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I   AM   NOT   A   FUNCTION   ON   YOUR   PERSONAL   JOURNEY   TOWARD   ENLIGHTENMENT.      I'M   A   HUMAN   FUCKING   BEING   WITH   ISSUES.

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#spprtstaff      :      independent,  selective    &    mutuals  only  writing  blog  for  sierra  rose  rivera  morton  from  showtime’s  shameless  (us)  fandom.  their  character  has  been  created  around  both  canon  and  personal  headcanons.  tortured  regularly  by  hope.  est.  march  2023,  but  i’ve  been  writing  her  a  lot  longer.  please  be  aware  this  blog  will  contain  themes  around  child  neglect,  domestic  abuse,  teen  pregnancy,  toxic  relationships,  the  murder  of  a  parent  and  dating  an  an  abusive  addict.

a  character  exploration  into      →      being  everybody’s  caretaker    /    warmth    /    learning  to  love  yourself  again    /    missing  bedtime  stories  to  put  dinner  on  the  table    /    courage    /    soft  touch    /    naive  heart    /    frayed  sweater  cuffs    /    standing  up  to  your  fears    /    justice    /    a  good  mom.

i.  CARRD.    ii.  HEADCANONS.    iii.  MEMES.    iv.  BLOGS.    v.  PLAYLIST.

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THIS  BLOG  IS  NOW  ARCHIVED.  YOU  CAN  FIND  SIERRA  ON  HER  NEW  BLOG  AT:  @spprtstaff

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consider  this  a  fresh  new  starter  call  for  one  beloved  mama  bear.  i’m  posting  these  throughout  my  accounts  to  get  me  active  again,  so  they  may  take  me  a  few  days  to  get  through,  but  the  muse  is  real    &    i  can’t  wait  to  start  writing  again.  i’ve  even  finally  written  up  some  of  her  verses    (  as  well  as  re  -  done  her  background  )    so  you’re  welcome  to  specify  one  that  catches  your  eye.  they  aren’t  fully  finished,  however,  and  if  you  don’t  see  your  fandom  there,  i  will  work  around  it  because  i  have  plenty  more  living  inside  my  head  rent-free.

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consider  this  a  fresh  new  starter  call  for  one  beloved  mama  bear.  i’m  posting  these  throughout  my  accounts  to  get  me  active  again,  so  they  may  take  me  a  few  days  to  get  through,  but  the  muse  is  real    &    i  can’t  wait  to  start  writing  again.  i’ve  even  finally  written  up  some  of  her  verses    (  as  well  as  re  -  done  her  background  )    so  you’re  welcome  to  specify  one  that  catches  your  eye.  they  aren’t  fully  finished,  however,  and  if  you  don’t  see  your  fandom  there,  i  will  work  around  it  because  i  have  plenty  more  living  inside  my  head  rent-free.

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PROMPTS FOR THE MORNING AFTER *  adjust as necessary, nsfw implied

this... isn't my bed.

i'll make us breakfast.

wait, how long have you been here?

did you stay the night?

you're so beautiful like this.

did i give you that hickey?

don't get up. stay right here.

kiss me again.

nice bedhead.

are you... wearing anything?

this was a bad idea.

i've wanted to do that forever.

did you enjoy it?

i did a number on your back. sorry about that.

is this your shirt?

maybe you should go.

i had a great time.

if you stay, i'll make us coffee.

i shouldn't have stayed over.

come back here. please?

i've never been like that with anyone before.

there's a bra on the ceiling fan.

did we... actually...?

we could do it again, if you want.

you made me feel... incredible.

was it... okay?

you look beautiful in my bed.

what do you remember?

was i too loud?

you can borrow my shirt.

i guess this makes us more than friends.

this can't be happening.

i could spend the day just like this, right here with you.

is that a hickey?

this was just for fun. it doesn't mean we're together.

this wasn't supposed to happen.

should we talk about it?

what time is it? i'm late for work.

how long have you been awake?

i remember... everything.

we should do that again sometime.

i think we cuddled.

that was the best night of my life.

what parts do you remember?

why don't you stay for breakfast?

was it good for you?

the sex was great.

how do you like your eggs?

are we still friends?

sorry, i've got morning breath.

i'd really like to keep seeing you.

i'm glad i invited you in.

finally... fucking finally.

please don't leave the bed.

don't make fun of me if i walk funny.

this doesn't mean anything.

my friends are never going to believe this.

i don't even know who i was last night.

no one's ever taken care of me like that.

let me help you clean up.

maybe we should forget this even happened.

i'm just going to... leave.

you said some wild things last night.

you're wearing my shirt.

maybe we could make this a regular thing.

am i blushing? i'm blushing, aren't i.

where did i put my glasses?

your clothes are in the living room.

i need a shower.

your hair's a mess.

you make a great pillow.

i thought we agreed this would ruin our relationship.

did i do something wrong?

we were pretty loud.

do you want me to leave?

i asked you to stay the night.

i bet your neighbors hate us.

stay like this.

well, that's one way to bounce back.

what about round two?

don't let go of me.

why don't you join me in the shower?

we can't keep doing this.

we're fucked, aren't we.

how long have i been asleep?

i tried to keep feelings out of this. i really did.

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PROMPTS FOR CHECK INS *  assorted dialogue for checking with someone to see if they're okay, find out what's going on, etc etc., adjust as necessary

do you have everything you need for your trip?

how have you been since i last saw you?

pretty sure you never told me what happened.

while you're doing that, why don't you fill me in?

you're the only person that cares to ask how i am.

when's the last time you slept?

i won't tell a soul if you tell me what happened.

i just want to make sure you're okay.

i haven't spoken to you in quite some time.

could you give me a rundown of what happened?

i'd like to know what's going on.

what am i walking into?

it's not as bad as it looks.

you can trust me with the truth.

let me take a look at your injury.

you haven't slept in days. i can tell.

thank you for checking on me.

are you feeling better than you were the last time i saw you?

i'm just checking on you.

not trying to bug you. just wanted to know what's going on.

at least fill me in before you go.

walk me through what we're dealing with.

i hear you've got a plan?

do you need anything?

you can tell me anything.

i'll live.

let me grab you something to drink.

thank you for asking how i am.

when's the last time you ate?

that wound doesn't look too good.

would you relax for a second? i'm just checking on you.

that was a lie. try again and tell me the truth this time.

you're forgetting how well i know you.

you can't lie to me. i know all your tells.

stop bullshitting me and tell me what's really going on.

what are you hiding from me?

keep talking. i want to hear everything.

to tell you the truth, i'm struggling a bit here.

i think i deserve some honesty here.

i just want to check on you.

i'll come by in an hour and see how you're doing.

while i'm gone, [name] will be by to check on you.

can you let me care about you for two seconds?

you're terrible at keeping secrets from me.

you seem upset. what happened?

how long have you been dealing with this?

thanks for stopping by.

this sounds a lot worse than i expected.

you've been dealing with this alone, haven't you?

i've told you everything i know.

let me cook for you at least.

you look half-starved.

are you cold? why are you shaking?

there's more to the story that you're not saying.

why do you keep evading my questions?

that's not all there is, right?

so that's what they've been hiding.

thank you for being honest with me.

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RUBY MODINE as SIERRA MORTON SHAMELESS.

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i  don’t  say  this  just  because  i’m  a  lip    &    sierra  shipper.  i  have  a  lot  of  thoughts  about  their  relationship  that  i’ll  touch  base  on  later,  but  i  actually  don’t  hate  that  they  ended  when  they  ended  because  they  were  very  much  right  person,  wrong  time  and  it  was  very  important  for  lip  to  realise  he  needed  to  be  alone.    ⸻    but  if  they  were  gonna  make  lip  a dad exactly  one  season  later,  i  do  think  it  would’ve  been  super  interesting  for  it  to  be  with  sierra.  no  tami  hate!  they  built  an  interesting  dynamic  there,  but  i  do  think  abt  this  a  lot.  sierra  falling  pregnant  as  an  adult,  actually  maybe  getting  a  chance  to  enjoy  her  pregnancy.  them  not  necessarily  getting  back  together,  but  they  communicated  well  enough  to  find  some  co  -  parenting  footing.  lucas  being  the  cutest  big  brother  ever.  yeah.  just  thoughts  i  get  sometimes.

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would you mind if someone set up their bio in a similar format to the way you've set up sierra's?

hi!  i’m  so  sorry  this  is  such  a  late  response.  i’m  sure  you’ve  probably  already  made  a  decision  instead  of  waiting  on  my  ass,  but  the  quick  answer  is;    absolutely  not.  i  don’t  mind  at  all.  if  anything,  i’m  honoured  someone  thinks  my  mess  of  a  set  -  up  is  worth  taking  inspiration  from.  go  wild,  my  friend.

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happy  mother’s  day  to  sierra  rosa  rivera  morton;    the  mom  who’s  raised  lucas  by  herself  since  she  was  fifteen.  the  mom  who  works  two  jobs    /    triple  shifts    /    whatever  she  needs  to  put  food  on  the  table.  the  mom  who  will  go  without  a  meal  to  give  lucas  their  last  bowl  of  spaghetti  hoops.  the  mom  who  spends  all  year  saving,  saving,  saving,  because  she  wants  to  get  her  boy  that  bike  he  wouldn’t  dream  of  putting  on  his  list  for  christmas.  the  mom  who  kisses  lucas’  bumps    &    scrapes  all  better.  the  mom  who  never  misses  a  play,  or  a  school  project,  of  a  parent  teacher’s  evening.  the  mom  who  ignores  the  judgement  she  gets  from  other  parents  because  she’s  so  young    /    did  you  hear  she  never  even  finished  highschool?  the  mom  who  has  been  both  mother    &    father,  and  grandparent,  and  aunt,  and  everything  else  a  young  kid  needs.  the  mom  who  stays  up  until  two  in  the  morning    (  despite  having  an  early  shift  )    sewing  lucas  the  homemade  halloween  costume  he  wants  because  they  can’t  afford  to  buy  new.  the  mom  who  used  to  put  charlie’s  name  on  every  card    &    present  he  didn’t  contribute  to  because  she  couldn’t  stand  to  see  lucas  think  daddy  didn’t  care.  the  mom  who  tries  her  best,  but  isn’t  perfect;  she  makes  mistakes  and  that’s  okay.  the  mom  who  loves  her  kid  and  never  stops.

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SENTENCE MEME MARINA & THE DIAMONDS / THE FAMILY JEWELS

was i meant to feel happy?

people like to tell you what you're gonna be.

it's not my problem if you don't see what i see.

i do not give a damn if you don't believe.

it's my problem that i never am happy.

are you satisfied with an average life?

do i need to lie to make my way in life?

nothing comes for free.

they say i'm a control freak.

it's my problem if i wanna pack up and run away.

i feel the need to hide.

i feel i want to die.

are you satisfied with an easy ride?

once you cross the line, will you be satisfied?

trying to hide the hole inside my head.

the sleep is not my friend.

i feel celestial.

i wonder when the night will reach its end.

you've been acting awful tough lately.

inside, you're just a little baby.

it's okay to say you've got a weak spot.

you don't always have to be on top.

better to be hated than loved for what you're not.

you're vulnerable.

you're just trouble.

don't be so pathetic.

can you teach me how to feel real?

look like a girl but think like a guy.

not ladylike to behave like a slime.

easy to be sleazy when you've got a filthy mind.

girls are not meant to fight dirty.

is there any possibility you'll quit gossiping about me?

i feel i've been riding up the wrong path.

i'm gonna make sure i get the last laugh.

do you think you will be good enough to love others and to be loved?

last night's love affair is looking vulnerable in my bed.

i want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me.

you never told me what it was that made you strong and what it ws that made you weak.

i'm obsessed with the mess that's america.

your mind is just like mine.

you're looking for the golden lie.

feeling like a loser, feeling like a bum.

don't get on my bad side.

just because you know my name doesn't mean you know my game.

i'm good at protecting what they want to take.

i'm a fucking wild card.

all i know is i cannot pretend.

i feel i'm watered down whenever he's around.

did you find your bitch in me?

you're just a little bit too much like me.

i'm only after success.

i just want to make a change.

i know exactly what i want and who i want to be.

i'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy.

if i fail, i'll fall apart.

i feel like i'm the worst so i always act like i'm the best.

your possessions will possess you.

tv taught me how to feel.

real life has no appeal.

i'm a cloud drifting by, dripping tears from the sky.

i'm a stray cat on the roam.

one track mind like a goldfish.

this better be worth my while.

i feel numb most of the time.

i've been silent all my life.

i was dreaming something dark.

i'm a guilty one.

will i see the end?

did i beat you at your own game?

typical of me to put us all to shame.

i can't keep my cool.

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SHAMELESS. 7X12 | REQUIEM FOR A SLUT.

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"TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for demanding answers, adjust as necessary

say it again, slower this time.

i don't have much time to explain, but i'll try.

you need to tell me what's going on.

i can't help you if i don't know what's happening.

you said something earlier, but i think i missed it.

i'm not hiding anything. i'm just trying to protect you.

what were you trying to say to me?

there must be more to the story than this.

you're not telling me the full story. you're leaving things out.

why do you have to be so secretive about this?

i wish i could tell you the truth. i really do.

why can't we discuss this now?

what's preventing you from telling me the truth?

you know what happened, yet you're just going to keep it from me.

don't i have a right to know?

i'll never forgive you if you keep this from me.

you're just going to have to find out for yourself.

don't leave me in the dark.

since you don't want to tell me, you leave me no choice.

i want you to talk to me, tell me what happened.

i don't like it when you're evasive.

you're hiding something.

all right, i'll tell you what i know.

you have to promise to take this with a grain of salt.

if i could tell you the truth, i would.

some things are better left unsaid.

you wouldn't believe me if i told you.

i don't know the truth.

i can't remember what they told me.

the last time i tried to explain it, you laughed in my face.

there's no getting through to you, is there?

tell me what's happening. tell me what's going on.

i can't do anything without your information.

you're the only one who knows how to fix this.

there's always something more, isn't there?

what else did they tell you?

what did they whisper to you when you were leaving?

you're keeping something from me.

you've never been a good liar.

look into my eyes and tell me the truth.

i wish you would just be honest with me.

something happened, and i'm going to get to the bottom of it.

if you won't tell me, i'll find someone who will.

that doesn't help me, you know.

you could try to be a little more helpful.

you never answered my question.

were you ever going to tell me the truth?

i'd like you to be honest for once in your life.

if you really loved me, you'd tell me what happened.

i won't judge you. i just need to know what happened.

just let me warn you... you're not going to like what you hear.

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i  don’t  say  this  just  because  i’m  a  lip    &    sierra  shipper.  i  have  a  lot  of  thoughts  about  their  relationship  that  i’ll  touch  base  on  later,  but  i  actually  don’t  hate  that  they  ended  when  they  ended  because  they  were  very  much  right  person,  wrong  time  and  it  was  very  important  for  lip  to  realise  he  needed  to  be  alone.    ⸻    but  if  they  were  gonna  make  lip  a dad exactly  one  season  later,  i  do  think  it  would’ve  been  super  interesting  for  it  to  be  with  sierra.  no  tami  hate!  they  built  an  interesting  dynamic  there,  but  i  do  think  abt  this  a  lot.  sierra  falling  pregnant  as  an  adult,  actually  maybe  getting  a  chance  to  enjoy  her  pregnancy.  them  not  necessarily  getting  back  together,  but  they  communicated  well  enough  to  find  some  co  -  parenting  footing.  lucas  being  the  cutest  big  brother  ever.  yeah.  just  thoughts  i  get  sometimes.

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Pushing Daisies | 1x01 “Pie-lette”

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