Like A Monkey On The Sun

Becky Rosen ♦ 33 ♦ Supply Runner ♦ samlicker81 Carver Edlund's #1 fan { Part of 365deathsdayrpg }

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Great

Now no hot water, either.

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Remind me to..

Never spend the night in the dark by myself again.

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben shook his head, raising his hands to shake them in a ‘no’ fashion. “oh, no, i’ll be good” he said, dropping his hands to his sides.

"so do i" he said, shrugging, noticing her faltering smile. "yeah…"

[mrsrosenwinchester]

"Well, if you ever want something to read, you know where I am."

"Maybe you could ask Dean to help you look for her? I mean, all things considered, he must want to find her, too..."

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben shruged, “uh…” he scratches the back of his head, “i’ve settled in good i guess, probably settled in as good as you could” he shrugs again. yeah, me neither”

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Becky smiled. "That's good. Don't tell anyone I said it, but I think we have some people here that spent a little too long out there by themselves, if you know what I mean."

[sammeh-wenchestah-blog-deactiva]

Thanks.

I don’t know Becky. We’ll do what we can to fix it.

[mrsrosenwinchester]

I know I must sound so selfish, keeping on about it, but...

I just want Lawrence to be somewhere... I don't, nostalgic? When people turn up here, they should feel at home, right?

[imninetypercentcrap]

Care to join me?

[imninetypercentcrap]

That was a throw away…

I think Sam would have agreed that he’d rather be dead than be turned into a monster, if he wasn’t high at the time. And at the same time, you and I both know there would be no way I would be able to kill him until the last possible second, if I could at all. I’d rather die.

What are you talking about?

[mrsrosenwinchester]

You were killing him. In the panic room, I mean.

You don't know who let him out, do you...?

[adamthedamned]

Is it paranoid to think it's been too quiet lately?

[adamthedamned]

…I’d rather not go into details but, if you ever meet someone who calls herself ‘Abbie’… think twice before trusting her, okay?

And yeah, Sam and Dean are great most of the time but… they make mistakes too sometimes. [Goes quiet for a moment, flashes of Sam shooting Dean briefly skating across the surface of his mind before he forcibly pushes them back] It’s definitely better if you have your own set of instincts to rely on, just in case.

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Abbie. Got it.

^ I don't know much about instincts, but Supernatural taught me what I need to know. Well... except how to fire a gun...

[sammeh-wenchestah-blog-deactiva]

Oh you’ve got to be kidding me.

The roadhouse has no power and I can’t find any candles. 

[mrsrosenwinchester]

I think Michael might have some.

You don't think things are going to stay like this, are they?"

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben raised his brows “okay…makes sense, i guess…”

"i know she is." he said, his eyes squinting slightly before he scratched his forehead. "oh, okay" he nodded.

[mrsrosenwinchester]

"I managed to bring a few of them with me, if you ever wanted to read one?" Becky offered. Sure, Sam and Dean weren't exactly happy about it, but then again, no one seemed that interested in them. Besides Adam, anyway.

"I hope you find her," she said, smile faltering a little. "I know what it's like, being out there by yourself..."

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben nodded, “yup. i’d greatly appreciate it if you didn’t cause a panic”

[mrsrosenwinchester]

"So, aside from the dodgy waterworks, how are you settling into town? I couldn't believe it when I found so many people here."

[imninetypercentcrap]

Care to join me?

[imninetypercentcrap]

How do you know what paint thinner tastes like? [teasingly]

He basically was a monster, Becky. Do you think I enjoyed watching and hearing him, screaming at the top of his lungs as he detoxed? No matter what I did, he was released and Lucifer walks the earth. The end result would have been the same, thanks to Fate or whatever. 

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Haven't you ever smelled it? You can't help but know what it tastes like.

And what about the whole "he's better off dead" thing, huh? He only get let out because of... Wait, you do know who let him out, right? The books kinda stopped after 'Lucifer Rising'.

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben frowned, “it’s called supernatural?” he asked, slightly weirded out but he chose not to show it.

"yeah, i guess she thought she wouldn’t make it, but i know she will." a pause :what the hell is ‘canon’?”

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Becky nodded again. "Because it's about two brothers fighting the supernatural?" she said, as if it should have been obvious.

"I'm sure she's out there somewhere," Becky said, trying to stay positive for Ben's sake. She kept her suspicions that Lisa was out there as a walker to herself. "Canon's when something's true to the original body of work. Like Darth Vader being Luke Skywalker's dad."

[imninetypercentcrap]

Care to join me?

[imninetypercentcrap]

I’m sorry, Becks. Yeah you’re right. You can hang with me.

Oh?

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Great! I'm not really sure what this is. It kind of taste like paint thinner, but desperate times call for desperate measures, right?

It was hardly his fault, Dean, and you treated him like some kind of monster. And locking him in Bobby's panic room? Real dick move.

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben nodded. “That’s probably best.”

"i’ll mention it to Dean when i go look for him"

[mrsrosenwinchester]

"Thanks, Ben. I'll try and get people to stop using it without causing a panic."

[braxdxn-blog]

Ben frowned, blinking as he paused. “there…there’re books about Sam and Dean? and i was in it?” he asked, confused. Ben swallowed. personally, he had thought Dean was his father too, but he thought it better not to bring it up when he was talking with Dean. “yeah…she…she told me who my father was before we got seperated”

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Becky nodded. "There's a whole series of them. It's called Supernatural, and it's only the greatest franchise in the world."

"Wait, she told you? Oh my God, it's actually canon now?"

[braxdxn-blog]

"…there…there’s a possibility."

[mrsrosenwinchester]

"Should we stop drinking it, then? Until we know for sure...? Maybe someone should mention it to one of the leaders..."

[adamthedamned]

Is it paranoid to think it's been too quiet lately?

[adamthedamned]

[Goes quiet for a long moment] What happened was we screwed up, I screwed up… I trusted someone a lot more than I should have and it almost got a lot of people killed, hell it did for a while and… they’re gone now. I kicked them out but… they’re still out there and chances are? They’re pissed.

And if they are? Well, we’re gonna need more than those walls to keep them out…

[mrsrosenwinchester]

Who was it? If you don't mind me asking.

I want to know who I need to be careful around. I can't always rely on Sam and Dean, right?