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Madison: No I think I'm good thanks.
Finn: I'll just see you soon then.
Madison: Okay :)
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Madison: No I think I'm good thanks.
Finn: I'll just see you soon then.
Madison: Okay :)
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Finn: I will see you then. Do you want anything?
Madison: No I think I'm good thanks.
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Finn: Yeah, what time?
Madison: 4:30
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Madison: So I have my ultrasound today.. You're gonna come right?
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Finn: Okay.. well I'm sorry we argued.
Madison: I'm sorry too.
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Finn: you're not being crazy, I just don't know what to say when you're all worried about me leaving you. I'm not that bad of a person to get someone pregnant and then disappear.
Finn: I love you too.
Madison: I know youre not. When I say those things just know that...im being insecure. Its me. Its not you. I don't think any less of you I just think its me.
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Finn: I don't know how you could think you're not good enough. You know how much you mean to me. You being pregnant isn't going to change things as far as our relationship goes. We are still together and things will still be cool between us. It doesn't have to make things more serious other than us planning for a baby now.
Madison: Really? Oh, okay. I'm sorry I'm being crazy. My constant need for validation obviously just gets worse with pregnancy and I just.
Madison: I love you. You know that? You constantly surprise me and make me feel wanted and I'm just really so in love with you.
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Madison: done with what? Drinking? Us? Me? What?
Finn: Drinking! Why are you so ready for me to end things with us? Do you want to break up?
Madison: no! God no! That's the last thing I want Finn. Okay...I'm sorry. For me telling you was worse than finding out. For me I am constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. I'm constantly thinking that you're gonna leave me. That people in general are gonna leave me because I'm not good enough or I'm pushing too far. And I'm sorry but getting pregnant was the biggest push there is and I'm so scared that the other shoe is going to drop.
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Madison: I don't care. Be an asshole. Yell at me. Be mad. Anything. Just tell me.
Finn: I just feel like I have made a lot of big life changing mistakes while drinking so I'm done with that.
Madison: done with what? Drinking? Us? Me? What?
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Madison: I didn't mean it that way! I'm just saying it's not your fault! I feel like you wish you could change this. Wish away our baby like I...trapped you or something. I'm not fighting. I'm just trying to talk. I don't want to fight.
Finn: I don't know what to say without sounding like an asshole. I'm not feeling like YOU trapped me and I'm not wishing the baby away.
Madison: I don't care. Be an asshole. Yell at me. Be mad. Anything. Just tell me.
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Madison: you think this is your fault
Finn: Because it is. But no, I'm not going to talk to you about it because you are just calling me self absorbed so I will stay quiet about my feelings on all of this. I do not want to fight with you.
Madison: I didn't mean it that way! I'm just saying it's not your fault! I feel like you wish you could change this. Wish away our baby like I...trapped you or something. I'm not fighting. I'm just trying to talk. I don't want to fight.
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Madison: are you seriously not gonna talk about this with me?
Finn: Talk about what?
Madison: you think this is your fault
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Madison: ..fine
Finn: so have a goodnight.
Madison: are you seriously not gonna talk about this with me?
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Madison: Finn...
Finn: Well I'm not going to argue with you.
Madison: ..fine
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Madison: I know that. I didn't mean it like that I just... it's not your fault. It's not like a car accident or some tragic thing that happened. It's not anyone's fault. I know it's going to effect our life's. Don't you think I already knew that.
Finn: This conversation is not going well, so I'm just going to go.
Madison: Finn...
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Madison: stop. It's not...it's a baby. Its no ones fault. It just happened. Don't be so...conceited. This isn't all about you Finn. I was part of this too and now it's not even about us. It's about this baby that's gonna be part of me and part of you and it's scary and terrifying but I truly believe that things happen for a reason so please don't apologize.
Finn: It's not really being conceited when this is something that is going to effect that rest of my life and of yours.
Madison: I know that. I didn't mean it like that I just... it's not your fault. It's not like a car accident or some tragic thing that happened. It's not anyone's fault. I know it's going to effect our life's. Don't you think I already knew that.
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Madison: Finn...you don't have to apologize.
Finn: I feel like I do though because it's my fault.
Madison: stop. It's not...it's a baby. Its no ones fault. It just happened. Don't be so...conceited. This isn't all about you Finn. I was part of this too and now it's not even about us. It's about this baby that's gonna be part of me and part of you and it's scary and terrifying but I truly believe that things happen for a reason so please don't apologize.