𝙻𝙰𝙳𝙾 𝚂𝚄𝚁 𝚂𝙸𝙴𝙼𝙿𝚁𝙴.

people   say   you   can’t   drink   your   troubles   away.         i   say   you’re   just   not   drinkin’   enough!         i   guess   that’s   it            —            not   much   left   to   say   really.         except         .   .   .         time’s   precious.         don’t   fucking   waste   it.         have   a   good   time.         i   sure   as   hell   did.

[moved-shamedlives]

#𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙼𝙴𝙳𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙴𝚂:         Private,   selective      &      mutuals   only   independent   writing   blog   for   MULTIPLE   MUSES   from   the   SHAMELESS   universe.      Completely   adored   by   Hope.

𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗗.              𝗢𝗣𝗘𝗡  𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗦.              𝗠𝗢𝗕𝗜𝗟𝗘  𝗠𝗨𝗦𝗘  𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗧.

OTHER   BLOGS   YOU'LL   FIND   ME   ON.

@northsalpha,         @letterslegacy,         @hellsbelas,         @harvellepatriarch,         @slayedlives,         @karatelives,         @dduquette,         @gllghrlegacy,         @ripperlegacy,         @saviormatriarch,         @savedl1ves,         @theirlivess,         @shamedlives,         @spprtstaff,         @revengelegacy,         @huntedlives      &      @riiskedlives.

[moved-shamedlives]

you   can   consider   this   blog   officially   archived!      i   have   moved   all   my   strongest   shameless   muses   to   their   own   blogs   which   can   be   found   here;      sierra   morton      (   @spprtstaff   ),      fiona   gallagher      (   @gllghrlegacy   ),      lip   gallagher      (   @lipgllghr   ),      carl   gallagher      (   @godsmstke   )      and   mickey   &   mandy   milkovich      (   @mlkobitch   ).      none   of   the   others   were   screeching   out   to   me   so   i   think   closing   this   blog   to   focus   on   them   and   others   is   best   for   now!

[mlkobitch]

IF   YOU   ARE   IN   THE   MILKOVICH   FAMILY         .   .   .         IF   YOU’RE   IN   THE   CIRCLE?            ―            THEY’LL   DO   𝙰𝙽𝚈𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶   FOR   YOU.         THEY’LL   𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐑   FOR   YOU.

[moved-shamedlives]

you   can   consider   this   blog   officially   archived!      i   have   moved   all   my   strongest   shameless   muses   to   their   own   blogs   which   can   be   found   here;      sierra   morton      (   @spprtstaff   ),      fiona   gallagher      (   @gllghrlegacy   ),      lip   gallagher      (   @lipgllghr   ),      carl   gallagher      (   @godsmstke   )      and   mickey   &   mandy   milkovich      (   @mlkobitch   ).      none   of   the   others   were   screeching   out   to   me   so   i   think   closing   this   blog   to   focus   on   them   and   others   is   best   for   now!

[moved-shamedlives]

you   can   consider   this   blog   officially   archived!      i   have   moved   all   my   strongest   shameless   muses   to   their   own   blogs   which   can   be   found   here;      sierra   morton      (   @spprtstaff   ),      fiona   gallagher      (   @gllghrlegacy   ),      lip   gallagher      (   @lipgllghr   ),      carl   gallagher      (   @godsmstke   )      and   mickey   &   mandy   milkovich      (   @mlkobitch   ).      none   of   the   others   were   screeching   out   to   me   so   i   think   closing   this   blog   to   focus   on   them   and   others   is   best   for   now!

[moved-shamedlives]

you   can   consider   this   blog   officially   archived!      i   have   moved   all   my   strongest   shameless   muses   to   their   own   blogs   which   can   be   found   here;      sierra   morton      (   @spprtstaff   ),      fiona   gallagher      (   @gllghrlegacy   ),      lip   gallagher      (   @lipgllghr   ),      carl   gallagher      (   @godsmstke   )      and   mickey   &   mandy   milkovich      (   @mlkobitch   ).      none   of   the   others   were   screeching   out   to   me   so   i   think   closing   this   blog   to   focus   on   them   and   others   is   best   for   now!

[godsmstke-a]

I   AM   NOT   A   RELIGIOUS   MAN,    BUT   EVERY   NOW   AND   THEN?            ―            A   𝙲𝙷𝙸𝙻𝙳   COMES   ALONG   WHO   MAKES   ME   BELIEVE   IN   THE   EXISTENCE   OF   𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐀𝐍.

[caretkr-a]

MY   MOTHER’S   BIPOLAR       .   .   .       AND   MY   FATHER’S   AN   ALCOHOLIC      &      AN   ADDICT.      he   takes   what   he   pleases   and   offers   nothing.      𝚗𝚘   𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚢      /      𝚗𝚘   𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝.            ―            I’VE   DONE   WHAT   I   COULD   TO   HELP   RAISE   MY   SIBLINGS.      𝐈   𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇   𝐈   𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃’𝐕𝐄   𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄   𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.     i’m   not   asking   for   your   pity   or   your   admiration         .   .   .         i   just   want   to   be   able   to   give   these   kids   EVERYTHING   they   deserve,      BECAUSE   THEY’RE   GREAT   KIDS      &      THEY   DESERVE   BETTER.

[whipsmrt]

LIP   ONCE   WALKED   ABOUT   EIGHTY   MILES   TRYING   TO   FIND   A   G.I   JOE   I   LEFT   ON   THE   TRAIN.      i   was   six      .   .   .      it   was   my   𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎   toy.            ―            lip   somehow   got   ahold   of   a   map   of   the   l,      he   got   on   the   phone.      he   started   making   calls   and   found   out   where   the   train   would   be      &      when.      my   parents   wouldn’t   give   him   the   cash   to   take   the   train,      𝐒𝐎   𝐇𝐄   𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐊   𝐎𝐅𝐅   𝐎𝐍   𝐅𝐎𝐎𝐓.      he   walked   EIGHTY   CITY   BLOCKS   down   to   midway,     talked   the   conductor   guy   into   searching   the   trains         .   .   .         FOUND   MY   TOY.      walked   eighty   blocks   back.            ―            HE   DID   THAT   𝙰𝙻𝙻   𝙱𝚈   𝙷𝙸𝙼𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵.      he   figured   that   out   at   seven   years   old.

[moved-shamedlives]

you   can   consider   this   blog   officially   archived!      i   have   moved   all   my   strongest   shameless   muses   to   their   own   blogs   which   can   be   found   here;      sierra   morton      (   @spprtstaff   ),      fiona   gallagher      (   @gllghrlegacy   ),      lip   gallagher      (   @lipgllghr   ),      carl   gallagher      (   @godsmstke   )      and   mickey   &   mandy   milkovich      (   @mlkobitch   ).      none   of   the   others   were   screeching   out   to   me   so   i   think   closing   this   blog   to   focus   on   them   and   others   is   best   for   now!

[moved-shamedlives]

i’ve   been   giving   this   a   long   think      &      i   think   ultimately         .   .   .         fiona,      sierra,      carl,      mickey      &      lip   are   my   strongest   muses.      fiona      &      sierra   already   have   their   own   blogs   at      @gllghrlegacy      &      @spprtstaff.      i’m   off   work   until   thursday   now,      so   my   mission   over   the   next   couple   of   days   is   to   move   these    guys   to   their   own   spaces.      i   will,      of   course,      keep   this   blog   running.

[moved-shamedlives]

i   hate   myself.   i   want   to   give   carl   and   lip   their   own   blogs   like   i   don't   have   enough........

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR ANGSTY CONVERSATIONS *  a collection of things you never want to hear

you never told me that. i can't believe you never told me.

what difference does it make?

no, no, no, don't leave me! please!

i failed you. is that what you want me to say?

was it all a lie? all this time?

so... when do you leave? what time? so i can be ready.

why did it take you so long to tell me? how long have you been holding this in?

i was wrong.

is this it? is this all there is?

at least give me one last dance.

all the exits are blocked. we're trapped.

there's too much blood.

you're the worst person i've ever met.

you're just as broken as i am.

i really thought we could work things out.

so stupid of me to think you actually cared.

you're just going to carry on and pretend like everything's fine when it's not fine.

go on without me. i can handle this.

don't tell me i'm too late.

i told you to leave me alone.

there's no use in trying anymore. it's over.

i should have known. i should have known all along.

i need you to be honest with me. tell me the truth. i deserve the truth.

you failed me.

i wish i never met you.

it's over. go home.

i feel something broken inside me. you can't fix it. no one can.

just take some deep breaths. in and out. you're gonna be fine.

you used to be better than this.

there's no way out.

what the hell was that for?

if you stay here, you'll die. do you understand?

how dare you speak to me like that!

am i too late?

you have to believe me. i didn't mean for this to happen.

i used to think you were perfect. i guess i was wrong.

so this is how it ends? just like that?

we're running out of time.

when were you going to tell me the truth?

how long has it been since we spoke? feels like years.

when did this start? how long has this been going on?

you never really loved me. it was all fake.

who was that? why were they here? why did you let them in?

i came as fast as i could.

what the hell did you think would happen?

can i even trust you?

i don't know who i am anymore.

i can't lose you again.

you are my biggest regret.

what good will it do?

just keep pressure on the wound, okay?

how could you do this to me?

i said get out! get out of here!

i'm never speaking to you again.

i tried to stop it!

you're so fucking stupid.

it's never been okay.

good riddance.

get out of here! i'll handle this!

i can't believe you. i can't believe you did this to me.

you were a good person once. i looked up to you.

i never should have listened to you. i'm such a fool.

don't lie to me! i know when you're lying!

why the hell did you do that?

i've never been wanted. not really. not by anyone.

i never loved you.

i've been dealing with this my whole life.

it was all a lie.

you forgot my birthday.

i'm a monster.

you actually believed that shit?

you think i would just stick around and let you treat me like that?

are you actually leaving?

can i kiss you one last time?

i can't believe i gave up my life for you. i gave up everything for you.

i can't lose you, too!

for what it's worth, there's no one i would rather fight alongside.

hang on for me, all right? don't leave me. please don't go.

i deserve better than this. i deserve better than you.

good! get out of here! i didn't want you here anyway!

i made it up as i went along.

things are going to get worse before they get better.

i don't think we're getting out of this alive.

we're not gonna make it.

get the fuck out of my face.

i don't think i'm meant to be loved.

[spprtstaff-a]

YOUR  LIFE  AIN'T  GONNA  BE  NOTHING  LIKE  MY  LIFE.    (  ©️  )

[caretkr-a]

she   wasn’t   here!         𝐬𝐡𝐞   𝐰𝐚𝐬   𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫   𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞!         she   left!         i   was   nine!         nine      &      taking   care   of   you.         𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠   𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞   𝐨𝐟   𝐚𝐥𝐥   𝐨𝐟   𝐮𝐬.         i   was   in   fourth   grade   dragging   your   ass,      passed   out,      in   from   the   yard   so   you   wouldn’t   freeze   to   death.         staying   up   all   night   with   ian   when   he   had   chicken   pox.         i   washed   carl’s   shitty   diapers!         i   picked   lice   out   of   liam’s   hair!         and   i   was   here   when   debbie   got   her   first   period.         not   monica.            —            me.      (   ©️   )

[moved-shamedlives]

their   blogs   aren’t   anywhere   near   finished,      but   fiona      &      sierra   can   now   be   found   on   @gllghrlegacy      &      @spprtstaff.         please   feel   free   to   still   answer   their   threads   as   i   will   carry   them   over!

[moved-shamedlives]

a   small   psa:            i   suddenly   feel   the   urge   to   organise   my   blogs   a   little   better,   which   means   i’m   going   to   be   moving   some   of   my   stronger   muses   to   their   own   personal   blogs      &      keeping   my   other   muses   on   their   rightful   multis.      i’m   also   going   to   be   unfollowing   any   who   isn’t   a   mutual         .   .   .         it’s   nothing   personal!      it   just   helps   me   know   i’m   following   blogs   who   want   me   to   interact      /      send   memes,   etc.      the   muses   i’ll   be   moving   to   their   own   blogs   here   are:      fiona   gallagher      &      sierra   morton.