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You've got too many faces in too many places, you're not who you say you are.

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Remember me as you pass by, As you are now, so once was I, As I am now, so you must be, Prepare for death and follow me.

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When they say that they don't care, they mean it

Aquarius, Gemini, Aries, Sagittarius, Capricorn, Taurus

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Hey guys, let me introduce myself Put away the boring kids, don’t be embarrassing So boring, you’re just the same How can a puppy recognize a tiger? The crazy dog of this place is me Don’t stop me, the moment you act arrogant You’ll be bitten apart Anyone can say that I’m crazy I don’t care if they curse at me Who can stop me? Let’s say I did party a bit, I chewed some gum, yea Who cares? Who cares if I play more? I’m a little immature, yea Who cares?

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self care is drinking 3 pots of coffee and getting into a knife fight w god

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Love is painful, although love is painful I repeat it like a fool, that’s what I always do But pain is beautiful It’s same as you Hope turns into disappointment, hope turns into despair The deeper love grows, the deeper the pain gets I make the mistake of thinking and hoping it’ll be different this time In the end, how many years would have passed? There is no such thing as forever In the end, were we never meant to be? I am alone again Barely, ....barely, ...barely, I thought I only barely found true love But in the end, in the end, it ends like this

My heart is just like the first time but now it’s filled with scars because of you We keep changing, at your cold voice I cool down too We’ve grown too far apart to turn things back, to linger around each other without any feelings It was so hard that I gifted you with separation and after turning around, I’m fallin’ without you

In the end.... whose fault was it? There is no such thing as love In the end, is breaking up, losing? I’m tired and I fall asleep Barely, ....barely, ....barely, In the end, in the end, are we becoming strangers again?

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You put me in so much pain  Do you remember us back when the stars were shining? You hateful person- Hey, it hurts so much right now Only you can make me laugh, only you can make me cry The hero who protected me, but you left me and I hate you I need you number nine, number nine, number nine, don’t leave me Did you forget me, number nine? It’s because of you that I’m in so much pain Do you remember the days when we made the figs bloom into flowers When I close my eyes and open them, I’m still here alone I’m in the dark in the dark, I’m dancing in the dark

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me , making plans w friends: let’s just meet in the middle n go to hell

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I know Every life’s a movie We got different stars and stories We got different nights and mornings Our scenarios ain’t just boring I find this movie very amusing Everyday, I want to shoot it well

But you know, sometimes I really really hate myself To be honest, quite often, I really hate myself When I really hate myself, I go to Dduksum I just stand there with the familiar darkness

With the people that are smiling and drinking beer, it makes me smile Coming to me softly, fear, which holds my hand It’s okay because everyone is in twos or threes It’d be nice if I had friends too

The world is just another name for despair My height is just another diameter for the earth I am all of my joy and anxiety It repeats everyday, the love and hate directed to me Hey you, who’s looking over the river If we bump into each other while passing, would it be fate? Or maybe we bumped into each other in our past life Maybe we bumped into each other countless times

In the darkness, People look happier than the day Everyone else knows where they’re supposed to be But only I walk without purpose But still, blending in with them is more comfortable Dduksum, which has swallowed up the night Hands me an entirely different world I want to be free, I want to be free from freedom Because right now I’m happy but I’m unhappy I’m looking at myself

I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself I wish I could love myself

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Just a few notes on why I’ll probably be archiving this account soon!

While it’s sudden, I’ve decided to drop and stop writing for A for the time being. Blog wise, while I’m more than satisfied with how many freaking posts I’ve made ( it’s over 3,000 wowza ), there is some clutter as well. Exam season is starting for me, so I also have less time to write as well, including my blog for Heine. It’s always a little harder for me to write a muse from an actual series for me anyhow.

As much as I hate A for her personality, I love writing for her. She started of way different than how she is today ( it’s fun to look back on it ), and I’ve had a year and a half to pour my creative soul out and construct a detailed background and universe for her nearly everyday.

That said, her being in Amaranth means she died and she did, in canon. She’s ran her course even in the afterlife, and although I can and want to keep interacting with her muse, she’s very much a character driven by her own plans in her own world. My whole dilemma for quite a while now ( just check my twitter for my weeping ) is that she has no point in living. She’s accomplished her part, she’s satisfied with her life as much as she can be, and she refuses to change to become a gentler person ( which would have allowed me to keep writing her a little more ).

I’m been rolling on the ground and eating snow nonstop debating how I can keep writing for her while also staying true to the canon, but I know Amaranth isn’t the place for her anymore.

This is probably sort of irrelevant, but anyone who’s seen me tweet about A nonstop probably has an idea that stopping myself for writing A is a damaging thought since it also helps me cope with stress by easily slipping into character. While the story in her universe is still continuing, I have doubts whether I’ll make another OC just as satisfying as she is to me. 

Anyways!! If I do make a new blog, for any reason... I’ll be sure to link it here. The queue for her blog still has over 80 days to go, but I don’t have a reason to pop back in during that time. Especially for all the indies who’s followed me since the Earth cooled down and everyone who’s threaded with me, thank you so much for seeing potential in my character, and for all the fun times I’ve had.

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I cared a lot once,” she admitted wryly. “And it ruined me. So now I don’t care for much at all. I work in extremes like that.

S.Z.

// Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #152 (via blossomfully)

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“I’m dead!”

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I can tell by that face, you’re a mischievious one Ah, even your name is beautiful, I want to keep calling it What I imagine I can’t say out loud, but it’s so adorable Look at those blushing cheeks, like bloomed flowers You’re innocent, but so clever There’s no way to know what’s inside of you You’ve got sunshine over your head But the glimpse of your inside is covered in dark clouds, oh You turn back so cold, but you’ll come back tomorrow night  Zeze, climb up the tree Kiss the leaves Don’t fool around Don’t hurt the tree, bad bad Zeze, climb up the tree Take the youngest leaf here Take the only flower Climb up me Climb up me

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SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE CITY LIKE I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER

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Shade was taken aback; mankind simply did not act that way towards him. Even his fellow gods were more accommodating. This level of sass could only come from someone who had no fears. It made Shade’s curiosity pique. “I see. I don’t have anything I could give you,” except a flashlight and money he had saved for food and drink. “But I implore you to reconsider. There are rewards for doing these deeds themselves; you could have them. I’m just in this for… charity, yes. Besides, do you really have anything better to do? You’re dead.” She would probably be hell to work with even IF she agreed, but Shade couldn’t help his newfound interest. There had to be more to someone who acted this way.

“Yeah, didn’t think being dead would have me walking and thinking with a functioning body, but I never got to decide those things. Yes, I really do have better things to do. I don’t care about those rewards-,” She gave a dismissive wave of the incentives, “When I’ve got everything I need out of Eternity.”

It had come with her years of independence- an instinct to secure a place to stay, and all necessary basic needs. It didn’t take long for all those matters to be settled, and she was even tossing a flophone ( a sign she had more than enough monetary gains to spend ) casually in her hand, confident she would be able to catch it. 

“..but I suppose everyone deserves a second chance You’re here, after all. Try pitching this whole quest thing again if you’re that desperate for a partner and I might reconsider my answer.”

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They are terrible. / They have too many colors, too much life. They are not quiet, / Quiet, like the little emptinesses I carry.

Sylvia Plath, from The Collected Poems; “Three Women” (via violentwavesofemotion)