“Today I’m happy because I dreamed about you, but tomorrow I’ll cry missing your touch.”
Changkyun inspired fic based on this please?
Hi dear, thank you for your request. I'm sorry it took me so long to answer this, but I definitely want to do this justice as this hits home right now for me and it was kinda therapeutic to write. I hope you enjoy it!
Hearing a familiar voice call your name from a distance you halt suddenly with your hand on your car door handle. Turning around you see him jogging slowly up to you.
"What are you doing here?" You ask, eyes wide in shock.
"I needed to see you. I miss you." Changkyun says as he reaches you.
Falling into his embrace you let him fully support you as he tightens his arms around you more. "I miss you too. So much." Your voice muffled by your face being buried in his hoodie.
Standing in each others arms for a while, neither of you speak. Letting your hearts do the speaking because there are no words for right now. With a deep sigh, Changkyun rubs his hands up and down your arms and kisses the top of your head lightly. You look up at him with a soft smile. His gaze meets yours and he's the first to break the silence. "Hey." He greets officially as he lets his arms fall until his hands finds yours, sliding together and interlocking.
"Hey." You chuckle. "You got here right in time." You look back at your car behind you.
"Where are you headed?" He asks as his eyes shift from you to your car and back to you quickly.
"I was just going to go for a drive." You start to walk back towards your house, spinning Changkyun around. "Since your here, why don't you come inside?"
Without hesitation Changkyun nods and you both make your way back inside what was at one point, home for you both. You close the door behind you. Changkyun sits down on the couch and you snuggle up to his side, wrapping your arms around him. You take a deep breath and the comforting scent of him gives you goosebumps.
He watches you, enjoying just being in the moment with you again. You didn't know how long you had with him, but you didn't want to think about that yet. Pushing that out of your mind you softly kiss his cheek. He smiles and his dimples flash quickly. His hand cups your cheek gently. His lips meet yours in a soft, almost timid kiss. When he breaks the kiss, his lips hover over yours.
The tension in the air is heavy, and without a doubt you know the fluttering happening in your stomach currently is happening in his. Unable to resist anymore you both close the small distance keeping you apart. He pulls you onto his lap fully as he deepens the kiss. Getting lost in each other quickly, you loose all sense of time. The only thing that matters is you and him in this moment.
"Changkyun...." You whisper between kisses.
"Hmm?" He manages to respond, his mouth dropping to your neck to continue kissing you.
"Please don't leave again." Your voice so soft you don't know if he heard you.
He stops kissing you and his eyes meet yours. His hands cup your face on either side, his thumbs wiping away tears that were falling suddenly. "Shhh, Baby." He soothes. "I won't. I'm here."
The tears stop and with a couple deep breaths you find yourself calmer again. Changkyun pulls you back to him for another kiss. "I'm here." He whispers again against your lips.
Your eyes open and when you roll over you see the bed empty next to you. You reach out and when your hand touches the cold, untouched side you close your eyes. Reality hits again as you wake up. Sitting up in bed you bury your head in your hands and groan. The dreams of him coming back seem so real. Especially this one, but you know it's impossible. You get up and start going through your morning routine. You can practically see, and hear him in the kitchen making coffee as you walk into the empty room, lit only by the sun that is starting to rise.
You make your coffee and pull down two mugs, and set his favorite by the coffee pot. Once it's ready you poor yourself a cup and lean back against the counter as you take the first sip. You may always be living with the ghost of memories, but you feel a strange comfort from the vivid dreams and memories, and you just hope that tomorrow, it will continue on like it has every morning since.
"I miss you." You say out loud and with a deep breath you finish getting ready for the day.
I just saw your posting about coming back and i really wanted to say this...
I know you have been missing for a while now I don't really know what happened with you.....but i really hope you're doing well now...and please don't ruch yourself to comeback to writing if you don't feel like it....take all the time that you need, No one know what you have been through how the hell would they know how much Time it take to get over it. NO ONE IN THIS WORLD DESERVE PRESSURE LIKE THIS 💞💞
i hope you're having a beautiful day/night ❤️
❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much. Truly you are so sweet and kind. I might not be back regularly for a while, but I am sitting down now to write and it feels nice to do so.
Two weeks ago a friend of mine passed suddenly, and the distraction of writing is appealing right now. I definitely won’t pressure myself to write. I most likely won’t be posting every day but I’ll be on here more in my free time, either trying to write something or just reading other peoples stuff too.
How are you ? Sorry for not checking up on you for long 😅
Hi dear.
No need to be sorry! I stopped posting suddenly and didn’t expect so much time to pass before I returned. Tonight I logged back on looking for an escape from reality, and your message has been the kindest thing I’ve seen in the last two weeks. Thank you for being so nice and sweet. ❤️ I hope you are doing well.
Hi sweetie, can I request Kihyun flufffy smut with 21, 28 and 34 from the prompt list? Thank you 💖
Hi dear. Thank you for your request. I hope you enjoy it!
"Are you drunk?" Kihyun laughed as you danced carefree around him in the kitchen. You had a few drinks, but so had he at this point.
You laugh in response and lift your drink in your hand in the air in a cheers to him before taking another sip and setting it down on the counter. Your eyes never leave his. You twirl around and spin into arms reach of him. He reaches out and guides you to him. You balance yourself by grabbing onto his shoulders.
"Dance with me." You smile.
Kihyun nods and soon he spins you around and when he pulls you back to him he holds you against him with a hand on your back. You settle into a soft slow dance. Kihyun had just moved back into town and he had been an old friend of yours. You had invited him over for dinner and drinks to celebrate him moving back and to catch up.
"It's good to see you happy." Kihyun comments. Unsure on how to respond to that, you just smile back at him. A peaceful moment passes and you rest your head on his shoulder. His hand on your back runs up and down your spine gently.
"Do you trust me?" He breaks the silence.
You lift your head and looking into his eyes you nod. "Of course."
His eyes drop to your lips and he softly cups the side of your face as he leans closer. With his lips hovering over yours he waits. You finally break the tension and press your lips to his in a quick kiss. When you go to pull away he stops you and kisses you more intensely.
You wrap your arms around his neck and tangle your fingers in his hair. He pulls your body into his, hands on your hips. He guides you back to the counter and lifts you up onto it. You wrap your legs around him as his mouth falls to your neck. You let out a soft moan when he grinds against you.
He kisses you again before he stops, looking at you in awe.
"What?" You ask him.
"We can't be friends anymore...I will always see you as something else." He whispers as his thumb runs across your lip.
Your eyes go wide for a second before his mouth claims yours again. Breaking the kiss again he says, "If you don't want this, tell me now."
When you kiss him back as your answer he growls against your lips as he picks you up and heads towards your bedroom.
Hey, would you mind doing a Kyun smut with 1,4,7??
Have a good day/night💕
Thank you for your request! I hope you enjoy it dear!
You were supposed to meet friends for dinner tonight and had dressed up a bit. You stepped out of the bathroom after finishing the last touches to your hair. Changkyun lays eyes on you and is quick to wrap his arms around you.
"You are beautiful." He whispers in your ear.
"Thank you." You kiss his cheek and start to pull away from his embrace, ready to head out.
"Don't pull away...not yet." Changkyun growls as his grip on you tightens.
"We have to go. We are going to be late." You argue.
"We don't have to go anywhere. I don't want to share you, with you looking like this." He pulls you even more impossibly closer to him as he kisses you passionately.
"We have to at least let them know we won't make it then." You manage to say when he moves his mouth to your neck. You try to escape from his hold, to get to your phone.
He laughs as he moves one hand to your wrists and pins you against the wall, your hands above your head. You go to move but he pushes his body against yours, keeping you standing in place. Your eyes go wide, and you know it's best to just give in. You sigh as he grinds his hips against yours.
"Don't worry about them, I already sent a text saying we won't make it. As soon as I saw that dress on you earlier I knew we wouldn't be leaving this room. It's going to be a long night." He smiles. His free hand plays with the strap of your dress, slowly sliding it off your shoulder.
"What do you have in mind?" You ask with anticipation.
"I'm not letting you go until you can't even stand on your own anymore." He growls.
"..Oh..." You manage to say as your breath catches.
"You're scared aren't you?" Changkyun teases.
"No." You hold your ground, though your nerves are all buzzing. Not with fear, but with the growing anticipation. "You wouldn't hurt me."
"Wanna bet?" He laughs under his breath. His eyes grow darker with lust taking over him.
Your eyes grow wide as he pulls you from the wall and his hand comes down hard against your ass. You yelp in shock but the warmth and slight tingle that spreads in place of the the pain heightens the feeling of his touch more, and as he softly caresses you a moan escapes your lips. You have seen his dominate side a few times, but you sense that he is about to show you a lot more of this side tonight. Your stomach tightens with the slightest bit of fear of the unknown for what is to come, but excitement quickly over powers.
"I will never harm you, but I might cause you to hurt from time to time." He growls as his hand once again, hits the meaty part of your ass cheek. The loud slap filling the room. "Now, are you scared?"
"No." You answer confidently.
"Why not?" You hear the genuine curiosity in his voice.
"I trust you." You answer without hesitation.
Changkyun groans. "You're perfect." He kisses you hard, this time without holding back.
Thank you for your request, I hope you enjoy it! I got rather hooked on this idea for these and had a lot of fun creating this.
You check your phone again, the time is passing so slowly. Putting it back in your pocket you excuse yourself from the group of people hanging around the fire. You had been at a cookout with a few friends all afternoon. Making your way to get another drink you take a deep breath and try to clear your head. You had promised you would come over tonight just to get out of the house after finding out your now ex had been cheating on you.
Everyone who was here at the cookout you were friends with. Some you were closer to than others. The news about your breakup hadn't been told to everyone yet, and you took comfort in the fact that no one was giving you sad, sympathetic looks. You turn to see Changkyun walking up to you.
"Hey." Changkyun greets.
"Hey." You nod.
"Are you okay?" He asks.
"Yeah, I'm fine." You sigh. Changkyun was a good friend, but you hadn't talked to him much ever since you started dating your ex as he would get jealous. Fighting the guilt growing in your stomach of letting your friendship with him falter because of your ex you take another drink.
"I don't believe you." His eyes hold yours, demanding you to open up to him.
"I will be fine." You admit. "Just found out a week ago my ex was cheating."
"I'm sorry." His expression softens, but you see a change in his eyes, almost a hint of anger that's hidden.
"Thanks." You give a half hearted smile.
"You don't have to smile to make me feel comfortable. I know how it feels. Here, come on." Changkyun holds his hand out, waiting for you to take it. You hesitate, staring at his hand. He waits for you to decide, not saying anything else to pressure you. Finally you give in and grab his hand. He starts to make his way into the house, and out the front door.
"Where are we going?" You slow your steps until you pull him to a stop.
"You don't want to be here. I can tell, so lets go somewhere you can let out some of your hurt and anger." He explains.
"What....what about the cookout?" You look behind you.
"Your bottling your emotions, and you need to let them out. I want to help. You being here won't help." Changkyun reasons.
"I guess so..." You look back to Changkyun and he once again, is waiting for you calmly, eyes locked to you, searching for an answer from you. "But, why do you care?"
"You're my friend. Of course I care." He says, his hand squeezing yours. Dropping your gaze to your hand interlocked in his, you breath through the constricting feeling in your chest.
"I haven't been a good friend to you lately."
"You're circumstances weren't ideal for you to be friends with me, but I'm still your friend. I never stopped being your friend." He pulls you to him by your hand before wrapping his arms around you. "Don't beat yourself up over us. As far as I'm concerned, everything is unchanged." He presses his lips to the top of your head briefly.
You fight back tears of relief. "Thank you." You hug him back.
Now having that discussion out of the way you follow him to his car. He opens the door for you and you slip in. Closing the door he walks around and gets in the driver seat. Soon he's pulling onto the main road. He holds his phone towards you. "Pick what we listen to."
You take it and hit shuffle on his songs list, and skip a few before settling on one. The rest of the car ride is spent with just you both singing along. When he stops the car you look around, confused. The road ends and your surrounded by trees.
"Where are we?" You look to Changkyun as he gets out of the car. You follow his lead and get out. He walks to you, taking your hand in his again and leads you to a small trail to the side. You follow him watching your step. Suddenly you reach a clearing that over looks the city. "Oh, this is beautiful." You say as you take in the view.
"It is, but my favorite thing is this..." Changkyun walks towards the back of the clearing and you see an old abandoned house hidden in the trees. Wide eye you follow him to the house. When you reach it you see lots of graffiti covering the walls. The windows are busted. the door frame is empty, with no door in sight.
Changkyun picks up a bat and hands it to you. "Go on. Let yourself have some fun." He smiles.
You take the bat from him and step inside. You see there's holes all through the dry wall from previous hits. You target a spot and swing, and let the bat crash into the wall. You feel the adrenaline start to take over as you swing again, then for a third time. You take a deep breath and yell as you swing as hard as you can. You are unaware of the tears rolling down your cheeks. You swing a couple of more times until the section of wall in front of you is demolished. You drop the bat next to you, breathing heavily.
Changkyun turns you around to him and wipes the tears from your cheeks before hugging you. You relax into him and for the first time since the break up you feel a little closer to normal. Without a word Changkyun guides you back out of the house and to a tree that had fallen and you both sit on the massive trunk. He guides you so that sit close enough to him for him to still be touching you.
"What's this between us?" He asks.
"What?" You tilt your head in confusion.
"This thing we always do." He chuckles nervously. "This isn't the first time we have let other people come in between us. Every time we give each other space, we just watch each other get hurt. Then we pick up the pieces they left. It hurts me to see you unhappy."
"....I.....don't know..." You freeze. You would be lying to yourself if you said you didn't find Changkyun attractive and haven't thought about him being more than just a friend in the past, but that was a while ago. "I didn't even know if you even wanted to be my friend earlier. I am just happy you are still."
"I care about you to much to stop being your friend. You can't push me away just because you're with some other guy who can't treat you the way you deserve to be." He leans in close as his voice drops to a whisper. "I don't like seeing you hurt. I would do anything to make sure you never were hurting like this again. I would do anything to help you take your mind off of your pain."
You take a deep breath as his fingers run though your hair. "...what are you saying?" You search for clarity as your mind swarms with thoughts as he leans in closer. His lips hovering over yours.
"Let me show you how it should be."
You nod slightly and without any further hesitation his lips meet yours as he kisses you intensely, possessively. You give in to him, kissing him back with the same energy. When he breaks the kiss he holds you close to him, your head against his chest. You hear his heart beating rapidly.
"So what does this mean now?" You break the silence. You obviously weren't ready for a relationship, but now feeling the deeper connection you both have together, you can't ignore it.
"It means whatever you need it to mean for right now." He says calmly and you relax further into his arms. "I'm not going anywhere. Take your time to heal and when you are ready, I'll be here to treat you right."
9, 23 and 25 with Shownu, fluffy smut of thats okay
Thank you 💕
Of course dear! I hope you enjoy it as much as I did writing it! Thank you for this fun request!
You had been drinking, and maybe a touch more than you were planning to. You stood up to go to the kitchen to get water, excusing yourself from the conversation you were mostly listening to than being apart of. As you enter the kitchen you find Kihyun starting to put away the uneaten food from earlier. You grab a roll from him quickly and take a decent bite smiling at him. He chuckles and continues on with his task. You move around him and grab a bottle of water from the fridge.
"He does have the extra room open if you need to stay tonight." Kihyun offers. "I know you had some to drink, and it's getting late. I know everyone would rather you stay than risk driving to early."
"Where are you staying then?" You question, knowing Kihyun used to be his roommate, which is why he was the one to put on this gathering tonight and probably would feel the need to help clean up in the morning. "I figured you would be crashing here."
"I'm okay. I'm going to pick up as much as I can tonight to make it easy on him in the morning, then I'll head home. Just crash here. We want you safe." Kihyun explained. "Plus you and Shownu could use some time together I'm sure.
You smile at his friendly concern and thoughtfulness. "Okay. I think I might. I can help him finish cleaning up in the morning then too. Thank you." You agree to staying and make your way back into the living room. Slightly puzzled by Kihyun's comment about alone time with Shownu, you just decide to ignore it.
Shownu grins at you as he sees you return. You walk to him and he gently puts his hand your back as he leans to your ear, softly speaking, "You doing okay?"
"Yeah." You nod. "Kihyun said your spare room is open. Mind if I crash here tonight? I'm getting tired."
"Of course. Whatever you need." He agrees without hesitation.
You stay next to Shownu for a while longer as you drink your water. His hand stayed touching you in some way the entire time. Currently his arm was draped around your shoulders as you leaned into his side. You finish your water and yawn.
"Well I think I'll head off to get some rest now." You excuse yourself. He nods and removes his arm from around you. Instantly feeling the loss of his touch. You feel Shownu's gaze on your back as you leave the ever dwindling group. It wouldn't be much longer before everyone is gone.
As you reach the hallway that leads to the two bedrooms. You open the door to the spare bedroom and look around. The room is simple with minimum furniture, but now it mostly houses a few of Shownu's exercise machines. You thought about the idea of staying in Shownu's room and you felt your stomach flip. You try to push that thought aside.
Before going to bed you leave the room, and head to the bathroom. Leaving the bathroom you look at Shownu's bedroom door. Looking down the hallway you don't see anyone, but you can hear Shownu's voice as he is agreeing with something that Jooheon is talking about. Quietly you walk to his door and test the door knob. It's unlocked, and so you slip inside. Closing the door gently you turn on the light.
You had been best friends with Shownu for years and have always had feelings for him. Tonight you could swear that you could feel that he might have some feelings for you too. Your mind spinning from the thought of him mixed with the drinks you had made you bolder than you have been in the past. Deciding that you would wait for him in his bed, you stripped down and found a t-shirt of his. Pulling it on you crawled into bed after turning the lights off. Laying on your side facing away from the door you relax into his bed, his scent lingering on the sheets.
You had drifted to sleep by the time Shownu entered his room. The weight of his body dipping into bed wakes you. Then the warmth of his hand on your arm. You turn your head slightly to look back at him. Sleep still heavy in your eyes.
"What are you doing in my bed?" Shownu questions.
"The other room seemed to lonely, I didn't think you would mind." You admitted. "I can go to the other room if this is a problem." You held your breath waiting for his response. This answer would tell you everything you needed to know.
He takes a deep breath. "I don't mind...." His hand had been resting gently on your arm suddenly moved, making you aware that he was moving away. You grabbed his hand, stopping him. Lightly tugging on his arm urging him to lay down next to you with his arm around you. He slowly settles next to you, but you feel him holding back still. You scoot back into him. When you do you feel his muscles flex against you in response to wiggle your body even more against him to settle into his warmth.
"You can't keep doing this." He groans as his hand grips your hips.
"What's wrong?" You ask innocently, smiling.
"If you keep going that, I'm going to get hard." He answers bluntly. When you respond to him by purposefully grinding your ass against him he growls as his grip on you tightens more. He rocks his hips into you, and you feel his growing length.
Then lifting himself effortlessly he quickly pulls you under him. He looks down at you and smirks.
"Is that my shirt?" He grabs the bottom of the shirt. You nod shyly. Before you can respond his mouth crashes into yours and he grinds into you, making you moan from the friction. His hands slide under the shirt, and as he sits back, he pulls you up with him. Sitting up now he pulls the shirt up and breaks the kiss only long enough to pull it over your head.
You pull away, breathing heavily. He trails kisses down your neck to your breasts. You moan when he gives a gentle bite. He then stops and brings his hands to cup the side of your face, so that you have no choice but to make eye contact with him.
"Are you sure you want this?" He asks.
"Yes." You answer.
"I've wanted to have you in my bed like this for so long." He admits as he pulls you into another hard kiss, laying you back down under him.
Changkyun has been working late every day this week. Tonight was no different. He has been hyper focused all evening and shows no sign of coming to bed at a reasonable hour. Feeling restless and a little lonely, you pulled on the deep purple, lacy, lingerie piece that you knew drove him crazy.
Slipping your silk robe on you head to the kitchen, grabbing a drink for you both. When you get to his office door it’s cracked just a bit. You don’t hear him on any calls so you tap on the door quickly before pushing it open more and stepping inside.
“I thought you might be thirsty.” You say as you set the drink down on his desk.
“Thanks.” He responds without looking towards you.
“You’re welcome.” You say shyly.
He glances your way and pauses. Then looking back at the computer screen he clicks a couple times. You turn to leave, but before you make it to the doorway he clears his throat. “Where do you think your going?” Changkyun’s deep voice calls out to you.
“To bed?” You answer as you turn back to him. He is now glancing down at a few scattered papers. His finger to his temple with his elbow on the desk. Looking back to you he runs his gaze over your body.
“First. Come here.” He orders.
You abide and walk over to him. Your plan was working and your heart beat speed up with each step. When you reach him he reaches for your robe and opens it slowly, looking at what your wearing underneath. His eyes show hidden excitement as a sinful grin spreads across his face.
“Hmmm. You are staying right here, with me.” Changkyun states as he sits back in his chair and motions for you to sit on his lap. You take your spot and he instantly claims your mouth with his. When he ends the kiss he motions you up and he pulls down his pants. His erection showing his impressive size.
He takes your hand and guides you back to him and guides himself into you as you sit back onto his lap again. You feel him stretching you and moan from finally feeling the pressure where you have been craving it. You go to rock against him and he stills you.
“No baby. You are to sit here and keep still until I wrap things up for tonight quick. It will just take about 5 minutes.” He pulls the chair back to the desk and as you sit on his lap, he every so often moves under you, pushing his hips up, keeping you teased enough that the times he’s still are agonizing. “You feel so good.” He whispers in your ear before biting your neck as he gives one deeper thrust into you. You moan in agreement.
Wonho 1 and 2, smut. I can request for him, right? I search for the answer but i saw you post something with him earlier so i guess you wrote for him.
Hi dear! Requests for Wonho are very welcomed still! Thank you for your request and I hope you like it!
*Warning: NSFW*
"If you keep biting your lip like that, I'm going to bite it for you." Wonho states bluntly.
You freeze, your lower lip caught between your teeth. You hadn't even been aware that you had been biting it until now.
"S..sorry." You feel your face heat and look down at your hands, which you are now fidgeting.
Wonho grabs your hands with one of his to still them. Taking his other hand he lifts your chin, forcing you to look at him again. "You're lips look so soft and pretty. Makes me think about how they would look around me."
Your eyes widen at his confession, leaving you speechless.
"Aww, your blushing like a rose." He admires.
You unconsciously bite your lip again with him being so close to you now. His dark eyes stare deeply into you, and you can't help the anxiousness you feel mixing with excitement. Being in the situation with Wonho now is not one you ever thought would actually be in right now. It didn't seem real.
Wonho takes his thumb and pulls your bottom lip free from your teeth, and softly runs it back and forth over your lip. Your eyes dart to his with realization that you had done it again already and he smiles in response.
"You like to be bit, huh?" His voice is soft, almost a whisper as he lowers his mouth to yours. Hovering over, he waits for you to protest, but when you don't he pulls you the rest of the way to him. He kisses you passionately, dropping his hands to your waist, pulling your body as close to his as possible. He bites your lower lip and sucks lightly before he picks you up. Your legs wrap around him and he carries you to his bedroom.
You both quickly undress after he sets you down in front of his bed, and not a second is wasted before his mouth is back onto yours. You reach down and grab onto his hard length and he groans as you stroke him. You feel him twitch and push his hips into your hand. You take this time to surprise him and take the lead for now. You guide him to sit on the edge of the bed and drop to your knees between his legs.
He looks down at you, his pupils blown with lust. His tongue swipes across his now slightly swollen bottom lip. You smirk before you lick up the entire length of his shaft. Then swirling your tongue around his tip you start to bob your head on him. He moans as you suck and take him deeper into your mouth.
"Fuck." He hisses between clinched teeth. His hand grabs onto your hair and he gently guides you to the pace he wants. You follow his guide and as you find your rhythm his grip on your hair tightens. Then suddenly you pull him out of your mouth completely and take a deep breath. He gasps at the sudden loss of you on him, but before he can say anything you take him all the way in, pushing yourself deeper as his long length pushes further to your throat.
Your name falls from his lips in a loud moan and you feel him twitching and trying to resist thrusting into you. When you go to pull back he stops you. "Don't pull away...not yet." Wonho growls as he holds you on him. You focus on relaxing your throat and when he feels you do so, he slowly thrusts, and it doesn't take long before he is pushed over the edge and finds his release. You swallow everything after he pulls out.
With you both breathing heavily he pulls you up, picking you up and tossing you on the bed. "Now it's your turn." He smirks.
Hello, can I request a fluffy smut with Changkyun from the prompt list with the prompts 2,10, and 19 please.!?
Thanks in advance.!!💙💙
Hi dear, of course and thank you for your request, it was fun to do! I hope you enjoy it!
Changkyun pulls you onto his lap as he continues kissing you. Wrapping your arms around his neck you moan softly as he deepens the kiss more. Then ending the kiss to suddenly he looks into your eyes, "I want to hear you really moan for me, sweetheart."
Your eyes widen for a split second at his bluntness. Still not used to how direct he can be you feel your face heat up.
"Awww, Your blushing like a rose." Changkyun smiled as he twirled a lock of your hair around his finger.
You tried to look away but he caught your chin and made you look back to him. His eyes locked with yours.
"Don't hide. You're cute when you blush." He kisses your rosy cheek.
"But we can't yet...." You finally respond to his earlier statement. You had a few more days until your new birth control would be fully in your system still, and you both had agreed not to risk it and wait.
Changkyun laughs, "Relax, Baby. I know, I'm not suggesting that."
You look at him puzzled.
"I don't have to be inside you to make you feel good." He smirks. "Clearly since I've already made you moan from a little kiss." He winks.
"Stop it!" You laugh at his teasing, but before you can say anything else he pulls you back in again, your lips meeting his. His hands wonder your body. He slips a hand under your shirt and his touch lights your skin on fire.
Soon your clothes are being thrown to the floor, and as you reach for the waist band of Changkyun's pants he grabs your hand, stopping you. "No, I'm supposed to be making you feel good."
Before you can protest he takes his free hand and slides his fingers through your heat. Changkyun groans feeling how much you want him.
No worries my dear! Thank you for sending in a request! I hope you enjoy it!
*Warning: NSFW*
A heavy breath escapes you as Changkyun continues his relentless teasing. "Please, I need you." You press your thighs together, looking for whatever friction you can find.
"Patience, Baby." Changkyun smirks in between trailing kisses down your neck. Fully enjoying having you squirming under him with need.
Laying under him, vulnerable, and completely at his mercy, is exactly what he has been after ever since you started slyly teasing him at dinner earlier. He had given you a warning to stop or else you would be begging for him to fuck you until morning. Of course that just urged you to continue, daring him to keep to his word. Changkyun always kept his word.
Changkyun smirks to himself as you groan feeling his fingers slip between your legs again, finally. The familiar pressure building deep within your core continues with each stroke of his finger over your sensitive bud. Knowing your close he suddenly withdraws his hand again. Leaving you craving him more than you thought possible.
"Changkyun, please fuck me." You whine wanting to feel him stretching you inside. Knowing that would be all it would take to send you over the edge at this point.
"It's not morning yet." He says before sucking your wetness off of his finger. "Remember I warned you, but then you continued to tease me when I couldn't have you. Now it's your turn, Baby." He winks.
You groan in response. "At lease let me cum already."
"You have a point..." Changkyun eyes darken with hunger as he starts kissing down your stomach. "I don't have to be inside of you to make you feel good."
You moan as he kisses the inside of your thigh. So close to where you want him the most.
"And you have waited long enough to feel good, Baby." He says before his mouth finally finds your center, and instantly sending you over the edge into the first earth shattering climax of many more to follow before Changkyun is done with you.
It's been a long time since I've done this, so figured I could make a new list. Send in your requests and I'll get to them as fast as I can.
Pick the MX member (Can be unnamed too), pick 1-3 prompts, and if you have a preference for fluff, angst, or smut, please let me know, but you don’t have to specify.
"Don't pull away...not yet."
"Awww, your blushing like a rose."
"It's nice that your voice was the first thing that I heard today."
"You're scared, aren't you?"
"You're my friend. Of course I care."
"It's not morning yet."
"Wanna bet?"
"Don't give me that look."
"What are you doing in my bed?"
"No, I'm supposed to be making you feel good."
"How can you tell?"
"You're so cute when you're half asleep like this."
"Please talk to me."
"I like the way your hand fits in mine."
"What are you doing here?"
"What's this between us?"
"I wasn't ready to say goodbye."
"I don't believe you."
"I don't have to be inside you to make you feel good."
"Oh, are you ticklish?"
"Are you drunk?"
"Stop ignoring me."
"You can't keep doing this."
"Do you want me to leave?"
"Is that my shirt?"
"We'd make such a cute couple."
"I'm offended I'm not your fake date."
"Do you trust me?"
"I wish we weren't out in public."
"Are you trying to turn me on or are you really just that oblivious?"
"Well your coming home with me whether you like it or not."
"I'm just trying to help you."
"You're not okay."
"We can't be friends anymore...I will always see you as something else."
"Good morning." The familiar voice welcomes you as you step out of your bedroom.
"Morning." You respond. Changkyun is sitting on the couch, his laptop sitting on the coffee table in front of him. By the empty cup of coffee next to it, you assume he's been up for a little while already.
"I'm just answering some emails and calls about last night. I'm almost done here." He seems to read your mind and answer the questions you didn't have to ask.
"Okay, take your time. Do you need more coffee?" He shakes his head no as he lifts his phone to his hear and greets the caller. You make your way to the kitchen for coffee for yourself and some breakfast, leaving him alone to tend to his work again.
Before long Changkyun walks in with a soft smile. "How are you?"
"I'm okay." You sigh.
Changkyun walks to you and without hesitation he wraps his arms around you, his hand softly cradling the back of your head. You rest your head against his shoulder as you melt into his embrace. "I missed you." He murmurs.
"Kyun?"
"Hmm?"
"Now that I know about everything, what does this mean for us?" You force the words out.
"I don't know." He admits.
"What if I helped with the case?" You suggest. You feel Changkyun's body tense.
"No." His voice is cold. He backs away from you to face you, dropping his hands to your hands, holding them in his.
"I can help. He's already after me. Probably more now that you took me away from him." You argue. Changkyun lets out a frustrated sigh.
"It's to dangerous. After all I did to protect you? You want to give yourself to him?" He almost laughs in disbelieve.
"You have other people for the exact same thing. I can just be another. He's obviously interested in me." You reason. Changkyun starts to say something else but you cut him off before he can get another word out. "Listen, please. You need to get proof. I can be that proof. You have the team and knowledge to keep me safe. Anyways, you already said I'm at risk. No use in me being at risk and not helping, taking up more members of your team to protect me when I can be contributing."
"You might as well have a bright red target on you now. He knows I own the club. He doesn't know that I have any involvement with the investigation. As far as we know, he thinks he's no longer being tracked. Which is letting us get closer to him again after all these years."
"So let me go to the club with the intent of getting him to try and take me." You plea. "The faster you catch him and shut everything down, the faster everyone is out of danger."
Changkyun looks at you without saying anything. His eyes full of thought. Finally after a few minutes he drops his head. "Fine."
You take a deep breath. Fully aware of the danger you just begged to jump head first in, you couldn't help but feel a little nervous. "I do have one question." Changkyun raises one eyebrow, waiting to hear it. "Why has it taken so long to get any kind of proof?"
"Well we never see him leave with anyone. We see him at locations every time someone goes missing, but we never see him take anyone. We look at video footage and there's never anything that suggests he has anyone else that he's working with. He enters alone and leaves alone. The girls that go missing, the same, alone. They always walk out looking pretty damn sober. We can follow their movements for blocks on the public street cams, and there's never anything suspicious. The only thing everyone who goes missing has in common is that they talk to him at some point in the night. When one goes missing, he vanishes for months on end. In the four years we have been trying to track him there's only been 3 people to go missing."
You nod, understanding. "Okay."
"We will come up with a plan with the team in three days. I have to get everyone informed on this then will introduce you to everyone. Until then, I don't want you going anywhere alone." Changkyun states. "For now, I want you to try to relax."
Changkyun pulls you to the living room, and he sits down on the couch. You sit next to him and his arm pulls you into his side. You take a deep breath and try to clear your mind, but without luck. Changkyun runs his hand up and down your arm slowly. Your skin hyper aware of his touch.
You turn to look at him and he stills his hand. He searches your expression for a second before he pulls you on top of his lap. Running your hands through his long black hair you rest your forehead on his. Changkyun's hands rest on your hips, but when you pull slightly on his hair, his fingers grip your sides a little more. Unable to resist the temptation any longer he closes the distance between yours and his lips. Instantly kissing him back, it grows with more and more intensity as all the feelings for him that you relentlessly tried to keep buried deep down for so long come flooding back full force, no longer able to be ignored. For a short while you get lost in him and his touches as each kiss reignites the fire you had within that only he could set ablaze.
Take your time sweetie, but just letting you know I'm so happy to see you on my timeline!! Love you and take care bubs <3
Hi dear! Thank you, you are so sweet. It felt good to write again tonight. I hope to be able to write more often again. I have missed it for sure. Hope you are doing well love! <3
*Warning* There are some darker topics discussed/mentioned/included in this series. Nothing graphic will ever be included, but this series may not be for everyone. I don't want to take anyone by surprise so this is the warning I will give to those who don't like reading stories like this one. From this chapter on it will include talks about trafficking and how the characters are trying to stop it.
For those who are okay with this, I hope you enjoy it. This chapter ended up being quite long, but I felt like it splitting it up wouldn't flow well. I will be working on the rest of the story this week. This series will be moving quickly as it is not intended to be a longer one. If anyone as any suggestions for future story ideas please feel free to suggest them. ~Flo
Holding out a glass of water you watch Changkyun step closer as he accepts it from you. "Thanks." He smiles.
You nod and move to sit down at the bar stool, on the opposite side of the counter. Changkyun doesn't move, as he accepts you want to keep some space between you two. He takes a long drink of the ice cold water.
"Why did you leave?" You ask, staring down at your own glass of water that is resting on the counter. Your finger runs along the glass, wiping all the condensation droplets forming around the cool glass.
"To protect you." He states mater of factually.
"Explain." You chew your lower lip.
Changkyun sighs. "You remember my brothers company he started?"
You nod your head yes. His brother had opened a new protective service a year before Changkyun left without a word. Changkyun had worked with him in getting set up for having investigators as well for anyone who needed that type of work rather than body protection.
"Do you remember the last case I was working on before I had to leave?"
You think back, you weren't sure, as he never talked about the cases in particular that he helped with. He wasn't involved with many. but you do remember him going to the office a lot before he left. "Is it why you were going into the office so much for those few months?"
"Yes. We had gotten asked to investigate a missing person. Female, around 20 years old. Went missing from a club. We followed every possible trail we could and never found her, but we did find word of a trafficking ring. So we continued to follow the leads on that." Changkyun pauses, looking to see how you're accepting what he's telling you."
"So why did you have to leave?"
"We were still new at investigating. We messed up and a few of the wrong people caught wind they were being looked into. We lost all leads, followed by threats. You were never threatened but one of our guys came home to find his wife on the living room floor. She was hospitalized for three days before she got to go home. I couldn't risk that happening to you. You weren't at risk yet, but I didn't want you to ever be. So I had to leave. It was the only way to make sure you wouldn't be at risk like that. We backed off the investigation for a while but we focused on how to improve our tactics. We did more research safely. Then we started working on a better plan to find out more. Without you at risk, I was able to fully involve myself at that point."
"Why wouldn't you have told me? Why wouldn't you have given me a choice of taking that risk or not?" You argued, feeling angry that he made such a decision without you. You know you would have accepted the risk if it meant staying with him through something so difficult.
"Because you would have accepted that risk, and I couldn't live with myself if something happened to you because of me. Especially if I could have prevented it."
"So you are still working on the case?"
"I am. It's why I bought the club. So we can try to created a prime location for them to go to. That way we can get closer to getting proof it's them. The guy you were with, he is involved with it. We just need solid proof. Everything we have so far isn't solid enough to use to get everything shut down. We have a couple women who are highly trained, that we place throughout the club, in hopes he tries to lure them. It almost worked once. We thought tonight might have been a hit until he saw you."
"Wait, you own the club?" Your eyes got wide. "That's why you took me to that office...."
"Yes, but is that what you are focusing on?" Changkyun chuckled.
"No, but I just didn't know you owned that club. I've been there before and never saw you there until tonight." You answered.
"I've seen you there, and just made sure not to be seen. Had I known you were there tonight, I wouldn't have been on the floor. My staff knows to keep you safe the second you walk in the door. They usually report to me if you are there, but I didn't get the message in time before I ran into you." He sighs. "Though it is nice to finally tell you all this, I wish I wasn't because it means, after everything to keep you safe, you are now in the exact dangerous situation I was trying hard to keep you out of..."
"So over the last five years....you have been having me protected?" You ask, your voice soft. Taking everything in was tough. Your emotions running wild make it hard to full grasp on the reality of his words. He nods his head yes. "So you didn't regret the time we were together?" You try to hide the break in your voice. "You didn't leave because you wanted to?"
"Baby, no. I never wanted to leave. I wish the last four years didn't have to happen like they did, but I would do it again to keep you safe." Changkyun moved for the first time since the conversation started. Walking around the counter he slowly approaches you.
"I hated you for leaving like that. I missed you so much. I tried so hard to move on like I thought you had." You couldn't stop the tears running down your cheeks.
Changkyun reaches to cup the side of your face, wiping the tears gently as they fall. "I know. I am so sorry for the pain I caused you by leaving. I hope you can understand now why I had to do it though."
You slowly nod yes.
Changkyun tilts your chin up so that your looking at him. "I never stopped loving you."
Closing your eyes, you take a deep breath. Hearing those words stung. After the last four years you dreamt of hearing them again. Now that it's happened you feel the painful grip around your heart that has stopped you from moving on no matter how hard you tried. Your emotions win over control as you start to sob. Your body shaking as Changkyun pulls you into his embrace.
"I'm sorry, Baby." He whispers. "I'm so sorry." His lips press a soft kiss to your head. His arms tighten around you. He holds you without another word until you stop. Your breathing returns to normal and you dry your eyes, which are now red and swollen. "I don't want to, but if you need me to go, I understand. Just say so."
"Please, don't go." You whisper.
His response comes in the form of picking you up and carrying you towards your bedroom. Setting you down on your bed he gives you a soft kiss on the forehead. "Get some rest, I know that was a lot to process. We can talk more tomorrow if you want." He steps out of the room. and you quickly get changed into an oversize t-shirt and climb into bed. You curl up under the blankets, now fully aware of the extra room that Changkyun could be taking up. You sigh out of frustration.
With a light knock on the door, you look that way to see Changkyun slipping into the room. He's now wearing only a pair of shorts. You can't help your eyes from taking in the sight of him. He walks to you with another glass of water. "Here. In case you need more water." Sitting it down on your nightstand he offers a slight smile.
"Thank you." You smile back.
"Sleep well." He says as he heads back towards the door.
"Kyun?" He stops and looks back at you. "Will you stay?"
He pauses for a second before you notice his body relax. "Of course." He slips into bed next to you. Instantly you feel his warmth as he wraps his arm around you, and you relax into him. It isn't long before sleep finally lulls you away into a dream.
I just came back from my own hiatus and saw your post 💕 I am really proud of you for taking care of that dog 🥺 take your time and come back whenever its comfortable for you 💞 sending my love and blessings towards you and your new dog 🌸
Thank you so much. It always makes me smile to see your name in my notifications. Thank you for sticking with me after all this time.It's been a busy couple of months but her health is doing much better now, thankfully. I will be writing again soon, when I have time. I look forward to posting again regularly.
