I’m sorry to the people who’s lives I’ve disappeared from in recent years. for most of you I was gone & unreachable likely faster than you’re used to, and quite a bit faster than I’m used to. I had to, and though it took a lot of time and more mistakes, it helped. while some of you did nothing wrong, and others hurt my trust, it was a short life of wrongs that implored me to pull the plug on each of my friendships, not truly you. I know for some it may hurt to feel like I don’t like you and/or forgive you, or that I don’t wish you well, so I want to make clear that I appreciate whatever relationship we’ve had and hope for nothing but happiness for all of you. Even if something you did sparked the end of our friendship, I want you to know that I recognize the parts I’ve played in every unhappy ending I’ve had in years. while I still may not be able to or feel comfortable rebuilding some of our bridges, I’ve learned priceless lessons about myself, and I hope to continue using those lessons to grow as a friend. I may not be able to respond to you all individually who reach out to me to ask what went wrong or if there’s something we can do to be cool, but please know we’re good. We’re all good.
