INSIDE MY HEAD

This is a personal blog of a messed up girl. DISCLAIMER: This is by no means a PRO - ED, SI, depression, cutting etc. blog. It is however filled with triggering pictures and posts, so continue on your own desire. You have been warned.

[im-hecking-suffering13]

Me: *fasting*

Brain: please... give me food. If we don’t eat we’ll die... please.....

Me: this is so sad. Alexa, play Skinny Love

[shebecomes38]

I want everyone to say "oh she's gotten so skinny" "you look emaciated" "your face has shrunk" "you eat so little" I want people to talk about how disciplined I am around food I want people to worry about me looking like a corpse I want to take up as less space as possible I just want to be skinny and be worthy and loved for once in my life

[fittolive]

https://fittolive.tumblr.com/

[thinandfading]

Me: *drinks an absurd amount of water daily*

My stomach: *growls*

Me: ahhh im probably just thirsty

[c0kez3ro]

[thinnnmintz]

Imagine:

Your boyfriend wraps his hand around your wrist, his pointer finger and thumb touching. He adds the comment “you’re so tiny!”

Your shorts loosely hang on your tiny waist as you flounce around on the beach, feeling confident in a bikini top. Your toned tummy out for everyone to see.

You’re sitting by the pool with your friends and you notice that your knees are touching but not your thighs. You decorate them with henna tattoos and finally purchase dainty ankle bracelets.

You throw on an old sweater and don’t even need pants. You marvel in the mirror as the sweater hangs loosely on your tiny frame. You can’t believe you were ever that big.

You take pictures with your friends all the time and for once you’re not ashamed of the person you see. Your friends all tell you that you look like a model.

It will happen. Keep going. Keep pushing. You’ll soon be able to enjoy these little moments in life.

[daintidoe]

Made another meme. Not sure if it’s too niche or not.

[spilllthesocietea]

[skinnihippi]

My skin has broken out so bad this week and is so fucking dry. I guess that’s what I get when I don’t eat anything but trash!

[small-summer]

Mid getting dressed ft. Oscar.

[caloriesxdietcoke]

Imagine not having to suck your fat tummy in anymore

[bunnyv0mit-deactivated20200217]

(this is me)

CW: 102.6 lbs

[emaciatedxx]

no thanks I don’t need a personal trainer, I already have my eating disorder screaming at me in my head 24/7

[thinly-euphoric]

isn’t it funny, that when you see someone skipping meals or having an actual ed, you become one of those people saying: “nooo you should eat!! it’s not worth it” and etc.

but when it comes to myself i hate when someone tells me this because can u not???

lmao i think the big part of this is the fact that i don’t want see someone being a bEttEr aNoReXic ThaN mE

[sad-enbye]

I wanna starve myself and want everyone around me to be worried for me but I also want to go on without them noticing but I also wanna lose weight very fast but I also wanna eat food but I also wanna feel the hunger pangs but I also want to just have a healthy relationship with food but I also don't wanna gain. help.

[notquitebliss]

[skinnylegendinthemaking1]

My ultimate goal is for people to tell me that I’ve lost way too much weight and that I’m too skinny now.