♚┋ running up that hill.

“The real violence, the violence that I realize is unforgivable, is the violence we do to ourselves when we’re too afraid to be who we really are." ( MARY JIA MACDONALD. ) Seventh Year Gryffindor with a speciality in puns & bad pick up lines. Survivor. Sci-Fi Addicted. Comic Book Collector. Nerd. Feminist. Charms & Head of the Wizard Card Collectors Club. Proud Freak of Nature. Muggleborn. About as subtle as a tornado. var sc_project=11027494; var sc_invisible=1; var sc_security="679b25e7"; var scJsHost = (("https:" == document.location.protocol) ? "https://secure." : "http://www."); document.write("");

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I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise, and I wish I could sink my hands into your flesh and light lanterns along your spine so you know that there’s nothing but light when I see you.

A Thousand Paper Cranes (via parkingsonwrites)

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OPEN TEXT ➝ LILY

LILZ: woah caps lock

LILZ: talk me thru it and i'll assist xo

MARY M: it's a dilemma, but i'll grab some composure just for you ( i am not the least bit composed )

MARY M: i mean, there's perfect format and everything, but at the end there's a smiley face. he NEVER uses smiley's Lil Z. It's like it's mocking me. Staring at me like, do this if you dare be the FOOL.

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OPEN TEXT ➝ BENJY

BENJY F: This that crazy prof you keep talking about? Prof 'stuck his finger in an electrical socket when he was a kid?'

BENJY F: Yeah, bullshit radar's getting nothing. This is probably the one time a year he's serious.

MARY M: He did it because apparently THAT was when his calling to the scientific process came to him, which is admirable, but, yeah that one.

MARY M: Ugh, I guess I'm gonna be mixing that Five Hour Energy with Red Bull again.

MARY M: ...........what if you're wrong though?

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OPEN TEXT ➝ ALASTOR

AL: my bullshit radar is always ready, just gimme a sec

AL: buffering buffering

AL: the bullshit radar has analyzed the situation. it says u r the april fools joke and also that u should do UR DAMN WORK ffs mary

MARY M: ............... this is RUDE I AM ATTACKED I KNEW I WAS THE APRIL FOOL ALREADY BUT THIS IS ANOTHER LEVEL

MARY M: i do my WORK you do your WORK

MARY M: work work work work work

MARY M: ur no help at all mind your own buizness next time

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OPEN TEXT ➝ ANYONE

MARY M: LISTEN I KNOW IT'S APRIL FOOLS BUT I'M NOT SURE IF THIS ASSIGNMENT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A JOKE OR IF I'M SUPPOSED TO DO IT

MARY M: I NEED UR BULLSHIT RADAR STAT

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w/ a double minor in graphic design & NOT SLEEPING. 

so, mary grew up constantly trying to please her parents and since she wasn’t a witch, there was a much bigger chance that they’d accept her. still, she was the mary we know as a child, vibrant & rebellious but EXTREMELY overachieving. It’s the MacDonald way, since magic wasn’t an option and since she was good at studying/school she realized she had to keep going. Peter MacDonald is a very high profile criminal defense attorney and May MacDonald is a housewife and socialite. 

Went to probably one of the best private schools in the UK and truthfully, didn’t really fit in with her friends there? They were all really posh and rude, some of them even distant royalty and while Mary is super rich, she never thought it was fun to make fun of people and be a dick??  Plus, they were a little racist to her and growing up she got a lot shit for being Chinese. It was hard because she never fit in with any of the Chinese people she met because she was too white for them, but the white people she met were some form of racist, even if unintentionally. It was just so hard for her to fit in so she found Tumblr, Instagram and Vine. She got super famous on Tumblr for her LOTR and other fandom graphics she made. 

So, she sort of has friends irl in areas that are what her parents call ‘ghetto’. Really, just sort of artsy, not as rich people who she ADORES. With them, she was the most uptight and they helped her sort of open up more. Still, she has more friends online like Rita Skeeter who she now goes to school with and shows up on her Youtube videos. 

Going to uni was honestly .... life changing. Mary’s life was linear tbh, she was going on one path and THEN, she met her ALL Y’ALLS CHARACTERS AND SHE BECAME EFFERVESCENT. 

First time she felt she fit in with people and really belonged, was extremely happy but extremely stressed as she’s constantly studying. Gets amazing grades, but barely gets sleep. Also manages The S Word. loves her house of friends more than anything.

Came out to her parents recently as bi and they didn’t take it well, it sort of puts more pressure on her to go on the path they WANt her to go on but she’s realizing that she doesn’t want to go to medical school right now at least even though she’s gotten into quite a few ones. It’s super hard for her to tell her parents this so...... she has NOT. 

which contributes to the not sleeping

Post it notes are also a big thing for her, she packs so many for school. Whenever Mary is high and with a close group of friends, she’ll get out her post it notes and start complimenting people through writing & sticking them on her foreheads.

smoke weed everyday lifestyle while being highly productive

really really hates basically being so dependent on her parents and is gonna tell them to shove it at graduation but is still very nervous about it

her friends i feel like are even more a part of her heart and her courage, how much she’s bothered them about this is pretty minimal as she likes to seem like she’s got it put together but she’s sCARED AF!!! 

plans on traveling the world after graduation and taking a year off instead of med school ANYONE WANNA COME

inspirations: lorelai gilmore ( gilmore girls ), spencer hastings ( pll ) , peyton charles ( izombie ), cristina yang ( grey’s anatomy )

[katemackinnon]

#same

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Emmeline, Lily, Alice

❝Well, THIS ones rude !! Very very rude!! Even though I can answer it easily, this is GARBAGE. 

FUCK: AliceMARRY: LilyKILL: Emmeline

O n l y because she deserves a break.❞

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bagmn:

            he’d been up there for hours now, laying back with an arm thrown                  haphazardly across his eyes, cigarette in his other hand.      there was an empty bottle of tequila next to him, and his legs were dangling                                                     ( dangerously )                                                       over the edge. 

      “ you should leave —  “ he called out, at the sound of footsteps behind him.                                      “ if you know what’s good for you. ”

                 They’d planned to meet but when Mary couldn’t find him, she decided that she’d been stood up Ludo ‘Trash’ Bagman and felt almost embarrassed.                           WANDERING around Hogwarts, finally smoking in her own               spot the one of joints she’d brought for him -- she’d found him. 

❝I see you’ve started without me, rude, first off,❞ Mary went to sit next to him, dangling her own legs over the edge.

Even if their arrangement lacked a certain self respect on her own part, Ludo never treated her blatantly mean or rather, threatening. At least not UNPROVOKED by her own prickly manner their sixth year, but that was normal shit. This wasn’t. Not with a full bottle of tequila besides him.

           ❝You seem like you need company right now,       CONVENIENT seeing as we were supposed to meet -- --      but we don’t have to talk. I can just share this joint I have with you.❞

[itsbrooklyn99]

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     “Amos,” Mary frowned as she finally got into the Hufflepuff dorms, smelling of vinegar and all around reek. “Please tell me there’s a way to get all this out?? I mean, I know there’s a charm but my brain is too ... ON VINEGAR to think.” @ofamos

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ｐｈｏｅｎｉｘ ９９

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     They’d been silent for a while before she rested her head on his shoulder, scrunching her body towards his. There was a joint in her hand that she passed to Sirius, closing her eyes for a moment, before she broke the silence.   ❝Marlene’s brother DIED. He was murdered. I dunno what to say to her right now. Is it bad that all I want to do is find mine?? Make sure he’s okay?? I can’t stop thinking about him.❞ @ofxpxds

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lupyns:

        he watched her carefully, the boy scrutinizing her without seeming suspicious.   it was a gift, really — the effortless nonchalance that consistently graced his                 features. but as easily as he could appear indifferent, he could break down.           things were known to get overwhelming at times and he had a habit of feeling everything  — and what he hated so damn much was that she had no idea.

                          but she liked to think she did.                mary macdonald knew ALL the fucking things.

                                                               why he used to like her, he’d never know.

                 he could sense her hesitance as she moved about his room.          the girl with an extensive vocabulary had been short a few words here and there;    at least, she was before referencing the album currently echoing around them.           and while he normally wouldn’t consider the lionless the ideal person to talk to,  it was a trigger topic that would eventually be the cause of his rants and excited chatter.

                    “ it’s fleetwood mac … amazing, right? ”

                             he cleared his throat and took a stand, placing his hands in his pockets                as he walked slowly toward the record player, somewhat matching her                                discomfort. “ i’ve sort of been shoving it down everyone’s throat.                                        i figured the possible asphyxiation would be worth it, so … ”                                       this was strange, especially since the last time they talked, she                            practically lunged at him with a medieval verbal assault.

                      “ s’my favorite thing right now. ”       

     It was times like now when Mary felt like this, them talking simply, was nice. If Mary believed that a friendship between two people -- especially her and Remus -- was real, she’d expect to  see the messy parts. There WASN’T a time she could easily recall where she’d seen his messy and that’s when she forced herself to push away the peace and to instead delve into what she wanted to say. Before the frustration got her first.

        ❝Um,❞ she started, and the usually confident Mary’s demeanor started to fade. This was scary to address simply because it was easier to be herself -- much more candid, less controlled -- than this. But for Remus’ sake, for the sake of what she wanted to talk about, she couldn’t be all herself. 

( That’s what annoyed her most this time, and he’d not even said anything close to annoying. Mary wondered if her proposition of peace would be futile. She knew she’d better try anyways. )

      ❝For the sake of our FRIENDS, I think we should, I dunno, be more friendly,❞  Mary took a deep breath, realizing she needed to correct herself a little.   ❝Meaning, I need to be less conspiracy theory on you and more ... minding ... my own ... business because, I don’t think our friends like it. James and Sirius are two of my best friends. Best friends. Lily’s my girl. My sister. Peter’s a mate. I can go on,❞  but she didn’t,   ❝just because I don’t ... I dunno, just because I’m not very .... -- ❞ she looked down, the words jumbled & frustratingly incoherent. THIS was why she didn’t dull herself down. Mary didn’t know how to be less. 

      ❝I’m going to be nice to you for the sake of our friends ‘cause graduation’s soon and it’s the last thing they should be worrying about. Us.❞

[arilopez]

“Be nice to the cauldron and the cauldron will be nice back.”

A Mary Macdonald and Emmeline Vance Moodboard

@mucdonald

[roleplaymemesforyou]

Send my muse three names, and they'll have to choose who to "Marry","Fuck"or "Kill".

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antlcrs:

“Maybe we are, maybe not. A mystery for the ages,” he retorted with ease, eyebrows waggling mockingly. “When I’m dead? I think you mean if I die.” Lips curled up into a grin as he shifted slightly to better address her. “But — if I were to face a TRAGIC early death, my fortune would obviously go to James Fleamont Potter II, my illegitimate child. I always have a plan, Macdonald!”

       ❝The fact that you never say no is always what gets me going, you never deny it, it’s just, something else,❞ she rolled her eyes at him acting as if he was immortal. Typical James Potter antics, typical ego that couldn’t be deflated if you shot a bazooka at it.  ❝Y’know what makes me know that’s not the name of your illegitimate child. The fact that one of your boys name’s not in it. It’s probably James Fleamont SIRIUS Potter.❞