rp musings

[musingsofalifetime]

I am the one thing in life                                       I can control. I am inimitable. I am an original

[musingsofalifetime]

you know what?

i like you

you’re petty

like me.

[musingsofalifetime]

you can’t settle fights

through meaningless peace and hope

you battle to win

[musingsofalifetime]

what’s the point of fixing mistakes

if no one learns from it?

[musingsofalifetime]

maybe rivalries are stupid

maybe you don’t get anywhere with petty competitions

maybe..

maybe you should just learn to move on and work together.

[musingsofalifetime]

“you know what?

                                       maybe i’m not the best you’re gonna get

                                                            maybe one day you’ll find someone tons better than me

                                                            maybe one day that’ll happen

                                                           but until then

                                                          until you decide i’m not worthy

                                                          please

                                                          promise me

                                     you’ll stick with me

until the end”

[musingsofalifetime]

                                       30 long years and you still haven’t changed

                                    30 long years and somehow, i’m not the same.

[musingsofalifetime]

MAYBE IF YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVED IN ME, -THINGS WOULDN’T HAVE TURNED OUT THIS WAY!!

[musingsofalifetime]

“I’VE GONE THROUGH HELL TO FIX MYSELF!”

“YOU ARE NOT BRINGING ME BACK DOWN AGAIN!”

“NOT ANYMORE-!!”

[musingsofalifetime]

red in the face

clutching your heart

you may be embarrassed

but you sure are smart-!

[musingsofalifetime]

“you know what?

        i think they were right about me,

                                          i really am 

                                             just a 

                                                          dumb kid”

[musingsofalifetime]

what’s the point of dying?

i feel dead inside without trying.

[musingsofalifetime]

why can’t i be happy for you??

[musingsofalifetime]

maybe i’m desperate

maybe i’m selfish

im not sure but what i do know

is im not gonna lose it

[musingsofalifetime]

why do i care so much about you

when you don’t even care about me?

[musingsofalifetime]

i’m doing the right thing!!

(isn’t this what you wanted?)

so what if a few people have to d i e?

[arcntalright]

         “MAYBE I’M JUST AS BAD AS THEY SAY  I AM.”