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#Ed tw #sometimes I hate the fact that I want to be a mother someday #Because I’ll never be able to have my sick body back without the risk of not being able to have kids

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#ed tw #relapse tw #i feel myself getting sick again #Because what do you mean the two people I care about have told me my clothes don’t fit right

see i cant tell if this is a depressive slump or if the little things that are going wrong are causing me to spiral

#like why do i feel like a bad person at every turn

why am i actually so insufferable

#I can count for times in one week where I’ve come off as loud and annoying

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#I kinda feel like we often forget that the people we talk to like this was once a mother’s baby #anyways I’ve been standing in the middle of my room crying for four hours

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#I’m becoming my father arent i

”you seem like you’re sad” astute observation.

idk, the parties have been good at helping me forget

Myself from three years ago would be so disappointed in me. Because what have I done to him? Through everything he never got mean so why am I mean now

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#sh tw #relapse tw #2 years down the drain #i was clean #for 2 years

maybe i am just a genuinely wicked and evil person

sometimes i wish i could take a spoon and hollow out this feeling in my chest

when the book your friend recommended makes you realize how much you hate being fetishized for having fat

#vent tw

either kms or going off the grid for a bit. deciding in the next half hour

i should’ve kms sooner

That was really mean.

why does my brain entertain the thought of ofing myself

why can’t i have a normal body like other girls

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