To someone who loves me with his ego
The first day I met you was very strange. Standing in your blue pants and white shirt. I stood beside you, then we crossed the road, and I walked behind you. Your slowly moves caused the shadow, it made me shade and addicted, your ignorance blows the cold atmosphere. The first time I met you was deserted. There was no eye contact and no ones who wanted to start the conversation well. Our first conversation was weird. It started from me, cause you had no bravery at all. You said you were happy, until you don't want it to end up even when we had nothing to talk about, and so do I. I remember, it was on march/april?, you gave me two ice creams;little things I always wanted. I felt my heart worked faster and stronger than normally, while you spoke with your slightly nervous sound in front of me and my stomach full of butterfly, while your deep smile melt my heart at the first. You weren't a romantic type, but every little things you did could make me happy. Ex;You made a cup of coffee at midnight just because you want to accompany me to do the school task. You bought something I really want and drive it to my house, even though when I need it at midnight. I let you did your osis task, even though half of me wanted you to stay, but it shouldn't be. Even if I felt you were ignore me. I knew if you lied, even though you refused it with several reasons. My heartbreak was very terrible. I woke up at 2 am, and suddenly I cried silenty. Felt my heart was tightness, my mind was full of you, and my puffy eyes. It was very terrible. Crying over you was black. It all I could see when I was crying. I hate while you made promises and couldn't keep it. Ex;You said you will always be by my side like hundred times but suddenly I realized you have broken your promises like million times -from the girl you were hurt a lot but never stop loving you