lost track of time

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my laptop’s lagging like a bitch, so i’m not Back just yet sglfkjfgdk but i’m back ! i’m so sorry i’ve been mia guys, but with a bit of a break between tonight and my first final, i’ll definitely be able to make up for it before then ! lemme just restart this godforsaken thing and get a couple of other things done first

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following up on what i said on the main, i’ve got something due on tuesday, so it’s unlikely that i’ll be on mona’s acct much until then though i’ll try my best ! i’ve got the remaining open starters drafted and i’ll get to ims in a little bit

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out  in  the  always  sunny ,  tropical  hawaii  district  kino’s  eyes  gleamed  with  mischief  as  he  roamed  the  beach ,  margarita  in  hand  and  feet  digging  into  the  always  cool  sand.  for  him–––  this  was  the  fucking  life.  everything  from  the  music  to  the  overall  atmosphere  as  addicting  as  the  technology  this  strange  city  offered  around  every  corner.  like  c’mon ,  there’s  a  fucking  restaurant…  UNDERWATER !  if  only  the  jonas  brothers  was  here  to  see  this  shit.  even  after  a  month  of  getting  adjusted ,  the  city  was  𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈  offering  surprises.  kino  holding  tight  to  his  drink  as  a  couple  of  kids  flew  past  him  ,  accidentally  bumping  into  another  passerby  yet  still  saving  his  precious  alcohol.  ‘  ah ,  sorry  man––  you  know ,  those  damn  kids !  definitely  gotta  find  out  where  they  got  those  jet  packs  though. ’

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she isn’t quite sure about WHAT brought her here today, more fond of the familiar, comparably mild canadian weather if she’s to be honest, though mona won’t complain as the waves continue to roll in before her. maybe it’s the need to explore this strange place — one she’s been in for a month or so — in its entirety, to occupy herself with something unlike what’s been part of her quarter-life rebellion so far and she’s mostly successful. save for the fact that she’s sipping on her second fruity cocktail of the day. dressed appropriately for her haphazard excursion to hawaii district, mona KNOWS damn well that peace and quiet aren’t in the cards at such a bright, exciting locale as the beach, however she’s reminded of this fact yet again when someone collides into her — to which she glances at her glass before looking to the man. “ you didn’t spill my drink, ” she sniffs, now holding said beverage close to her chest, “ so i guess you’re fine. ” trying to navigate herself in this digitalized world is still something that’s taking getting used to, but it’d be a hell of a lot easier with a jet pack, she’s sure — having to learn how to use it in the first place aside, so the mention of them keeps her attention on the other. “ let a girl know when you do, would you ? i’ve been trying to figure it out for a couple of days now and it’s gotten me nowhere. ” clearly.

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picking out gifs kills me, lit the only reason for me taking ages with replies FDGJSGDL

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after doing an online physics quiz ( one i’d COMPLETELY forgotten about like the dumbass i am ) and getting back from my quick outing, i’m back ! aflkjgf i’m gonna put away groceries, grab something to eat and catch up on my fave podcast, but i’ll be answering ims and replying to a starter or two after that !

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sorry i was mia for a bit guys !! got distracted and showered sgljgk but i’ll be back as soon as i’m done blowdrying my hair to answer ims and maybe do a meme or two !

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Send Me a Symbol to look into my Muses Memories!

Send me “✤” for a memory that brings them happiness

Send me “✵” for a memory that brings them sadness

Send me “☾” for a memory they can’t remember

Send me “☼” for a memory they can’t forget

Send me “❧” for a memory that brings them anger

 Send me “◥” for a memory of someone they love

Send me “⋫” for a memory of someone they hate

Send me “◑” for a memory of someone they miss

Send me “⊛” for a memory of a place they love

Send me “◘” for a memory of a place they hate

Send me “✮” + a topic for a specific memory

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Send “📂“ for a random yet completely useless headcanon I have

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should’ve mentioned that i’m running out shortly to grab dinner, so i’ll try to im everyone before i leave !

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scratch that, my body’s saying nah to bread and cheese, chinese it is ! gsdfkljgdfkl

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should’ve mentioned that i’m running out shortly to grab dinner, so i’ll try to im everyone before i leave !

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hey guys, i’m admin jules and i’m so excited for us to finally open ! thanks so much for applying and sticking it out with us to hit this point, by the way ! i usually have something to ramble about here but for once ?? not really LKGSDFSG so i’ll just get to mona since i have a little bit of tweaking to do with this before we post accounts. you can find her stats and connections on THIS PAGE with a shortlist of other ideas coming soon, and you can find me on disc*rd if you’d prefer — my tag’s CLC NATION RISE UP !!#2030 ( still ) ! all of that being said, all that you need to know about her is listed below:

scanning mona perez , they are 23 years old and read as assiduous but aloof , which explains why they are referred to as the despondent. before virtual reality she was to be engaged to a man she doesn’t love and living in canada. they’ve been said to look incredibly similar to sofia carson, but they’ve never seen it. in this new virtual world, they plan on revisiting her former, happier self and hope to never go back to reality. ( admin jules , 21 , she/her , nt ).

so mona perez kassar, born and raised in toronto, ontario, aged 23, certified mess™

labelled the despondent, which you’ll understand shortly

born into a more affluent family, her dad was an ada and her mom a rising executive in a marketing firm, while she was an only child and spent most of her days with her nanny and her neighbours’ kid — who was a real fucking brat by the way, atrocious, a mess, god

she was a fairly timid but happy-go-lucky kid, always a little nervous meeting new people but would immediately open up once you got past that initial barrier

was fairly smart as well, her mom saw a lot of potential in her from a young age to make something of herself and was super encouraging, so was her dad

and it’s worth mentioning that while her parents didn’t have a lot of free time, they always tried to make it for her, they aren’t your basic neglectful rich parents but they are.. a bit much as of recently

so she grew up quite content all things considered, was well-mannered, enjoyed knowing that she was able to have whatever she wanted but never really exercised that until she was older, just an overall p chill girl

her parents divorced when she was sixteen and thankfully it was amicable and they’re still on good terms so !! the common rich, feuding divorced parents trope didn’t fuck her over

but upon entering uni, pressured into joining her parents’ alma mater, she came to realize that they were, for a lack of better words, grooming her to become just like her mother — who had worked her way to being cfo of her company about four years prior

and while becoming a high ranking employee for a business that she would be passionate about was something she was here for, that’s not the direction she seemed to be heading in

her mom is.. quite hard-headed, dictatorial in some ways, and mona’s major, residence and co-op programs were all decisions that she had talked her into, bc it would make mona’s life easier and so she could hand over the reins to an heir

and bc of that, mona slowly became more closed-off, she felt rather unhappy but knew that fighting her mom on these things would be useless, so her complaints always went ignored

it’s all kinda hard to explain tbh, but she’ll tell you straight up that the second worst moment in her life was being accepted into marketing, and that the worst was the day that she let her mother dictate her future in every aspect

which was also the day that she gave her mom’s business partner’s son a chance just to appease her and keep her quiet

she does care for the boy, he has his life together and is very kind and driven, but she isn’t in love with him and that’s perhaps the last thing to make her feel completely lost and displeased with herself

now they’ve been together for almost four years and she knows he’s going to propose soon; and while she doesn’t want this to happen, she’s all but accepted that this would be her life once she was no longer that happy, carefree child: appeasing others, feeling restricted, wishing she were someone else, somewhere else

entering the virtual world at complete random had her mortified, she didn’t know where the hell she was or what she was doing, but sooner or later she realized that here, she had the liberties she felt that she lacked and that had her intrigued

soon enough, she was dyeing her hair blue ( bc sofia with blue hair ?? o o f ) or whatever colour interested her, frequenting somewhat immoral places for the adventure and sleeping in past noon, something she hadn’t done in years

so now, coming to grips with the fact that here, she doesn’t have that looming engagement or her mother’s overbearing nature weighing her down, she can rediscover the girl that she once was in peace

PERSONALITY AND OTHER SHIT

a really sad bean ok ??

like she’s discontent on so many levels and doesn’t really know who she is anymore

that being said, she was a pessimist back in the real world, worn down by commitments and super indifferent about many things

like she didn’t care if she got hit by a car, mugged, anything — it just felt like another bearable inconvenience to an already exhausting life

blunt, a bit jaded and vexing, just a v odd, negative girl ??

lost a lot of respect for her mom even if she still loves her, this whole thing made her bitter towards the older woman and even others ?? so she feels a bit guilty about not wanting to go back even after all of that madness just after high school

here, she’s emerging from the cold hard exterior she’d seen slowly build itself up and desensitize her, she’s more fun-loving and becoming increasingly outgoing as time drags on

she’s not just some broken muse needing one person to fix her, she wants to do it on her own but knows that what brought her to that point were the people influencing her and calling the shots on her behalf, so finding people opposite of that to lend a hand seems practical to her

her loose morals here definitely conflict with those from before, especially when it comes to sex and love. the last thing that she wants to do is ruin her relationship despite her feelings within it, but she can feel her resolve slipping at times ( if it hasn’t already )

she’s also bi so.. js sgfdklgjd

um

i had more to work with i swear

but i blanked bc i’m rediscovering an old muse ksfdjgg

also just.. someone show her love, happiness, passion, creativity, all that good stuff again bc she misses it so much

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— She’s in the window in her pink dress, radiant, transparent, lost —

Jack Kerouac, from Book Of Sketches (via violentwavesofemotion)

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tag dump !