[wordsnquotes]

I Love You All. You guys will never know how grateful I am to you all. Back in 2014 I almost killed myself but then Ivanna and these blogs happened. Ever since that day, I dedicated my life to the love of my life Ivanna and all you wonderful people. 

Thank you. I genuinely can’t thank you enough for supporting me and my blogs on your dash. 

I know how much hard work goes into running an active blog, so I must take this opportunity to thank all literature and quote blogs. 

Thank You!

we love and respect you @violentwavesofemotion ,  @larmoyante , you guys are amazing and @quotemadness I always thought you are pretty smart for doing what you did and we are not half as mad as you may think we are, Just keep on sharing mate, after all, we do this to spread the power of words and quotes. 

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

There comes a day when you realise turning the page is the best feeling in the world, because you realise there’s so much more to the book than the page you were stuck on.

Zayn Malik (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[mountainwalkslifetalks-blog]

March 6th

I can’t believe it’s March already. Life updates:

-Chris and I broke up the morning of Valentine’s Day. I have buried my feelings deep deep deep down and at moments like this (12:30am on a Tuesday) they come to the surface. There’s this quiet yet very strong voice telling me we will never talk again, and that voice is the reason I’ve forced myself to move on so quickly (despite the fact that I miss him a lot) 

-I met Tyler two or so days after things ended with Chris. Tyler treats me so, so well. But we’ve only been on two dates and it’s also just too soon for me to jump into something else right now. 

-Julian moves to Atlantan next week to work remotely

-I need to move in less than a month when my lease is up 

[melisica]

[love]

– if no one has ever told you, (via pinterest)

[wordsnquotes]

Just because someone desires you, it does not mean that they value you. Read it over. Again. Let those words resonate in your mind.

Nayyirah Waheed  |  @wordsnquotes (via wordsnquotes)

[lovelysuggestions]

look, tomorrow you will wake up and feel a bit better, a bit calmer. you are going to figure things out eventually, it dosnt have to all be done tonight. take a deep breath, relax your shoulders, and get some rest. you will manage.

[mountainwalkslifetalks-blog]

February 5th, 2018

In a very unexpected turn of events, Chris broke up with me tonight. And something tells me this fourth time is the final time. He seems unphased by all of it, like he isn’t losing someone he cares about. I poured my heart out to him many times and he didn’t say much back. 

[ambiguities]

via weheartit

[teenageers]

just do it

[olearypoetry]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Forgive yourself for accepting less than you deserved - but don’t do it again.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[mountainwalkslifetalks-blog]

February 4th

Today is Supebowl Sunday: Pats vs. Eagles

It’s also the day I’m ending things with Chris. He ended up texting me on New Year’s day. I saw him twice in January and that was it. That means in 3 months, we saw each other 3 times. I can’t continue talk to him all day every day (literally) but know that he only sees me as a friend. I’ve cried over it a few times already this weekend. I don’t want to end it and I already miss him, but it hurts so badly not ever seeing him. I know we want different things. I have to let him go, even if I don't want to. 

[mountainwalkslifetalks-blog]

December 31, 2017

Today is New Year’s Eve. It’s my third one in Denver and my third one without plans. I really dislike today of all days of the year, but I am trying so hard not to be sad. I also just don’t like the idea of “tomorrow is a brand new start, everything will be great!” I know I’m also very nervous because 2018 is full of big changes, me leaving Denver being the biggest of those. 

It was a good year. I moved in with Amanda, then later got an apartment by myself for the first time ever. I was with Chris for 7 months (even though that ended badly.) I have a job I genuinely like. 

I miss Chris, despite the fact that we’ve been broke up for a month. It hurts knowing he probably doesn’t think about me, since he’s the one who ended things and said he had been wanting to be over for two months. The sadness that still lingers really hurts, but he’s the one that told me “It’ll hurt short-term, but long term it’s better we’re not together.” So I repeat that to myself. If he can be strong and move on, so can I. 

[uncannyclarity-deactivated20210]

Let go, or be dragged.

Zen proverb (via purplebuddhaproject)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Go and love someone exactly as they are. then, watch how they transform into the greatest truest version of themselves. when one feels seen and appreciated in their own essence, one is instantly empowered.

Wes Angelozzi (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[meanwhilepoetry]

One day you will find someone who doesn’t look at you and see only the broken pieces. Instead they will see the light that shines through those cracks. They will help you grow flowers within those pieces of you that you assume will never live or breathe or grow again.

One day you will find someone who doesn’t allow you to see only the worst in yourself. Instead they will show you the same reflection in the mirror that you have come to hate so much and show you the flecks of gold that you have constantly missed seeing in your own eyes, the beauty of your soul as it resides inside your face, the softness inside your heart that glows so beautifully through.

One day you will find someone who shows you that everything that scares you can be defeated. They stand by you and hand you the weapons that will defeat your demons, never once trying to fix you, instead giving you the confidence that you can and you will fix yourself. They are the person who will cheer you on the most, never feeling insecure of your successes, instead encouraging you to grow more successful everyday.

One day you will find someone who will aid you to become the best version of yourself. They show you how brave you truly are and give you perspective on the things that have tried to destroy you. They let you fall apart when you need to and help you piece yourself back together again. Their love for you gets you through everything.

One day you will find someone who brings you healing. They take your hand and walk besides you on this path which you think you are completely alone on. They allow you to take in everything around you at your own pace and at your own time. And most importantly they help you to evolve into the person you need to be. They help you become the hero in your own story.

Nikita Gill, One Day You Will Find Someone Who Brings You Healing