska beaches I’ve been to is the most trashed

[mountainannieak]

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Six years ago my dad passed away. This is how we celebrate.

[mountainannieak]

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My anxiety is very high rn

Too much drinking lately

I made some bad purchases and regret them

Blah

[mountainannieak]

My anxiety is very high rn

Too much drinking lately

I made some bad purchases and regret them

Blah

[mountainannieak]

Broooooooooooo less than 9 hours left of solo parenting. Why do I do this to myself! It’s been so long!!! Two months?! wtf is wrong with us

[mountainannieak]

What’s it like being a boy mom you ask?

[todaysdocument]

Eklutna Dams and Lake, June 28, 1951 (14)

Record Group 447: Records of the Alaska Power AdministrationSeries: Eklutna Power Project PhotographsFile Unit: Various Eklutna Power Project Photographs [1 of 4] 

This photograph includes the following: Photographer: Athearn; Type: BW-N (Black and White Negative) Caption: Eklutna Creek entering Eklutna Lake 

[givememtnspls]

I am so homesick, I will never be able to put it into words.