Coming to the subject of infinities, what comes to mind are numbers, very big ones, ironically infinitely big, yet we forget about the infinitely small ones as we think of them as insignificant; but as we know - or should know - significance may very well be relative, nonetheless subjectivity should also be considered. Conveniently, our story today is one of numbers.
As I was taking my first sip of my daily morning cup of coffee, I saw her coming into the coffee shop,
Why? How? my mind raced; She doesn’t live in the Blv. avenue street nor is the bookstore that she works in - and always complains about - anywhere near here. Wait, that jacket-
Its the one I gave to her in our second anniversary, the look in her eyes, the joy she had will always be engraved in my mind, She thought I forgot about the anniversary, what a fool! how can I possibly forget when she meant everything to me?
Our good times, laughs, jokes, night outs, movies, all raced into my mind. We once were happy, or at least I thought we were. She seemed happy too, she was always sweet, always smiled, and I more than often melted when she did.
A sudden sharp pain took place in my heart, breathing became hard, and a feeling of lingering nausea came to be. In front of me was my only reason of happiness, actually, my happiness itself. Which Ieft me. And i wonder, what have I done, for my happiness to abandon me? I just realized a guy I do not recognize was standing next to her, what is happening?
“good morning love” to her the guy said, here my heart stopped beating, yet I smiled. A tear was running down my cheek which I quickly brushed off. I laughed at myself, at how naive I am, at the irony of how so much can be simply forgotten, all whats felt, memories, emotion and all the time spent, I even fell in love with her worst, even when she shouted, cursed, ignored, broke and stepped on my heart. yet now i’m watching my so-called very happiness, be someone else’s. At that moment a revelation came to be, someone's happiness should come from within and stem from, and only from his own soul. For people come and go, and no matter how much you try, you can not love them to stay.
relatively 5 seconds is a very short span of time. Although, Between those 5 seconds there was an infinity of decimals fraction and integers.
On the other hand, subjectively, in those 5 seconds, an infinity of emotions was felt too, a minimalist infinity.
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