さようなら。

no matter what happens.. i'll protect you. m!a: n/a

[gxming-blog]

Er, sorry I haven’t been online and roleplaying— School is starting up soon for me so I have to get everything ready and such. So I’ll be on a hiatus of some sort..?

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I was tagged by: xnomoto​

You can tell a lot about someone by the music they listen to! Hit shuffle on your media player and write down the first 10 songs. Then pass this onto 10 people. (please create a new post & do not reblog).

fakery tale (deco*27)

taketori overnight sensation (honeyworks)

summertime record (jin)

sentimental love heart (natsume chiaki)

jitter doll (niki)

love trial (40mp)

masked bitch (gigap)

go go ghost ship! (yonezu kenshi)

yonjuunana (mikitop)

yes im a vocaloid weeb

TAGGING: whoever wants to

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Love is a complex thing indeed. Once you know you’re in love, it’s too late to go back. At least, it’s what people say, some of them. She thought so too, but at the very least, she fell in love with someone worth it. She could always count on him—at least, she thought so before. Right now, she wasn’t so sure. But she hoped it’d stay that way; she hoped he’d always be there for her, like she’ll be for him.

                                                       ”H-Hm… Okay,                                                          sor—”

She stopped herself from finishing the sentence. Noticing she’d be apologizing again, she let out a small chuckle, not really noticing she was actually laughing.

[mxmoriae]

    As much as he wanted to stay by her side forever, even he knew that their time together was limited. It honestly made him sad knowing that eventually he would leave her alone.. aah, why did he have to have such a weak body? If he didn't, then he would be able to be with her even longer-- But of course, a dream and wish like that would never come true.

    He blinked when she let out a small laugh, a look of confusion crossing his face; she never laughed! Not often, anyways-- So when she did, his expression brightened even more, laughing along with her. "Takane's laugh is cute--" He tried to say.

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That’s good—very good, actually. But he could fall for anyone else he’d meet in the future. Just thinking of that made her sad enough, let alone imagining that would actually happen. She was feeling sad enough for today, she didn’t need more of it. Though she couldn’t help but thing about that. What to do, what to do… She really did need something to recover from that sudden drop of mood.

A small nod in response to his query and she wandered back into her own world. It didn’t take long until she focused on him again, though. She blinked a few times before replying.

                                                     "I can’t really think                                                       of anything good                                                       at the moment.                                                       …Sorry.”

[mxmoriae]

    Aah, well.. it didn't seem very likely, one reason being that Takane was the closest and dearest person he held to his sickly heart, and the other being that he.. didn't necessarily understand the concept of love. Sure, it sounded simple, but to him, it was rather complex. But the thought of falling in love with someone sounded adorable, so hopefully he would be able to experience it somehow!

    "It's okay--!" came his cheerful reply, nodding right back at her, his smile still intact. "You don't have to say sorry, Takane!"

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Words wouldn’t be enough to exress how happy she’d be if he shared the same feelings for her. But they wouldn’t be anough to express how sad she’d be if he didn’t. If he did have feelings for someone else, she’d just support him and wish he would be able to find happiness. With or without her. She would always be by his side to support and help him, no matter what. Though of course, if she confessed to him and he rejected her, it’d be awkward for boh of them from that time forward. Well, at least to her.

                                                        “I have no idea, but                                                           I don’t really care either.                                                           But he’ll probably be                                                           late, I guess…”

[mxmoriae]

     Have feelings for another person? G-Geez, he didn't know that Takane thought that lowly of him! There was no possible way he would fall in love with another person, especially if that person wasn't Takane herself. He honestly wasn't sure if he reciprocated her feelings, but he knew that if he didn't like her, then he probably wouldn't like anyone else. It wasn't that he wasn't open to the idea, it was just that.. no one knew him well enough like Takane did. She knew all of his quirks, habits, etc...

     "Aah, you think?" He smiled even brighter at her response; ah, that was just like her to say something like that! But of course, her answers usually ended the conversations a bit earlier than he would like, but he supposed it was just Takane in the end.

     "So, what do we do until he gets here?" Tilts his head.

[smartassneetvirgin]

Aah.. Shintaro-- There's something wrong with your phone.. my number isn't in it.. wait.. Did I even have a phone..?

                 "Good question Konoha but — … one question, are you trying to uh .. hit on me?” 

[mxmoriae]

   W--Was I not supposed to--? [Innocent Konoha whimpering.]

[lucidlvst]

- yes, i am picky with my threads - yes, i will be picky with fcs - yes, i will sometimes drop a thread if I lose muse for them - yes, i will sometimes be obsessed with a thread and let that one go first - no, that doesn’t mean that you can’t reply on another starter. don’t be afraid to rp with me. just know that i’m human and i lose interest and i am picky too.

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Takane hating Haruka? That’s something she couldn’t see herself doing. Never, not in any other timeline, universe, or any other time. She knew what she felt for him, and it wouldn’t go away easily. She felt very happy just by seeing him(though it also depended in what condition he was), but she wouldn’t admit it right away nor let anyone see it. At least not yet.

But maybe, if she let him know what she felt, there was a probability that he felt the same, right? Then again, there was still the fact that he might not. Ah—there she went again, thinking those negative things. As he called her over and over again, she’d just get more and more flustered, and the fact that he was so close didn’t help. Turning to him again, she tried to look as normal as she could.

                                                                 ”W-what-?!”

[mxmoriae]

    Well, he.. didn't know if he shared the same feelings she did for him-- Maybe it was because he simply didn't have the same feelings, or maybe it was because he hadn't realized it yet. Either way.. he didn't know. And even if he had feelings for her, he would've kept it to himself; he didn't want to ruin their friendship-- She.. was his only friend, and the fear of losing her was terrifying.

    "Takane!" He chirped once again, perhaps enjoying himself a bit too much. "Takane, when do you think Sensei will get here?" He honestly didn't know what to say, so he just made something up; he just wanted to make conversation with her; talking to her was lots of fun.

[asahiyo]

His head-patting made her even happier, and the look on her face that bordered utter blissfulness was a dead giveaway as to how she was feeling. From there, the huge grin with which dark optics met cerise held no indication of self-consciousness as lips parted and she replied with a quiet laugh. "When Konoha-san’s happy, I’m happy too!" came her bright declaration. A pause ensued as petite digits interlaced behind her in a decidedly shy shift, and Hiyori took a deep breath before continuing. "To be honest, I was just about to head to the park… would you like to come with me?"

[mxmoriae]

   To the park, huh? Well.. it was obvious that he didn't have anything else to do, so he decided that he would accompany her to the park. Besides, he felt an urge to protect her; who knows what would happen, especially since she was walking around without any adult supervision. And well.. if anything, he was the one who needed to be supervised; he was absentminded and way too innocent for his own good.

   With a small nod, his smile faded away slightly as he held his hand out to her, blinking. ".. I'll come with Hiyori.." Another nod. ".. I can.. push Hiyori on the swing.." That's what you do, right? It was, right? Revelation.

[auruginis-blog]

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[mxmoriae]

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✎ U':

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✎

[mxmoriae]

✎

[ghostmcdonalds]

send me a "✎" and ill draw your muse

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Of course she would—her hopes that he liked her back were little to none, and hearing that, she’d obviously be sad and her hopes would get lower and lower. She had done many things that could have hurt him, and she understood that he would hate her. She hated herself too, sometimes. But again, she couldn’t let him know about that. She feared it’d stress him in anyway and his situation would get worse… Then again, at this point, she wasn’t sure if he’d be stressed or not.

But right now, he looked happy. Very happy. Was it her presence? Well, she didn’t know. But if he was, then she was too. Looking at his sketchbook, she noticed what—no, who he was drawing. Her cheeks turned a rosy colour. Why would he draw her? And why would he look so cheerful and happy aroudn her? Quickly turning her head in hopes he didn’t see her blushing, she noticed her heart beating faster and faster. And it was only morning!

                                                             ”I-Idiot…”

[mxmoriae]

   Of course he was happy! Whenever he was around her, he was all smiles and laughter-- Her presence made him feel less lonely and more cheerful than he usually was. Although he was a nuisance in general, he was ecstatic to know that Takane would be by his side always-- Well.. not unless she hated him, of course. Thoughts like that were really scary; a world where she hated him? Uwaa.. too scary--

   But if that ever happened, then he might as well enjoy this time with her as much as he can! As she turned away, his smile faltered slightly-- "Takaneee--" Try to get her attention again. Tug on her sleeve. "Takane, Takane!" Smile wide.

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[mxmoriae]