devilishdelights:
“Because I fucking loved you.” He snapped, spinning away as he dropped his glass of scotch on a nearby table and walked further in… emotions going wild. “Because on top of the media having a bloody feeding frenzy from that picture… I had to deal with Angela fucking warping everything and there was nothing I could do! Do you have any idea how many times I tried to ring you? To call? To see if you were okay- I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU.” He pointed out, eyes beginning to get watery before he clamped down on that weakness. “I don’t know. I don’t fucking know. Why was running away YOUR first instinct? We were OUTED Teddy. We could have finally been together- done all the things we wanted. But YOU left me.” He trailed off then, emotion rolling off him in waves as the hurt and misery he’d buried years ago finally resurfaced, no loner willing to remain hidden.
“”i fucking loved you too” there is a slight whimper as he glances down, fiddling with the sleeve of his jumper as he finally walks in and pushes the door closed and dear lord teddy isn’t being manipulative for once, the light catching the glistening tears starting to silenelty fall. “what if you didn’t love me, what if the closet thing kept it like safe for you to have a bit of fun and no one find out and i showed up and you just turned me away” he’s whimpering, because there underlying insecurity that driven his actions. “do you think i wanted to be in some shitty cold new york motel? i couldn’t even sleep without wearing your shirt and when it stopped smelling like you i couldn’t stop crying for two days because i needed you!”













