i fucking love filthy, dirty complete degenerate immoral gains. using fast food, heavy cream, butter, mass gainer, gallons of melted ice cream, pumping thousands of calories into my gut all at once just to stretch it out and pile on the pounds faster than any one human beings body can keep up with. falling asleep in sheer pain, completely dazed and waking up every morning with new stretch marks and literal torn skin. tiny bloody spots from how fast i’m growing. shit that should be in a fucking horror movie really. it’s awful, but such an addicting cycle that’s so hard to stop even when you want to










