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I wanted you to be that person for me, I try not to hold a high expectation of people because of how many times I’ve been disappointed by them. You were supposed to be different.

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Tom Hiddleston and Jessica Chastain in Crimson Peak (2015)

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“My depression is a shapeshifter; one day it is as small as a firefly in the palm of a bear, the next day, it’s the bear.”

— Sabrina Benaim, “explaining my depression to my mother, a conversation”

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“I want a soulmate who can sit me down, shut me up, tell me ten things I don’t already know, and make me laugh. I don’t care what you look like, just turn me on. And if you can do that, I will follow you on bloody stumps through the snow….I will do your windows. I will care about your feelings. Just have something in there.”

— Henry Rollins

I’m scared.

What if the end is soon? Am I looking for things to go wrong or are things between us actually bad and I’m just making excuses for how much I love you. I always said I’m not afraid to be alone but maybe I am afraid to be alone and I’m fighting to be here because what am I without you?