Joie de Vivre

Probably the only emotion that I show is rage. An acquired taste that most will find hard to accept.

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Number 1 priority in life now: faster graduate, find a job, earn money and get out of this godforsaken place where I eat and sleep.

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一天聊不上几句话。。。sigh

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Seems like you've more to say to ur friends than me. Why do I even try.

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I’m back again.

The one-word replies.

Feels like deja vu.

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So now I don't even get to hear those words.

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not the first time, definitely not the last.

hate it when you're being extreme.

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can't sleep

Also, I hate it when I get replies of 'don't know' and 'don't care'. Reminds me of the times I've been hurt by those words. Cmon you obviously had a reason.

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It's as if it's my fault when I don't even know what's going on. Fine I'll go.

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I hate this gpa race. It can only go up from here otherwise I'm mad screwed.

Why do falling grades show up more significantly than the improvements in the term? :(

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I now see why this particular group member has the impression that a scholar "always wants things done his way".

You don't read the project requirements, you don't read the chats and you did so many things wrongly and that's why I had no choice but to step in because you're barking up the freaking wrong tree. 

& then you insist on your own thinking.

Look who wants things done his own way.

It's a good thing he doesn't know that I'm a scholar too. I know which category of team mate I'd fall under in his mind,

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toakarou replied to your post: Tagged by: toakarou Name: Vivian ...

adviceeeee :P

oh my goodness the result of multitasking. gimme a momentttt

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Tagged by: toakarou

Name: Vivian

Nickname: Tiny, Viv, Yan

Birthday: 30 November (smack in the middle of finals urgh)

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Height: 154cm T-T

Time zone: GMT+8

Current time/date: 10.58pm, 25 September 2014

Average number of hours I sleep at night: 5-6h (nights when I have school/sth early in the morn the next day), 9-10h (fortunate days when I don't have school/meetings/volunteer work)

Last thing I Googled: 'impetuts'. it was in my notes but somehow didn't quite fit the definition I had in mind.

My most used phrases: "oh my god', 'what the hell?!', 'HAHAH' (of which sometimes I'm not actually laughing. Just, yeah know?)

First word that comes to mind: Bear (im looking at my profile pic as I type this)

What I last said to a family member: eh i cant rmb LOL.

One place that makes me happy and why: my room/bed. I have everything I need in this room and I can do whatever I want

How many blankets I sleep under: one

Favorite beverage: it used to be things like coke and ice lemon tea, but recently I think it's just plain water. I've been reaching for plain water a lot nowadays. I think it does make me overheat less since I always get heaty from eating fried stuff. 

Last movie I saw in the cinema: I think it was Lucy?

Three things I can’t live without: My phone, my Hulk toy, Internet

Something I plan on learning: How to bake properly, how to cycle, how to ride a skateboard (penny board!).

A piece of advice to all my followers: I'm a firm believer that hardwork and dedication pays off. I've had to try a lot harder than most people (failing interviews, almost losing my scholarship, countless under-performance back in sec sch and jc, etc) but persistence pays off. Eventually I managed to get most of the things that I was striving towards. Sometimes I think I don't get things handed easily to me because someone up there wants me to really fight for what and I want and treasure it. I do have the tendency to take things for granted. >.< 

Long story short, next time if you fail at something, continue fighting for it if you believe that's what you really want. People will see it and if you try hard enough, you'll get it.

You all have to listen to this song: I haven't been keeping up-to-date with songs lately but I really love Mandopop before 2010. Things have been slowly going downhill eversince...

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toakarou replied to your post:I need a hug.

*hugs 6 hours late*

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

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I need a hug.

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Typing again cos I'm bored from studying.

Just last week I had another encounter with a bitch in school. I bid for a class with my friend (A),who told me she was also bidding with another friend(B), but I can join them if I want, and so I did.

So... we had to form groups of 5-6. B went off to join another group cos I think she has other friends there.

Bitch already formed her group of 5. Then she realized that my friend and I didn't have a group. So she asked my friend, A, to join her.

Now, A is a very nice person so she knows that if she joins Bitch, I'll be left alone. So she declined. 

But Bitch kept pestering her and whining about how they couldn't be in the same group. & I was just sitting beside my friend, A, the whole time.

Insensitivity aside, if you really had wanted to be in the same group as my friend, why oh why did you not bid for the damn mod tgt with her?!

Says quite abit about your friendship with my friend doesn't it?

& hey, my friend has values and won't leave me without a group. So shut your trap and go back to your own bloody group.

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It's been 5 hours. Maybe I should really talk to myself.