Ms. Kittyman

Hello there and welcome! I post art, costume/cosplay/fursuit WIPs and more!

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🌈🐾Introduction🐾🌈

Hello there! I'm Ms. Kittyman and this is my blog!

I mostly post art

basic DNI: pedo, zoo, Nazi, hateful people in general, and if you're an adult you may follow me, just don't be weird towards me and if your blog is nsfw of yourself or suggestive of yourself then DON'T FOLLOW ME IM A KID! you'll be blocked if you or your blog makes me uncomfortable.

My fandoms are Spooky Month, furry fandom, L4D1/2, Dandy's World, fnaf, and Minecraft

in addition DO NOT feed my art to a slop maker or draw any nsfw of my ocs who are kids

anyway enjoy your stay!

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I was almost the mascot for my school in 8th or 9th grade,

however, the cheer coach is a ableist and purposely didn't tell my mom when or where I was supposed to be so I'd get strikes. and no she didn't get any repercussions I think.

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If I got a nickel for every time a hummingbird flew into the tent, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird it happened more than once

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I need to slap a piece of fabric or a blanket on the part of my Bob pillow I don't ever have flipped up before I get vibe checked by my parents 💀

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I'll be going quiet for 5 days but for a happy reason this time, we're going camping!

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I've thought more about that drawing I made at 11, and I've realized it was from an accumulation from some stuff I didn't talk about to anyone yet (it wasn't hardcore stuff thank God) and trying to use laughter has been one of my coping methods. I believe, thinking about it now, that sudden all at once exposure to nsfw from the Internet may have contributed too.

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I've been seeing this game around and this character stands out to me the most because of....

..yummer from that one SpongeBob game's files

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thinking about when I was 11/ in 7th grade I'm noticing more how dark those times were, I won't go into details but it was awful. I won't use it to excuse how much of a terrible person I was but I think it may have contributed to that from 4-5 years ago. it doesn't even feel real but it was, I almost forgot about it and wish I had. I feel like it still reflects who I am even though I also feel like I should just let go and it's not who I am.

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am I still allowed to draw Ruby?

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I do feel a bit better now that I was able to talk about that I'm still shaking but feel relief. I hadn't really thought about that in 4-5 years until this morning.

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I'm going to take a break, I feel sick

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when I was 11 I drew the worst stuff and drew something really really bad of a teen oc from an intrusive thought because 11 yr old me thought it was FUNNY/A JOKE without comprehending anything. I think when I was 11, about to be 12 I had taken the drawings and dumped it into the trash, even shredded the worst drawing that came from the intrusive thought before throwing it for good measure. I have blacklisted myself from that fandom and banned myself from ever trying to remake that character in any way shape or form permanently, thank God I never shared any of those horrible things. I hate how much of a stupid cunt I was at 11, it makes me physically sick, shake physically and cry thinking about it. I've since then known very much to never repeat that, that it's wrong and that I am not that 11 yr old anymore but I feel bad but there's nobody to apologize to. Please don't view me as that 11 yr old, I'm terribly sorry.

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sorry I get personal on here, but I wish I realized sooner that I've been a horrible kid from 11 to 14, I think I only realized at 15. and I tend to spiral thinking about what I've said or done in the past and want to fix it but can't do it all the way or feel like what I've done isn't enough, I feel like I can only talk about it here because I feel like my therapist wouldn't understand nor my mom. I feel like I'm still that horrid 7th grade me even though it's been years and I'm trying to fix myself into a better person.

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I've only heard a few snippets from the fnaf books and in conclusion I'm staying away from the books

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i found this silly word on Pinterest