The Me Chronicles

what goes on in my interesting forever home-bound-bed-bound life

[taejoon]

just let jimin be 6ft tall 😩 (tr.)

[dreamingwitches]

Anxiety and Stress Crystals

I needed this, I’m sure plenty of you will too🌙

here we go—

Amethyst- helps with mood swings and give you a more clear mind

Black tourmaline- “purifies” the negative energy around you, grounds you

Smokey Quartz- helps you overcome and get rid of fears, also grounds you and keeps you focused

Citrine- citrine is just overall super happy, energetic, and mood boosting, how can you be worried when you’re full of energy and happiness??

Rose quartz- rose quartz is the stone of love, happiness, self love, etc, so it’ll balance out those worrying emotions

Blue Lace Agate- provides a sense of calm, and it also boosts your throat chakra, making it extra good with helping with social anxiety!! Plus I think blue stones in general are really calming anyway tbh

Lapis Lazuli- helps clear your thoughts, getting rid of all the worrying ones

Peridot- helps relieve feelings of guilt and heal emotional wounds

Fluorite- fluorite organizes chaos, clear your mind of toxic-ness

Honey Calcite- increases feelings of self worth and confidence

Celestite- can give its owner hope, helps with social anxiety (and stage freight, public speaking, etc), and gives off calming vibrations

Thulite- thulite helps you feel more relaxed in social situations, and will help you feel more enthusiastic about life

Labradorite- will make you more confident when taking action, will make you feel like you have a purpose if you don’t, and relax an overactive mind

Sodalite- calm the mind + relieve panic or anxiety attacks

Moonstone- moonstone is good for relieving stress and stabilizing emotions

I hope this is useful for you people who are a bit stressed right now, or have anxiety :)

[regan-2402]

[anxietyproblem]

BY KAYDEHINES

[shadowthephoenix-deactivated201]

Suicidal people deserve better than to be told the main reason they shouldn’t kill themselves is because of how it might effect others. Suicidal people deserve love and help, not guilt trips. Suicidal people deserve to feel like their life is worth living, for their own sake… for their own happiness, their own experiences, their own possibilities, their own future.

[spreekilling-deactivated2017020]

August 30, Please

[my-absurd-life]

sometimes life's just hard

Just in case: tw

I've been feeling really anxious the past month and today I just kind of snapped and this came out and I fuckin hate myself so much and it's ironical because I'm studying Psychology and I should be more aware and responsible but ha ha who even cares

Stop talking so fuckin much and being so fuckin annoying no one cares and it's better if you stop feeling at all because clearly it's not making things any better and you're just gonna have to drown in your tears or something apathy is the best like just don't give a flying fuck about anything at all and maybe jump off of somewhere and die or something everyone will be happier without you you clearly make everything awkward and complicated and weird and no one wants you around everyone belongs here and you know you don't cause you weren't even supposed to be here and it's very obvious why like the line between you and everyone else here is clearly demarcated you can never reach that level and once again please keep your mouth shut like seriously it's annoying and stop sending irrelevant annoying texts that no one ever even responds to you're clearly just coming off as an attention seeker and annoying just fucking stfu and die

[my-absurd-life]

It was the first day of college for me today and honestly I was already so tired from the past three days, running around for admission stuff, that the fact that I was the only one amongst the 99 students who came in late completely stumped me.

I had missed out on all the important stuff that you need to know as a fresher and my anxiety levels just shot up like crazy when my family left me at my dorm. My roommates are away for now( I've never met them) and I'll be sleeping completely alone for the first time in my life. I'm fucking terrified of living by myself because I'm a sheltered child and it's just all so new to me.

I skipped the fresher's party tonight because honestly? My bones feel like death and my head hurts and I've heard terrifying tales of partying and my parents would literally KILL me if they found out I was at a club scene with alcohol and everything. Hell, my father hasn't even touched alcohol ever in his life.

[mackenziesummertime]

That constant struggle between “I can’t show my symptoms or I’ll be a burden” and “why doesn’t anyone realize I’m suffering?”

[magical-agatha]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[deliriumcrow]

All. Of. This. Yes.

[my-absurd-life]

And the "I want to get help and get better" and "I'm probably overreacting and this would be like going to a dentist when you don't even have teeth."

[my-absurd-life]

The Lost Pillowcase

So yesterday, one of our cushions went missing. We searched the whole house. Right from the laundry basket to the refrigerator. We checked the kitchen, the bathroom, we checked under the bed, in the bed and went as far as to check inside the bigger pillows, but in vane. I couldn't sleep the whole night because I couldn't stop wondering.

It's Day 2 now and we still have no clue where it vanished. We even checked the wardrobes and the cupboards and I'm scared what kind of voodoo is this