*･☪˙ ˖✶ s e r e n i t y

i grew up m e m o r i z i n g all the cracks in the wall. staring up at the ceiling watching particles fall. see i prayed every day for a change to be made. and i'd wait to be saved, oh no. up at night, hiding under covers found my escape. shut my eyes and let the bass buzz into my brain. see i knew i was destined for bigger and better but never said a thing.

[mxrisolx-blog]

ugh i swear i have the worst luck. so my laptop completely gave up on me and crashed which means i lost everything so finding out my password and email for this account took forever. 

but i’m back, and i’ve sucked with activity so i’m gonna get on with replies to everyone.

[cigarettesxndleather-blog]

“Surprisingly, far more interesting than yours. For instance, there’s eighty-seven bricks in that wall over there.”

[mxrisolx-blog]

“actually it’s ninety six bricks, because if you count the length and width of the wall, the you get approximately ninety six with twelve going across, and eight going up. -- but that’s besides the point.”

[zanderfck-blog]

“i don’t know are you capable of not being gorgeous.” he batted his eyes, “so when are you going to accept that you’re into me mari? i mean i think your hot, you obviously think i’m hot. so i don’t we why the two of us can’t just get together. it would make everything so much easier then denying it.”

[mxrisolx-blog]

marisol focused her concentration back to her coffee stained book, wanting to completely dismiss the person in front of her. “i will accept the fact that i am into you zander when hell freezes over, and pigs begin to fly. in the meantime, if i ever want an std, or i don’t know, death, then i would glady come to you to do this so called, ‘get together.’ now, if you will so kindly, and move away from this general area, that would be lovely, because i really do want to read what i have left of this book.”

[mxrisolx-blog]

i’m finally back !!! wow i’m trash, let me hear ya. when i got home i basically crashed because of how tired i was cries. 

im about to go reply to everyone! but if we haven’t plotted, feel free to slide into my messages <3

[mxrisolx-blog]

[zanderfck-blog]

“better now that you’re here.” zander leaned towards her, flashing a big and flirtatious smile.

[mxrisolx-blog]

marisol found herself rolling her eyes, as if it was a routine everytime he was around. “zander,” she replied, shaking her head. “are you capable of having a conversation without making it flirtatious?”

[izobcls-blog]

&&.        “ have ya’ considered listenin’ to some music to cheer you up, ‘cause i’ve got the perfect song rec for ya’. ‘m not much of a trainor fan, ‘cause no offense but that bottle brunette ripped off a buncha musicians at the grammys, but ya’ should really take a listen to me too ‘cause if i was you, i’d wanna be me too. ha see what i did there ? yeah, ‘m definitely havin’ a better day then you. ”

[mxrisolx-blog]

“ i don’t think i’ve listened to her after her song talking about skinny bitches, seeing as it was kinda insulting. i mean, she has a nice beat, but she can seem kinda uptight and annoying -- anyways, yes i see what you did there. kinda made my day better, but i’m glad you’re having a good day. it always seems as if you’re more exciting than my clumsy lifestyle.”

[jinscl]

“ ah, one of those complicated secret menu ones that isn’t really so secret ? i’ll occasionally get those too. you might be able to find a copy in a thrift store somewhere or at someone’s garage sale ! i don’t think there will ever be a movie that captures a book perfectly. they always leave out stuff or change the way things should look, it’s so disappointing. ”

[mxrisolx-blog]

“yeah, kinda! except i kinda made my own version of a secret drink by basically throwing a bunch of shit together. i just feel bad sometimes because it can be complicated. i find that thrift stores have the best finds when it comes to books, and that’s where i found mind, but i doubt i’ll come across the same one. i just hate when they change little details for no apparent reason. like in the fault in our stars, they made augustus eighteen in the movie when he was seventeen in the book. i don’t get it, honestly.”

[jinscl]

“ oh yikes, i’m sorry to hear that. i mean, you could always make more coffee or find a kind-looking barista to explain the situation to. you could show them the drenched book & if they’re nice enough, you could probably get a free refill ! i don’t know how many kind people there are left in the world, but it’s worth a shot. my day has been pretty lazy, honestly. i spent most of it watching movies. ”

[mxrisolx-blog]

“i could never ask them to make me one for free, because i’m a typical starbucks girl who orders a really complicated order. i would feel terrible about asking them to give me a refill. i’m just sad about the book because it’s a vintage copy, and those are hard to find. -- ooo, movies. i usually only watch movies when i finish a good book about it. although, i always get disappointed because they always manage to screw it up.”

[phatnatz-blog]

“the cool thing about spilling your coffee is you can have someone fetch you another one if you bat those pretty little eyelashes. c’mon! you should know by now that you’re gorgeous enough to get whatever you want and turn your day around. try that person right there, or that one, anyone walking past you! ask them out! boom free coffee! my day has been okay, pretty unproductive, i just want a wedding party to go to y’know - it’s been a while.”

[mxrisolx-blog]

“woah woah, hold on. bat my eyelashes? that’s actually a thing? it’s pretty stupid and no i will not be doing that. aren’t you suppose to be the one that encourages me to do things on my own because i don’t need a man? you know i always tell you to read a book when you don’t have anything to do. it increases brain cells, and widens your knowledge. -- you’re right, it has been awhile. i could go for some good food.”

[mxrisolx-blog]

“i don’t know what’s worse, spilling coffee all over my book, or actually spilling all of my coffee. now i’m out of coffee, and i can’t finish this book. clearly my day is just going great !! -- anyways, how has your day been?”

[mxrisolx-blog]

[mxrisolx-blog]

i honestly don’t think i can contain my excitement rn but hey !! i’m olivia and i can’t wait to get this started with everyone omg. now enough with me and my boring aSS OK. here’s a bit on marisol and all that, so if you want to develop any plots, i’d be down 1343%. and if we already have a connection, then i would love to develop a backstory to expand more on it! let me stop rambling. 

- there are mentions of alcohol, drugs, and abuse in this, so please be aware. 

- marisol grew up with two drug addicts as parents who basically didn’t want anything to do with her. they barely provided for her, and they treated her like shit. her father would always hurt her on end, and her mother did nothing to stop anything. her home life was basically shit.

- she basically spent her time at the library and any place she could find in order to avoid going home. this is where she developed her love for book, having nothing else to do but read. she would constantly check out books and spend her whole day dedicated to reading her books. it was almost her escape into another world. 

- she’s someone who’s very dedicated to school and loves it. she find such passion in learning and finding out new information. everyone believes she’s just someone who loves school, which is why she spent so much time on it, but it wasn’t always the case. marisol basically wanted out of her house and she never told people. she just wanted a way to get out so school was her focus. 

- she has a big passion for writing, and loves to write stories and poems. she wants to become an author one day and write books for those who need an escape from reality like she did. she even has a type writer in her room because she loves it so much.

- mar is someone who’s very innocent due to her lack of a social life in high school, so when it comes to relationships she’s very hesitant on it, partly her father is the cause for this. but she’s very sarcastic and sassy which gives her some edge. 

- she’s basically someone whos very smart and witty and i love her. 

- idk what else to write but yeah this was shitty.

[clarys]

[galgadotssss-deactivated2016071]

[sadnegro]

R u in luv

why would i do that to myself

[avadae]