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close your eyes and make believe this is where you WANT to be. forgetting all of the memories try to forget l o v e because love has forgotten me. ( tw; murder / stalking / kidnapping / gore ) oh sangwoo killing stalking. ( as told by; bambi. )

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

–– MERCURY BLACK !

Arms crossed, Mercury cocked a brow, amused as the other stepped closer. He was admittedly intrigued by how nonchalant the man was about the matter. Either this guy was Mercury’s level of D E T A T C H E D, or far too similar to his father. One of them would end up with the other’s head crushed underneath his metal clad boot. Huffing a laugh when the man moved back, Mercury shrugged, the blood of his target still splattered up his pant legs dark under alleyway lights. “I sleep perfectly fine, but you can’t blame a guy for covering his bases. Even still, some murders are a little less SAD.”

It was almost a look of BOREDOM that took his face over, bored with the conversation that had been going on between the two. Of course, he didn’t mind the messiness of the man’s work, but he would’ve preferred his method over anything. Though, he hadn’t been given a basement to work with, which meant if he was going to keep himself sane, he’d have to copy another man’s method. Rolling his eyes, he cleared his throat, speaking up once more–– the scent of I R O N intoxicating him. “Murders? Sad? ––That’s what most people see them as, right? With funerals and all of that.”

[annabellehectorsworldofweird]

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’

too dark ? → status: accepting ! → ( @mctalcladboot ) 

        ❛  –– – let me teach you something important, ❜ he paused, getting more aquatinted with the boy’s body temperature as he moved a bit closer. a GRIN on his lips before he spoke, ❛ murder is murder, you can tell that BRAIN of yours whatever you want. but if you kill someone, regardless of deserving it or not, that’s –– murder. ❜ moving away he shrugged, ❛ long story short, whatever helps you sleep at night. ❜

[spctlessminds]

based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

[lilac-rph]

               “I trust you.”

                                             You 𝔱𝔯𝔲𝔰𝔱 me?                                                    Oh, му ɗєαя…                                                         Don’t you ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ——                                                                                      That’s a ғᴀᴛᴀʟ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇ.

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

👟

nice to meet you ! → status: accepting ! → ( @callmeicarus ) → our characters meet while jogging on the same trail.

            –– – running was the only thing that he could do to stay in shape while he was here. it wasn’t as if staying in shape was something needed, he simple needed to feel out his surroundings. especially when he had no idea where anything was; more importantly where ANYONE was. not being able to find yoonbum was like misplacing a piece of himself. the boy he’d spent so much time taking care of was now nowhere to be found and he felt U S E L E S S without him. this was the only thing he could think of while jogging around the same track every single afternoon and maybe he shouldn’t have closed his eyes as he continued to round the track, letting his shoulder hit something–– someone. there was that urge to scold the other person before realizing it was a ( woman ).  ❛  ah, my apologies.  ❜  he said, his head bowing slightly. sangwoo reminded himself that being kind leads to trust; TRUST being the only thing he needed. CRAVED.

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

⚠️ from ( mark || novcnity )

nice to meet you ! → status: accepting ! → ( @novcnity ) → your character notices mine in a dangerous situation and decides to step in and try to help them out.

           ❛  –– – you know,  ❜  the man began, a stern gaze in his eyes as he brushed himself off, another day drinkers dirt on his clothing. the signature look of indifference painting his features, take a step or two away from the enemy, moving toward the quote unquote ‘savior’ of his. ❛ i didn’t exactly need your help. ❜ technically, he didn’t NEED it. he’d D E A L with this some other time, not in front of the poor citizens of seattle. ❛ though, i suspect you want gratitude; thank you. ❜ obviously, that was in no way a SINCERE thanks, but he knew that if the man simply saw him in a bit of danger, he didn’t need his help. DELUSIONS of a day drinker versus oh sangwoo; you’d put all of your money on sangwoo.

[meowarchived]

First meeting starter prompts!

👗: Your character sees mine wearing a very nice outfit and simply must compliment them on it!

👟: Our characters meet while jogging on the same trail.

👜: My character drops their bag and yours approaches them to return it.

☂: A sudden rainstorm starts up and your character is caught without an umbrella, so my character shares theirs.

🌨: Our characters get inside somewhere during a huge snowstorm, but they get snowed in together!

🍽: Our characters’ orders are mixed up at a restaurant and they’re given each other’s meals by mistake.

🍺: Our characters meet at a bar. Actually drinking any alcohol is optional.

☕️: Our characters meet at a cozy little coffeehouse.

🏆: Our characters team up to win a competition. (What it’s a competition of is up to one or both of us to decide!)

🎸: Our characters have seats right next to each other at a concert and are both super excited to be there!

🎮: Our characters are both waiting in line at the store to buy a cool new video game they’ve both been excited for.

🏘: My character moves into the house right next door to yours.

📱: My character accidentally put the wrong number into their phone and texts your character by mistake.

🎉: Our characters both attend a super fun party, but they’re both too shy to get out there and join the ruckus and just decide to talk to one another instead.

❗️Our characters accidentally bump into each other while walking down the street.

⚠️: Your character notices mine in a dangerous situation and decides to step in and try to help them out.

[late-nights-and-daydreams]

I warned you I kill everything I touch So why Would you ever let me touch you

(via late-nights-and-daydreams)

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

–– RAPUNZEL !

        ❝ watch the hair please !! ❞ rapunzel exclaimed as she sidestepped away, dragging the ends of her hair with her. she just narrowly avoided having it stomped on, so she decided to bunch it all up in her arms as a precaution. ❝ i really need to figure out something to do with all of this, ❞ she muttered to herself, arms full of golden locks.

       hands immedetely go up in defense as he hears, someone call out about their hair. his eyes landed on the blonde, finding the source of the noise, brows furrowing at the amount of hair she had. ❝ woah, alright, ❞ he mumbled, taking a step back, head cocking to the side a bit, eyes lazily panning from her legs to her eyes. maybe it was instinct, or maybe he took this strange turn events as an opportunity. ❝ you alright, rapunzel ? ❞ he asks, talking about the movie kids had been talking about for ages, something that was far too childish for him.

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

–– FRANKIE HOLLINGSWORTH !

“ this… this is not toronto, ” frankie mutters as she scans her surroundings, each sign and figure completely alien to her. it felt like less than a minute ago she was at that batch party, and now… where the hell was she? did she get so drunk and wandered off? “ hey, um, excuse me —— i probably sound really stupid asking this, but where am i? ”

english, native english speakers surrounded him as he realized this was not korea. of course, sangwoo should’ve expected something like this. there were multiple things going wrong so far, the boy he’d kept now was indifferent toward murder and that was obviously not his goal; ultimately making his whole system unbalanced. “ your guess is as good as mine. –– –– i mean, i’m not from around here. you know, wherever HERE is. ”

[mvrderdaddy-archive-blog]

tag dump.

[picturesofsangwooarchives]

[thedgeofsleep]

lucky flannel! (x)