emotional bank

scrambled letters better than scrambled eggs ^ fleeting thoughts ... to all the letters I can write but can't and won't send~ I leave it here

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What should I do with these emotions? How can I handle them when they feel like too much?

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Have You Ever #4

Felt sad and insecure That when you allowed this to happen You can’t just say no.

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Have You Ever #3

Hoped for something impossible Because even there is a nano chance Your traitor mind wants to hold on for it.

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Have You Ever #2

Prayed to God not for that person to like you But for you to stop falling for him Everyday.

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Have You Ever #1

Tried controlling your feelings Because it is as simple as ABCD That you will be hurt.

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Dear God,

I am really frightened. But You tell me to be courageous. I felt lost in this dark tiny suffocating corner. But You’ve shown Your sunshine; You made me see that I can live freely - out of the box. Lord, everytime I pray I’d feel guilty when I say I'm confident because I know within my heart that I'm lying. I'm shaking; my heart and my soul just want peace. I can't do it without You Lord, please be with me at all times.

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Beginning is yet but another uncertainty to start with.