Suicidal

i'm tired.

[juuulrome]

Girl, mura man kag cellphone, okay ra bisag unsang charger ang mopaslak.

(via juuulrome)

[musicbrains]

Sa pagtapos sa bakasyon, mao usab ang pagsugod sa akong pag-inusara. Apan unsaon? Gipili man nimo nga muingon ug "ba-bye na...ato lang tan-awon kung naay pa bay higayon nga magkita ta"

[musicbrains]

I sat there with my friends at the corner, the perfect spot where I could watch you and your pretty little things. We giggled as we talked about you. They told me to approach you but I swore that's the thing that I'll never do. Well, maybe a simple hi and hello will do but I am sure you'll see what's in my heart when a single word comes out. I am certain that you hate me as much as this society hates me that's why I'd never try. I can tell that you wish to never meet me on the streets just like this one time that I forced myself to act like I didn't notice you walked past me. But, I feel so much pain every time you do what I do. It feels like all my insides are crushed when I'm invisible to you. I couldn't handle the pain but all I could do is spill ink on this sheet so thin. It's just impossible to confront you. I just hope for that one day when our eyes meet, you'll see right through me what I wrote on the day I couldn't keep it in.

[musicbrains]

Of all the things that happened,

in my memory, bad things remained.

And yes.

Yes,

by these I am chained.

[musicbrains]

Vacant Chest of Mine

Oh, vacant chest of mine!

I stole that beating thing as a sign.

Closed my ears from your whine

And offered him my valentine.

I heard your whisper, so it echoes

You were warning me I suppose.

Still my feelings I impose

That him over you I chose.

His smiles made everything shine

Except in this dark and vacant chest of mine.

In his love do not decline

Just be still and it’ll be fine!

But I stood there in my horror!

I could not find even a little valor

Eyes filled with terror

Everything wrecked by tremor.

I just saw that beating thing

In his hand he crushed while grinning!

This vacant chest was begging

But he continued what he was doing!

Oh, vacant chest of mine, I know!

I was a fool to believe the show

There, I caused you sorrow

Now, you have to reap what I sow.

Oh, vacant chest of mine!

So dark and gloomy you design

Have no single idea how to refine

This hurting, vacant chest of mine.

[musicbrains]

Thoughts hide and can't be found

Words are blurred and silence is loud

Heart pounds and chest is bruised

Hard grip on tears cut loose and poured

Pain takes control and knows no bound

It's those words of you shake my ground

[musicbrains]

SHE

Never i imagined me in this circle

This isn't even a miracle

I see no reason to fall

Indeed, it's an unexpected call

This right, it is not

Dare not give it a shot

But must i admit to me?. .

That i love a she

[musicbrains]

Do the thing that will provide you a living instead of doing what you love. It is for you to LIVE. But, why don't I feel alive at all?

[musicbrains]

Money

One has to be away from the people he loves for money in order to feed himself, to provide for these people he calls family.

The feeling of expecting these people to greet you with a smile when you get home...but you don't see them. They aren't here...

[musicbrains]

I DON'T LIKE THIS WHOLE DAMN THING!

[musicbrains]

I said yes though i don't really want it. I was just afraid that if i said no i'd be a burden. Now, here i am thinking of something stupid.

[musicbrains]

Weak mind

Kanang gikapoy naka pero ingnon nimo imong kaugalingon nga "kaya na! Kaya gani nila, ikaw pa"

Sila man to, lahi pud ko😭

[musicbrains]

Ed Sheeran's #SupermarketFlowers

[musicbrains]

Opo, wabwab😊 #hiSELF (kaway.kaway)

[musicbrains]

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