how to cultivate friendship. how to make people care about me. how to get people to pay attention to me and love me without seeming weird, and without people judging me for being attention-seeking. how to keep friends. how to not be insecure. how to be a good person. how to find a place to belong. how to be someone other people want to genuinely be around for the rest of their lives and they won't get sick of me and i won't try to push them away or self-sabotage and everything will be ok and i won't fuck it up and i will feel like a normal human being who is loved and appreciated and happy and our friendship will be mutual and we will care deeply about each other and take care of each other and both be happy humans growing and flourishing together. how?
















