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I DON’T LIKE MY MIND RIGHT NOW. / STACKING UP PROBLEMS THAT ARE SO UNNECESSARY. / WISH THAT I COULD SLOW THINGS DOWN. / I WANNA LET GO BUT THERE’S COMFORT IN THE PANIC. / AND I DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY / THINKING EVERYTHING’S ABOUT ME. / YOU SAY THAT I’M PARANOID BUT I’M PRETTY SURE THE WORLD IS OUT TO GET ME. / IT’S NOT LIKE I MAKE THE CHOICE TO LET MY MIND STAY SO FUCKING MESSY. / WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HEAVY ?

#heyo i've moved connor because i'm a disaster #blood //

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BUT IN THE END I WILL SURVIVE !! // I guess I just don’t get your plan are you trying to smash my world up i’m just trying to understand you say you know me not truly who I am you stress the modifier while I stress the adjective. // i laugh ‘till i cry. i party all of the time. i might of liked it a couple of years ago but at some point i changed my mind. // as coded by brittany.

#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i . ﹙ * MISC . ﹚ PROMO .

i just wanna know how the hell they’re getting married in a month and they have nothing planned but the reception looks THAT nice

#ALSO: HOW DO THEY KNOW THAT MANY PEOPLE #i know their moms coming and helping probs helps #but like ....... still .......... a month ..............#and connor's dad is gonna be there #who the hell invited him #TBD.#htgawm spoilers #layla don't look #anyway. i'm working on connor's new blog because of who i am as a person #but my grandparents are on their way so i gotta hang out with them for a lil bit

i’m going to bed but tomorrow i am getting shit done

#i hope all of you have wonderful days/nights <3 #TBD.

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i’m watching lily and kat because jack is in it and i have no idea what’s going on bc i didn’t watch the trailer but please let them be gay

do you ever watch a movie and it kinda changes your life

#i can't figure out if it was a good movie or not #but it was ................ something #TBD.

i’m watching lily and kat because jack is in it and i have no idea what’s going on bc i didn’t watch the trailer but please let them be gay

#so far not that bad #i've watched worse #TBD.

if i see one more person calling connor ungrateful i’m gonna throw myself out the window

#HE'S ALLOWED TO BE UPSET SHE LIED TO HIM #i can'T DO THIS #TBD.#layla don't look

i love accidental 5 hour naps

#i laid down for 2 seconds bc my head was killing me #and 5 hours later #here we are #: /#TBD.

hello 911 i’m sad

#not my gif.#suicide mention //#he went to her #and now she's using it against him #and i'm sad #because they were doing so good #she should've just been honest with him #and he probably shouldn't have asked #i understand why she didn't tell him #but don't lie to him when you know from experience how much he hates that #don't use him needing help and coming to you against him #don't yell at him about shit that has nothing to do with him when he asks you a question #i'm : (#htgawm spoilers #layla don't look #i have to go do human things now goodbye

doona-baes

#they’ve killed a person

#THIS IS STILL THE BEST #layla don't look #K5 TBT.

tag yourself connor having no self control edition

#i'm all of them #TBD.

connor being a huge hugger vs jack hating hugs

#who will win #also? i think i might move this blog #i know i literally just made it but idk i just feel so disorganized #i won't drop anything i just.#feel like a giant mess #but i don't know i'll think more on it #i don't wanna be a pain in the ass #TBD.

i gotta go run some errands because apparently i still have to be adult even when i’m sick then i’m gonna try to write but i might also just sleep

#<3 #TBD.

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Melissa’s Very Long List Of Favorite Ships (in order of ship name) Coliver (Connor Walsh and Oliver Hampton). “Just know that meeting you and everything that we have.. it’s everything. I mean, you mean everything. I love you, Ollie.”

#i love u my children #coliver //#i . ﹙ * CONNOR & OLIVER . ﹚ SOMETIMES HOME CAN BE ANOTHER PERSON .

I can't comment on portrayal because I have yet to see the show but I have to say. You're making me incredibly interested to watch this show because your love for this character is so apparent and from what i can see you make him so multidimensional and you delve deep into his psyche and I love love love when people do that. You seem to care a lot about him and your writing is so damn good like plz give us a chance.

* MEME . / ACCEPTING . / @igvch

AH !!!! thank you !!!! this honestly means so so much to me because i truly do care so much about him and i’m trying to dive in deeper to who he is, why he’s the way he is because the show is taking 5000 years to do so ( but it’s so good pls watch ) and i’m glad you’re loving that !!! AND UH THANK YOU BUT YOUR WRITING IS SO SO GOOD SO SHUSH

#igvch #💖💖💖#i . ﹙ * POST . ﹚ OOC ASK .#SAVE .#dsjfnjksdnfjksdnf

listen........ you know i'm still in the early seasons and i should finish the show to actually say smth about ur portrayal but from what i've seen....... it is so on point!!!! and the way you write him is so!!!! ur my one and only thanks

* MEME . / ACCEPTING . / @unsnare .

listen ………… i’m gonna actually cry. i love you sm and i can’t wait for you to finish and write whoever the heck you end up writing because i know you’re gonna be hecking fantastical just like literally everyone you write

#unsnare #💖💖💖💖💖#i . ﹙ * POST . ﹚ OOC ASK .#SAVE .

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tell me your honest opinion of my portrayal

#Please #i . ﹙ * MISC . ﹚ INBOX .

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