nerdoll.

blast the ✚ HUMAN flower.

[musicasol]

‎ᨳ my angel darling. ⠀𓂂 ❤︎ ◯ ༚　 ꒪ 🌸 𝄞　

vi. ( vivian ). 18. shifter fairy.

[priestess777]

hi ! ^^ i have a crazy success story that would be deemed, “impossible” to the majority of people on here. (we’re still limitless no matter what).

i had 9 overdue assignments for school, i was so lazy and didn’t wanna do them, so i thought, “these are done by themselves, i don’t have to do them because they’re already submitted”. it worked. it fucking worked.

this surprised me when i checked a few hours ago, no overdue assignments. i’ve just been playing video games and sleeping over the weekend. i haven’t touched my laptop at all. 😭 i’m happy but not so shocked, in a way? i’ve been trying to manifest this sorta thing for a year now. (old story yadada). keep persisting, i wasn’t really doing that with my last attempts but i just knew it was done this time. then that’s what happened in my 3D!! ^^

(basically my homework did itself, and yes i doubled checked, they were all submitted when i never even touched them or worked on them!)

OMG THIS?!!! YOU GUYS KEEP GETTING CREATIVE WITH YOUR MANIFESTATIONS AND IM LOVING EVERY BIT OF IT! 😭💞✨

[musicasol]

had a weird ass dream(?) or maybe i shifted im not sure ⁠(0⁠_⁠o⁠) but it was pretty trippy, all this happened when i went to bed after listening to slade's latest shifting brew.

it was another reality that i had a dream about like once, months ago. it's a little blurry but yeah i do remember it being similar to that dream.

it also has a weird part, before i went to that dream/reality i was looking at a picture of a house with lush gardens on my laptop on my bed which irl is on my desk, anyways, i kept staring and affirming — all sitting up on my bed, until i started getting drowsy and ended up falling asleep ( it as more like i got so tired, my eyes closed and my head hit the pillow. pretty dramatic ik ) before the whole "dream" started.

cool stuff.

[kunizite]

the concept of waiting

we already know that the world around us is shaped and formatted based on the beliefs, actions, and thoughts we have about what you externally see, right?

you introduce yourself to manifestation but find yourself in the trap of waiting for it to happen, waiting for it to show up in the external world for it to finically indicate that you are capable of getting anything you want, but you’re in the middle of a ‘crisis’

waiting is just as constructed as time. time is a sole function and purpose for humans to live a day to day life without going rouge because of the abnormal difference it has compared to a organized, and linear system.

time has absolutely no control over you. your entire perception of what you are seeing creates how you will move through reality.

you decide if time is holding you back, you decide if you still have to wait for your manifestation to appear

the law has no choice but to work, and your world has no choice but to cater to your own thoughts, actions, and beliefs, don’t attempt to shift anything else but that

rest in the knowing that it is already done. there are infinite realities, making you infinite too. everything will move after you do, you have to be the one to take the step to make that change in identity and cut the ties with the person who lacked, waited, and “failed”.

it’s just you. methods are helpful, but not the main point. everything will stem from your perception and you have to be the one to allow that to occur.

stop waiting, stop trying.

just be.

[99oscaars]

 ꒰୨ ୧꒱ㅤ | logic doesn't exist (a semi- in-depth analysis).

i say in most if not all of my posts, that logic (or the concept of) doesn't exist. It's not real in any sense of the word.

i felt like i should probably explain what i meant by this all these posts later, so i'm gonna explain now! i hope you all enjoy, and if not, oh well!

first off, what IS logic? lets see the official definition!

according to the oxford dictionary, logic is reasoning conducted or assessed according to strict principles of validity . this essentially means that logic is anything within reason or sense.

there is nothing, and i mean nothing, in this world within reason or sense. everything on earth is a question.

how did humans get here? how did animals come along? how was earth formed? what's going on?

each and every one of those questions have a million different answers, and none of them are wrong.

if logic truly existed, the world would only have one religion, and no one would be scared of death or pain or anything else of that sort. if logic truly existed, we would know where we came from. when the formation of the universe is an illogical concept, how are we sure anything else is?

you can't build a house on a bad foundation. you can't have one thing if the one thing completely contradicts what the other thing is.

how can you have a baby chicken if the mama chicken didn't lay the egg first? how can you have logic if the concept of the world itself is illogical.

this brings me to my point. when you're manifesting/shifting, you often don't "succeed" because you're thinking of the logistics of it all. you don't realize that it's not a thing at all.

when you take the concept of losing out of your head, it no longer becomes and option. you have the power to choose the options, but you let another's belief affect yours. people in spirituality are the first to say "take your own advice!" "don't listen to anyone else!" but believe the ideas and concepts made by those before you who wanted to conform you. don't do that .

[musicasol]

✚ rooms and architecture.

beautifully architecture and rooms filled with desired decor and furniture, it always remains clean so no need for cleaning and more cool stuff.

[musicasol]

✚ food.

desired food item, sweets and drinks, savory foods and anything you'd like to eat, it's there.

[musicasol]

✚ tech.

desired consoles, pc and accessories, headphones and earphones, controllers, games, cartridges, tv and monitor, keyboards, 500 mbps connection of internet and literally every thing else.

[musicasol]

waiting ❤︎ room.

summary. i wake up in a room that is identically to my current one, just with a white door, opening this door i realize it's just another room in a huge castle-esque mansion, that's both vintage and modern as in vintage structures from the outside and modern with the tech found inside it. super comfy cozy rooms, ideal temperature, huge swimming area and gardens outside with a few cats. gaming room with literally every single gaming console ever made, games work fine no matter how old and most are in physical form unless desired otherwise. huge book library where every single book imaginable exists, also a comfy cozy spot to sit and read. insanely huge collection of films, anime, shows and movies, mostly physical that i can watch on a huge theatre screen. pinterest exists too. big big collection of music records and vinyls even cassettes that i can play on my record players, old cool tech headphones, boombox etc etc. i have all the cool tech i want. i have my dream wardrobe. desired toys, collectibles, figurines and knick knacks. super fresh air outside, safe environment with the gardens full of beautiful flowers and trees. have a few cats, bunnies and a tamed black fresian horse that loves me, his name is onix. endless supply of a buffet that has the best pastries, sweets and ice cream and other savory foods too like pizza, chinese food, pakistani bbq. fresh fruits and other delicious food. im able to eat whatever i want and still maintain my desired physique. time moves slow, so slow that i could finish persona 5 — 100%, in like two hours, this time slowing down has no effect on my body. there's a portal in the gardens that always takes me to any reality i want.

✚ tech. ✚ food. ✚ rooms & architecture.

[musicasol]

dua ❤︎ my angel.

✚ defaults. long luscious black hair, wavy to curly, cooperative and doesn't need styling as it naturally has the look of being styled by the most talented hairdressers, beautiful unreal healthy thick and dense hair that's easy to care for, it always looks good no matter what, hair smells heavenly at all times and is free from imperfections such as dandruff. clear and perfect cgi like skin. healthy and long nails, nails have a pretty natural pink color naturally, hands and feet look like they've been taken care of for decades, i never pick at my nails. big expressive eyes, long and dark eyelashes, natural makeup including mascara and eyeliner, big irises and heterochromia as shown below. desired body down to a t including being hairless in desired areas and height, 5'11. smell like warm, freshly baked cookies and sweet treats, the most delectable pastries and delicious. teruhashi effect to the max, even teruhashi wouldn't be immune to my charms. clean perfect teeth and tongue, mouth always smells fresh and looks perfect even after drinking coffee or chai.

✚ talents. speak eight languages like a native :: urdu, english, french, german, chinese, japenese, mandarin and swedish. play the bass like a pro, even better than les claypool. also be skilled at other instruments including the electric guitar, drums and piano to the same talented degree as iconic musicians are remembered. beautiful and moving singing voice that you have full control over. be a natural born musician and be revered for it. extremely good at sewing and making clothes, also cool jewelry and accessories. amazing engineer, be able to fix and mend everything and anything, make cool robots and other projects. insanely good at tech and computer stuff, like programming and hacking etc. grandmaster in chess, the best to ever live. natural artist, be amazing at drawing and art in general. smartest and the best at stem subjects, especially math in the world, high iq and best student literally ever. best writer, philosopher and thinker of the century. better at driving than dad and every best driver combined, no practice needed. good swimmer and dancer, including ballet, body is flexible and super easy to control.

✚ life. stress-free, happy, shoujo lifestyle. everyday is a new adventure and fun day, be loved by everyone and have the coolest and best of friends, endless love interests. hang out with your friends a lot, d&d sessions, movie and video game nights and more. best uni experience at fast uni, literally dream uni material type events and uni life balance. super duper rich and supportive parents, they love each other and love me even more. trips to desired places and events like concerts and cons etc. get access to the best of your nerdy stuff, video games consoles, merch etc. have so much money that it's literally impossible to even fully spend a quarter of it. wardrobe and house, room and everything really, looks exactly as planned. get gifts and literally get spoiled to a concerning degree. romcom life to the max.