The Story Of A Boy

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[musiciansquarantine]

Let's talk goals

This is year 5. I start my fifth (and last) year of undergraduate school on Monday. There's alot of emotion that goes along with that, obviously. Nervous, excited, tired (always), and more ready to start than ever. However I'm not coming into this semester goalless. I've set my goals for this year, and I'm going to do what I can to complete them. First off, I would really love a woman to spend my time with. Someone who's interested in the same things as I am, someone who won't lie to me, or about me, but will build me up and claim me in front of friends and family, someone who will enjoy seeing my face when they come home to a meal cooked myself. Someone I can cuddle with and watch GoT. I want to have plans to get rid of my debt. College sucks. I'll leave it at that. I want to pull my GPA back above a 3.0, and really impressed my mentors and colleagues along the way. I want to be more practices in the world of Wicca. I feel comfortable here, and would like to get a nice spiritual base set up in my life. Give this house my everything until I leave. That's not a choice. That's happening, as always. These are things that. Determined to finish the year with. Stick around and stay tuned. (;

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[musiciansquarantine]

You can't make someone care. They either do or they don't.

[musiciansquarantine]

Bro

Your girlfriend fucked around on you, and I don’t think you’re ever going to know.

[darthames]

Is this about who I think it is… cause if it is then she definitely told him and felt very bad about it

[musiciansquarantine]

No!!! I knew they were going to tell him. This was about some of my stuff.

[musiciansquarantine]

This is stupid.

I’m way better now than i was 4 days ago. I was in a scary place, and while im not out of the clear.... life just feels more worth it. 

However, I’m freaking upset. I have to be honest with you, this girl means a ton to me. Yes, everything has gone to shit between us. Yes, we’ve spent a lot of the last two months ruining our friendship. Yes, it feels like she hates me, but damnit.... This cant work like this. This hypocrisy... I have feelings. Very strong feelings. You were my world.... that doesn’t just disappear. Yes, I hurt you. I went behind your back, and i lied to you about it... exactly what you did/are doing to him. This him who you love so much. So yes, I have feelings for you, some would put that in simpler terms, even. I want this all to disappear. I want my everything back, by my side, and I want him to NOT play a role in my life. I want you to not ask me to lie to him for the rest of my life. You say you’ve lost yourself? I bet ya, a good place to start is being honest with yourself AND him.

Im done tryong tobe a friend to someone that acts like im a problem. After everything I’ve done for you, I have deserved better than what you have been giving me. Since we got back from Florida youve barely given me the time of day, and all but for ONE mistake (Yes, I know, a fucking big one.) I have fucking worked my ass off to get you everything you’ve wanted. I’m done. When you’re ready to make peace with what we’ve done to each other, at that point you can come talk to me. But, I’m done.

[musiciansquarantine]

Time for a Change

You have to prove it to yourself, before anyone else’s opinion even matters. If you don’t believe you can do it, no one else should. Set your goals. Reach them. Reach beyond them. Quit talking about it, and just do it.

Signed, 7

P.S. You know you’re better than this

[musiciansquarantine]

Bro

Your girlfriend fucked around on you, and I don’t think you’re ever going to know.

[musiciansquarantine]

It’s scary how much anger can fuel a person... 

[inspiring-pictures]

[oddorch]

[deeplifequotes]

Reminder: just because you’re lonely doesn’t mean you should invite someone toxic back into your life.

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[amargedom]

I’ve got to be honest. I’ve been really sad lately. Today’s just one of those days where I want to lay in bed and forget the world. No one needs to know anyway.

[whiskandwhittle]

[musiciansquarantine]

Sorry not sorry

I cant take do it. I absolutely cannot be there for prople. I've been losing my mind... I used to think that the scariest feeling in life was numbness. That point where you don't feel anything anymore. Not anger, not fear, not joy, not pain... that moment where literally nothing matters to you anymore... it's not. The scariest feeling in the world is feeling your mind slipping. Feeling yourself go crazy. Feeling yourself lose your mind. That is the scarest feeling in the world... I say I can't be there for people, not because their causing me to lose my mind, their not. I say it because I have to figure out how to take care of myself again...

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[indieteen]

[thepersonalquotes]