[petalbedo]

| Need You Now |

Helga x Fem!Reader | Minors do not interact

Warnings: Selfship coded, Smut, Helga uses a strap, reader is referred to as a girl, Penetrative sex, Reader has breasts, Reader is very vocal, Aftercare, Fairly vanilla sex.

A/n: I just really want Helga to make passionate love to me, that’s it, that’s the post.

Her hands groped your breast and gradually moved up to pinch your nipple in between her fingers. Those eyes of hers never looked away from yours even for a second. She watched as you whined, squirming in her grasp. Helga couldn’t help but grin as she admired the view. You looked positively beautiful writhing in pleasure and Helga wanted to watch you for as long as you’d let her.

“Please, I need you.” You whimpered, grabbing for Helga’s wrist and moving it down to your lower half.

Helga chuckled, “Patience, sweetheart. I’m just getting started.” Her fingers begun to carefully rub circles against your clit.

Still, it wasn’t enough for you. Greedy lil thing you were. Even as Helga made slow circles against your bud it simply wasn’t enough to take the edge off, and you were beginning to yearn for something more. She seemed so calm and in control on the outside but you’d never realize that beneath that exterior of hers rested a fire that grew hotter with every touch.

“Helga.” You whined, making sure to bat your eyes a lil, wanting to make sure that Helga knew how badly you craved for her to just give in.

She knew she could never deny you when you said-no, moaned her name like that, and so Helga finally slipped three fingers inside of you. “Alright, but this is all you’ll get for now.”

You let out a small gasp and entangled your hand with Helga’s while she pumped her fingers inside of you. The euphoria that surged through your body was damn near intoxicating, you could feel Helga’s fingers curl up into you so effortlessly as you squeezed around her. Helga quickly noticed how your chest rose and fell, then decided to pick up the pace so that you could experience a taste of what she’d soon give you.

Helga had begun to feel her own-self become wet when seeing how aroused you were. It didn’t help that she currently wore the strap, ready to use it when the time was right.

“Oh-Oh god. Please, don’t stop.” Your moans were eventually drowned out when Helga leaned in to slip her tongue into your mouth.

You were so, so close. Any moment and you would surely see stars but before you could even get the chance Helga stopped and pulled her fingers out from your cunt. You looked at her with tear-filled eyes, on the verge of asking her how she could be so mean. Thankfully, that wasn’t necessary because Helga begun to line up the strap with your hole, and then in one gradual motion she pushed herself inside of you.

“Fuck.” Helga moaned, feeling herself getting a little lightheaded as she watched the silicone strap disappear inside you.

Helga pulled you closer to her until your chest was pressed up against hers. She looked at you longingly, stroking your face and giving a gentle kiss on the lips to distract you from her size. With every kiss you clung to her in a hungry fashion. You wanted to be as close to her as possible, even wanting to go as far as to crawl underneath her skin and make both of your souls become one. Finally, Helga started to make deep, hard thrusts while her forehead was pressed up against yours.

“Don’t stop.” You said breathlessly.

Helga let out a groan as she felt your body tremble against hers, noticing how you tugged at her long hair as you begged for her to go deeper. Using one of her hands she pulled your face close so that she could kiss you as she bottomed out inside you. Helga already noticed by your voice that you would reach that high very soon, but she wasn’t ready to let go yet. So, she slowed her movements, wanting to take her time with you.

“You’re so beautiful,” Helga purred, her eyes completely focused on you and you alone. “My pretty girl.”

As she said that Helga gave pulled all the way out only to force herself back inside of you, hitting that spot inside you which caused you to drag your nails along Helga’s back. She watched as your eyes rolled back and tears started to form in the corner of your eyes. Helga rolled her hips with ease, making you whimper every single time she hit that sweet spot. You wanted to tell her to keep moving and faster but the words were replaced with whimpers that you just couldn’t seem to control.

You always worried your vocalness in bed would be a turn off for Helga but you were pleasantly surprised after your first time being intimate. Helga never teased you for it (unless that’s what you wanted) and oftentimes found your willingness to be so vocal quite endearing.

“I’m-I’m gonna cum. Helga.” You whined, wrapping your arms around Helga’s neck as she fucked you in a mating press.

She had hoped to keep on going a little longer but upon seeing your blissed out expression she didn’t mind giving in. Joining you in a fervent kiss Helga fucked you fast and hard, continuing even as your high crashed into you. Your back arched as electricity crawled down your spine, letting out obscene moans all while Helga watched with a prideful look in her eyes. Not once did she look away, not even when your body eventually settled and her thrusts slowed to a stop. She wanted to imprint the image of your face as you orgasmed in her mind for as long as her body would allow it.

Once Helga had stilled her motions and you had been laid down gently onto the pillows, she pulled out of you very gently. Helga quickly gave you a kiss before grabbing something to wipe the fluids from the strap, and setting it down nearby to clean later on. For now, Helga wanted to nestle behind you and wrap her arms around you, pulling your warmth close to her until sleep eventually took you both somewhere peaceful.

Helga kissed your shoulder and nuzzled her face against yours, waiting to hear your usual hum of satisfaction before resting her muscles. “I love you.” She whispered.

You reached for her hand and gave it a small squeeze. Even though she could not see it there was a soft smile painting the curves of your mouth. “I love you, too.”

[petalbedo]

| My Last Confession |

Rhine x Oc!August | Minors do not interact

Warnings: Heavy Angst, Oc x Canon, Modern Au, Gun Use/Guns, Open ending, (Past) Teacher/Student relationship, Soulmate au, Selfship.

“What do you think you’re doing with that? Come on, put it down you look ridiculous.” Rhine scoffed.

August’s hand shook as her finger curled over the trigger. The metal hung in her hands like a heavy heart, reminding her of every fucked up lie she fell for all because it came past her lips. August sternly stared forward, ignoring the hot tears that trailed down her freckled cheeks.

This wasn’t how it was supposed to go..

“August, give me the gun.” Rhine held out her hand.

But August refused and instead tightened her grip on the gun. “Just shut up, shut up!”

Rhine said nothing, not a word. She could only look at August and what had become of her since meeting Rhine. Maybe, if Rhine was a little more empathetic then perhaps she would’ve felt a little guilty. Although no shame nor guilt she felt, Rhine did indeed feel a bit of sadness upon witnessing the pathetic state of her so-called lover.

“I can’t think with all this talking. So just shut up, Rhine.” She snapped.

The woman pulled back her hand towards her body and smiled as she soaked in the visual before her. August was so meek when they first met but as time grew on, as Rhine left her mark on her devoted student, it became clear she was becoming someone entirely different. Still, she had not become anyone that Rhine would risk her livelihood for. Something that became painfully clear to August as their time together continued.

“Then shoot me.” Rhine said calmly.

“I will. I-I’m going to!” August yelled back, but her hands still shook with the gun in her hands.

Rhine stood up and walked towards August and with a smile on her face she grabbed the gun and pressed it to her chest. “Well, what are you waiting for?”

August’s eyes widened as she begun to hyperventilate. “I.. I- I can do it.”

Rhine hummed, placing her hands atop August’s and rubbing her thumbs against her skin reassuringly. For a second August felt that same warmth she used to share in Rhine’s office, until she heard the cold laughter coming from in front of her.

“How pathetic.” Rhine smiled, bearing her teeth to August. “Can’t even do something as simple as pulling the damn trigger.”

In one swift motion Rhine had maneuvered August so that she could yank the gun from her hands and reflect it back at August. August’s eyes widened momentarily, her legs buckling causing her to fall to her knees. That’s when August felt something cold press against her forehead, and looking up she was met face to face with Rhine who wore a rather serious expression. August smiled, her previously wide eyes now softening into a calm expression. It was as if August had simultaneously found peace underneath Rhine’s control. Although August would deny it, it truly was a relief to be caught by Rhine.

Trapped like an injured animal August found comfort in the fact that no matter where she ran to, whoever she ended up with, Rhine would be the shadow that haunted her till the moment she took her last breath. And for some reason August was okay with this. Knowing that Rhine would always find her way to her was something that genuinely healed the hurt inside of her. If there is one thing August could count on it was that even in death, Rhine would never be able to get rid of her. Even if she so desperately wanted to, she couldn’t and she wouldn’t. Not even if her life depended on it would she be able to end August’s life.

With a loud clang the gun fell to the floor and a silence that was maddening followed soon after.

[petalbedo]

Ifa x Gn!Reader | Minors do not interact

Warnings: Very Selfship Coded, Gender Neutral Reader, No pronouns for reader, Marriage proposal(s), Very Self Indulgent.

A/n: Just a little drabble I wrote about some selfship lore I have with Ifa 🫣

Thinking about you and Ifa after you decide to move to Natlan to stay close to him. You’re dating for a couple of years before he not so smoothly suggests getting married. You initially tell him you’re not ready for that, so you spend a few more years dating. Ifa has no qualms about this, his biggest worry is always whether you’re happy or not. He considers bringing it up to you again but is very hesitant given how it went two years ago. Although he’s suprised by what you say that same day two years later.

It happens during a little break to enjoy the breeze and a nice quiet meal. The sky is a perfect blue, you can see saurians in the distant in groups staying close to their kin. You look at him for a moment before going back to what you’re eating.

He looks at you, “Something on your mind?”

You smile and nod. “Just thinking is all.”

“About?”

You’ve piqued his interest but are a little nervous to admit it, but not so much that you’d keep it to yourself.

“Just thinking about what you asked me a few years ago.”

Heat immediately blooms underneath his skin and Ifa gets a little flustered. “Why would you be thinking about that right now?” He’s a little panicked but trying to play it cool. Although, he’s doing an awful job at it.

You lay back onto the grass and look at Ifa. “Because I’m ready.”

You grin as you look at Ifa who’s very obviously a little taken back. “What?! I-I mean.. really?”

You chuckle. “Come on don’t act like you’re so shocked. I’m sure you knew.”

It wasn’t that Ifa didn’t know. He saw the signs, he had a feeling this might happen, but he never wanted to rush or pressure you.

“Of course, but is it really what you want?” He finally asks.

You smile, leaning against your hand to look at Ifa. “If I didn’t want it I wouldn’t have brought this up. I would’ve done something about it already if that was the case. It’s just.. I’ve been thinking about it since the last time you asked and well, I do want it. I’ve always wanted it. Granted I was a little scared the first time you asked but things have changed. I’ve changed and I want you and only you.”

The confession has you feeling a little embarrassed but the moment is short lived as you feel Ifa suddenly pull you close to him. He kisses you. It’s deep and warm, a little eager too.

Finally he pulls back and smiles at you. “In that case..” Pulling out a square wooden box he opens it to reveal to you a beautiful ring that’s just to your liking. “Will you.. marry me? Make me the happiest man in the entire universe.”

He doesn’t get a chance to say another word because immediately you’re kissing him and pulling him close. Your heart’s beating fast and it’s after you break the kiss that you nod, smiling as you tell him you’d be honored to marry him.

[petalbedo]

Rhinedottir x Oc!August | Minors do not interact

Warnings: Ocx Canon/Selfship, Hurt/Comfort, Anxiety, Nightmares, She/They pronouns for Rhine, She/Her for August, Soft(er) Rhine.

A/n: Just a little something I wrote to comfort myself in these trying times. This occurs during that awkward stage with August and Rhine where neither will admit their feelings to each other. They’re friends with benefits at this point, or so Rhine tries convincing herself.

A gentle knock on her door, that’s all it took for Rhine to raise her gaze from her book.

They peered up over their glasses. “Yes? What is it?”

August stood there, looking down at the hardwood floor as she’d fidgeted with her fingers before finally responding. “Can I lay with you? I’m feeling a little anxious..”

Rhine sighed. “Very well, come here.” She patted the empty space beside her.

August gave them a weak smile before climbing into bed right next to them. She was hesitant to reach out at first but eventually mustered the courage to curl up beside Rhine. Upon feeling her partner’s warmth she immediately relaxed, letting out a quiet sigh of relief.

“Are you going to tell me what’s making you anxious this time?” Rhine asked bluntly.

August clung to Rhine, gripping onto the fabric of their shirt as she tried to find the right words to say. Eventually what she’d say came easily but vocalizing them became an entirely different ordeal. She couldn’t do anything but hold onto Rhine’s arm.

“You know I can’t read your mind, August.” Rhine turned the page in her book before glancing at August.

“I’m just-,” August started to speak, her words were hushed, almost inaudible.

“You’re mumbling, I can’t hear you.” Rhine replied.

August sighed. “I have been having a lot of nightmares, and they’ve gotten so bad I can’t go to sleep without feeling very anxious. So I just figured I’d sleep better next to you.”

Rhine hummed as she thought of the right response to give. Knowing all too well that her bluntness would only worsen the given situation. “Alright, it is time for me to get rest anyway.” She closed her book and set it on her nightstand and then turned off a nearby lamp.

Turning on their side Rhine wrapped an arm around August and pulled her close to her chest. Then drapes the comforter over the both of them until August scooched as close to Rhine as possible before wrapping her arms around their waist. Rhine smiled and kissed August’s forehead, feeling her eyelids go heavy when accompanied by that dear fawn’s warmth.

“Goodnight.” Rhine murmured.

August squeezed Rhine gently and rubbed her face against Rhine’s, joy rushed through August’s body as she finally melted into her partner’s body. “Night, Rhine.”

[petalbedo]

The Herta x Fem!Reader | Minors do not interact

Warnings: Heavily Selfship Coded, Anxiety, Mental Health Issues, Hurt/Comfort, Herta is bad at comfort.

A/n: Just something I wrote for myself to cheer myself up 💜 This is just something quick I wrote so the quality might not be the best but yeah.

Her voice, sweet and constant as it was, had become muffled underneath the buzz of your nerves. You fiddled with your fingers, making sure to take slow, deep breaths while trying your darnedest to listen in to your girlfriend’s words, but it was no use. You couldn’t focus on anything but the nervousness gnawing from inside your stomach.

Oh, if things were different, if you weren’t so sensitive, then maybe you wouldn’t feel so anxious right then and there. Perhaps you could’ve mustered up the courage to ask Herta for some time alone, just you and her, but things were never that easy. Your hopefulness wouldn’t turn those grey areas into black and white, just as much as you could will the unsettling feeling resting within your bones.

Finally Herta noticed your distracted gaze. “Are you even listening?” She scoffed.

You shook your head.

Herta let out a groan and shut the book she had been reading aloud to you. Looking up she caught a glimpse of you just as tears fell down your cheeks. “Alright,” She sighed. “Tell me what’s going on.”

You opened your mouth to speak but what came out instead was a choked cry. Herta’s eyes zeroed in on you as they widened from shock. “It’s-It’s nothing, really I just need some space.” You quickly covered your mouth to stifle your cries but it practically changed nothing.

Herta rolled her eyes and started walking towards you. “This is ridiculous. You’re clearly upset.”

Still, you were stubborn as ever. “No, truly, I am fine. I just.. I just need five minutes alone then I can come back and everything will be fine. Not that I’m not already fine but I’m-,” You were suddenly cut short but the slam of a book against a nearby desk.

“Enough! You don’t actually think I believe this weak lie, do you?” Herta snapped.

You said nothing, only staring at Herta in shame.

“I don’t know what’s going on with you and I won’t pretend like I do either, but I do know that you are not getting any space until I’m positive you’re feeling better.” Herta sternly replied.

Looking at her you could see a fire in her eyes that you had not seen before. Well, that’s a lie. You had seen that look but only when Herta discussed her favorite topics. Rarely did she look at you in such a way and if she did it was always in private.

“I just don’t wanna burden you. I do enough of that as it is.” You whisper.

Herta approaches you and finally wraps you up in a warm embrace, and that’s when the tears begin to flow freely. Hesitantly you wrap your arms around her and melt into her body. Your fingers dig into her skin as you cling to her desperately.

Herta hums and kisses your forehead. “You know just as well as I do that if you were ever a bother I’d be the first to tell you.”

You chuckled through the tears and squeezed her tighter. “Yeah, you’ve got a point.”

Herta pulls back while still keeping you safe in her arms, smiling at you as you use one of your free hands to wipe away your tears. “Come, I have something that might cheer you up.” She replies, glancing over at a rectangular shaped box wrapped up and decorated with a little bow.

That damn woman found out when my birthday is didn’t she..

“A present?” You asked.

“Mhm. A certain someone told me you might like this.” She grinned.

Ushering you towards a nearby couch she grabbed the present and handed it to you as she sat down beside you. Herta watched with admiration as you slowly unraveled a book you had been struggling to get a hold of, but finally it was in your grasp.

“I haven’t been able to get a copy of this.. oh my god.” You said.

“And now it’s yours.” Herta smiled, leaning in to give you a kiss on the cheek. “I figure this would be a better way to occupy your mind rather than.. ya know.”

You looked down at the book and smiled. “I think this is a much better way indeed. Thank you, Herta.”

She pulled you close to her side and smiled at you. “In the mean time I can keep you company. I’ll stay close beside you.”

You rested your head on her shoulder and opened your book to look at its contents. “It’s a deal.”