i'm probably not going to come back to this blog.
i don't know if i'm going to deactivate this account but i'm less sure now than i was before.
i need to be transparent and directly state that this blog was made to start interacting with the tickling community on tumblr again after taking a break due to negative experiences with it as a minor.
i thought that maybe starting over would give me a chance to have a better experience than the one i had when i was a child. that maybe i could start indulging in this sense of comfort and begin to heal, and finally start to develop a healthy relationship with my own sexuality for the first time.
i'm sorry to say that this is not at all what my experience with this community has been like, and it has in fact been harmful and retraumatizing more than anything else.
the tumblr tickling community is one of the most vicious, toxic places on the internet and i wholeheartedly regret ever being introduced to it.
i'm grateful for all of the love and support i've gotten from my mutuals, but i don't think i can do this anymore.
people who know where to find me can find me. people who don't can shoot me a dm or ask of anon.
peace
